Criminal Psychology

Chapter 248 Darkness

Xing Conglian was photographed, and only then did he wake up from his perverted and chaotic memories.

He bowed his head and heard the doctor say: "The second plan is a large amount of chlorproxetate, but the drugs for the treatment of mental illness may affect the brain or heart function, and the side effects are also obvious, but it should be the most effective in treating similar problems. One of the drugs…”

He couldn't hear the follow-up words again, probably because Lin Chen was whispering in the ward again, saying some nonsense.

Xing Conglian was very careful to distinguish what he was talking about, but the air was too quiet, and the thin and vague voice filled the whole space like cotton, probably "I don't want" or "Please", these voices Wet with pain and swollen and distraught.

"...Consultant Lin did not reject this plan..."

The most crucial three words brought him back to his senses again. Yes, after they said those words, Lin Chen made a very clear request to go to Tzu Chi Hospital for treatment, and even the selected attending physician was a senior he knew well. .

Like an outsider, Lin Chen negotiated every treatment plan and details with the doctor very quickly, and chose a room specially for schizophrenia patients. He was originally an expert in this field.

But Xing Conglian didn't understand, at such a moment, how could Lin Chen manage everything very clearly like a normal person.

He rubbed his face, forced himself not to look at the things in the ward, and excluded Lin Chen's voice, he asked the other party: "You are a doctor, I want to hear your opinion."

"After all, it is a new type of drug, and there is no literature at all. Although it is indeed possible to try according to the pre-determined treatment plan, it is indeed risky. To be honest, I think we can wait a few more days to collect the treatment plans of other cases before making a judgment."

Xing Conglian interrupted the other party, saying: "He wants to wake up quickly, and he must wake up too."

Disappointment was evident on the doctor's face, but it was very shallow and fleeting. After all, this is a mental hospital, and doctors are used to cruel family members. A boss like him who hopes that his subordinates will wake up and start working as soon as possible is just It's just ordinary and bad, Xing Conglian thought about it like laughing at himself.

But so what, Lin Chen made it very clear that he wanted to receive treatment like ordinary people, and the phrase "remember to see me", hoped that he could urge the doctor to treat him.

Until now, Xing Conglian realized that for any decision made by Lin Chen, he had to accept and support him.

Because Lin Chen is always so clear, correct, excellent, and desperate, it is overwhelming.

A strong sense of loss and boredom struck again, obviously there was someone talking around him all the time, but Xing Conglian felt as if he was standing in a dark and desolate world, and he couldn't be more lonely.

He took a deep breath, not knowing what to do, Lin Chen was inside, he was outside, they were obviously very close, but seemed infinitely far away.

Just then, his phone rang.

He didn't mute it, so when the piano music played, he even felt a little relieved.

When people are at a loss and overwhelmed, there will always be something extending an olive branch to save you, such as work.

Xing Conglian apologized to the doctor, retreated to a dark corner, and leaned against the wall to answer the phone.

Huang Ze's voice sounded: "Xing Conglian, why is Su Fengzi here?"

He didn't expect Huang Ze to have an irritable or even a little fearful voice, and someone was throwing glasses in the background. In short, similar "high-level struggles" are actually no different from children's quarrels. There will be anger and unreasonable troubles that should be there.

"He comes whenever he wants, I don't care." Xing Cong replied repeatedly.

"Do you know what he's doing!" Huang Ze was very angry, "I don't have a public office, so forcefully intervene in the investigation!"

Huang Ze, as always, emphasized procedural justice.

"Then you can arrest him." Xing Conglian said casually.

There was a brief blank in the breathing sound on the phone, Xing Conglian frowned, and the next moment, a very frivolous and cheerful voice sounded on the phone: "Old Xing, how is my little brother?"

Xing Conglian raised his eyelids and looked at the ward not far away. The doctor was injecting Lin Chen with new therapeutic drugs. Those busy figures were hazy and unreal, as if covered by a black veil.

"Steady for the time being," he replied.

Su Fengzi didn't ask any more questions, but changed the subject: "Since this is the case, then Zhou Rui has something very interesting here, do you want to come together?"

Xing Conglian instinctively wanted to reject Su Fengzi.

He thought that he should sit outside the ward and spend this difficult time with Lin Chen, as Lin Chen said, as every caring lover would do.

But rationality told him very clearly that you are torturing yourself by staying here. After all, the time you have been in love is too short, and this kind of torture will continue to wear down the love between you.

The night outside the hospital was silent, Xing Conglian hung up the phone, took out the car keys, and walked outside.

……

The windows were lowered, and night fell on us.

Xing Conglian held the steering wheel with one hand and held a cigarette in the other.

Eight or nine o'clock is another peak in the city. There are not many vehicles on the main road, and the neon lights outside the windows surge like tides and pass over the car.

He turned on the car radio and turned his voice very low. The anchor didn't say anything related to the case. Most of the radio stations at night were song-demanding emotional programs.

The female anchor's affectionate words flowed out. Because of the heavy traffic outside the window, Xing Conglian couldn't hear what was being said on the other end. It was always something like he loved her or she didn't love him. heard something.

Only then did Xing Conglian recall why he had hardly heard similar midnight emotional radio stations before.

Without Lin Chen, he sneered at these emotional programs. To be honest, deep down in his heart, he never thought that he could get a beautiful love. There are too many things in the world, and I think that dying alone must be the most suitable ending for me.

Looking back now, this kind of self-setting similar to a lonely hero is really stupid, because he met Lin Chen.

After getting to know Lin Chen, the co-pilot position has been occupied by the other party.

Lin Chen didn't talk much, they would chat a few words, but it was more peaceful than the mellow jazz music in the dark night.

He remembered one time when they came back from a business trip and stayed up late to drive long distances.

In the early hours of the morning, there were few trucks on the highway even at night. Dynasty was snoring in the back seat, and Lin Chen was wearing a seat belt, chatting with him in the seat in a sleepy posture.

They talked about the scenery of the city they passed by just now, the touching details of the meeting, and the broken light bulb at home, which needed to be replaced when they returned.

He couldn't remember the specific details at all, he only remembered that they talked a lot, and it was all because Lin Chen was afraid that he would get sleepy while driving, so he kept talking.

Those voices were relaxed, leisurely, yawning and sleepy, and kept ringing, both ordinary and considerate.Now, with the sudden disappearance of such voices around him, Xing Conglian felt that the car was terribly empty, so he involuntarily unbuttoned his shirt collar and opened the car window to the lowest position.

The night wind poured into the car, and Xing Conglian's mind resurfaced that journey again.

Later, he drove the car into the rest area, he smoked in the parking lot, and Lin Chen went to buy two cups of hot coffee. There are very few freshly ground black coffees at road rest stops, so most of them are instant things.

There were only a few trucks in the surrounding parking lot, and the stars in the night sky were bright and bright. Lin Chen returned with a hot paper cup and handed it to him.

White foam floated on the coffee, the liquid was mellow, and some hot mist drifted away, like Lin Chen's eyes looking at him at that time.

They took a sip of coffee at the same time, looking at the velvety night sky, probably feeling warm and peaceful with each other, so no one spoke.

Xing Conglian couldn't help but look at the co-pilot's seat. He always felt that he could still see Lin Chen's coffee-stained lower lip, which smelled sweet and sparkled.

It was also at this moment that Xing Conglian suddenly realized that when he was driving at night, Lin Chen almost never slept. Those words and coffee, hot tea and the waiting while he was smoking were the most common and unusual companionship .

He didn't realize this before, and now that he lost it suddenly, he realized that the habit is really a terrible thing that makes people shudder.

Xing Conglian felt panic again, he picked up the phone, and started looking through the address book without any purpose, trying to call someone at random, trying to use work to wake himself up from his memories.

But before he actually found someone to talk to, he answered the call from Guanghua Chemical.

Dynasty's voice was very excited, because Xiao Zhan had reached a preliminary conclusion on drug research.

The chemical engineer answered the phone and talked a lot. Those technical terms were very lengthy, and he didn't have any intention to listen to them. But in order not to think about Lin Chen, he forced himself to write down the content and repeatedly confirmed whether his understanding was correct. .

This phone call cost him about seven or eight traffic lights. If Wang Chao hadn't asked "How is Brother Achen" at the end, he might really be able to get rid of the memory.

But his efforts apparently failed.Lin Chen is right, there are so many jobs, and he can't finish them all in his life.

He hung up the phone and turned up the volume on the car radio.

Lin Chen was very kind to Dynasty, it was not because of his crush on him or Ai Wu and Wu, Xing Conglian knew this very well, just like the little fat man who introduced them to each other, Lin Chen was born with a strong desire to protect these innocent creatures.

When the dynasty couldn't hear it, they also communicated about the education of the dynasty.

When facing Lin Chen, he also asked the other party in confusion, whether the dynasty was too ignorant of the world, and his mental age seemed too naive.

As for Lin Chen, at that time Lin Chen frowned and thought for a while, but did not answer his question immediately.

He thought that Lin Chen might be embarrassed to criticize him face to face, but probably a few hours later, late at night, Lin Chen handed him a copy of "The Psychology of Abnormal Children".

The edges of the book are covered with labels of various colors, and many passages inside are specially marked.

They sat by the window, and Lin Chen flipped through the book page by page, explaining to him a series of issues such as what is mental age, like a persistent old pedant, yet earnest and cute.

The table lamp was dim, the spring breeze was soft, and the light and shadow of the river fell on Lin Chen's face. Xing Conglian wondered if at that moment, he had already been moved by Lin Chen without knowing it.

He kept thinking and thinking about the dry mouth, only to realize that the cigarette in his hand had burned out at some point, and there was a pile of scattered ash on his pants.

He threw away the cigarette butt and wanted to get another one. The red light ahead turned green, and he just drove into a small road sandwiched in a residential area.

Many shops on both sides have already closed, but the night snack shop has just opened.

It is very close to their home, and he and Lin Chen have come here for breakfast countless times in the morning.

The memories he shared with Lin Chen are as pervasive as the morning mist in the south.

Lin Chen always knows where the best breakfast is, although he likes to sleep late, but every once in a while, Lin Chen will always wake him up in the early morning without being so considerate.

They walked through the streets and alleys, came to the lively market, and waited for soy milk or bought soup noodles with the old men and women who got up in the morning.

For example, this Nanlin Street has the best buns in Hongjing. Lin Chen likes rose bean paste, and he prefers curry beef. They will buy two for each person and eat while walking.

On the side of the road is a camphor tree with a light fragrance, and on the tree near the end of the street is a wooden signboard of a house rental shop, all of which emerge one by one.

At that time, he thought it was normal for friends to walk together to find breakfast, but now that he thought about it, it was just stupid.

Why does Lin Chen always know where the delicious food is in advance, why does Lin Chen never call Dynasty, why is Lin Chen willing to walk with him instead of taking a car no matter how far the distance is?

The answers to these questions made Xing Cong's heart throb so sweetly.

Because Lin Chen loves him and wants to stay with him for a while, that's all.

Xing Conglian didn't dare to smoke, and even felt that if he moved, the picture in front of him would be shattered.

Lin Chen doesn't like spicy food, but he is willing to eat spicy crayfish with him; Lin Chen hates going to bed late, but he will watch the game with him all night; Lin Chen will remind him to wear a seat belt, and Lin Chen must unscrew it in advance when handing him water bottle cap...

All kinds of details are too clear and obvious, he enjoys the love and care beyond friendship, but he is completely unaware, like a complete idiot.

The Zhou Rui Building was within easy reach, and Xing Conglian felt that he couldn't think about it any longer, otherwise he would definitely abandon everything and turn around and rush back to Lin Chen's side.

He put out the cigarette butt, found a parking space on the side of the road and stopped, and decided to walk.

The night in the downtown area is also drawing to a close.

The milk tea shop started to close, the bakery put up a [-]% off sign, and the bus stop was crowded with couples.

He was surrounded by passers-by who were about to go home, bustling with each other, and under the bright neon lights of the store, tiredness and joy were written on every face.

Xing Conglian put his hands in his pockets and walked forward, passing by countless lovers.

The girl hooks the boy and acts like a baby, the boy hugs the girl and kisses, and the girlfriends tease each other.People talked about various topics, such as clothes, shoes, work, and lovers. Noisy voices filled the entire night, but here, there was no voice from Lin Chen.

He answered another call, and his subordinates were reporting to him the latest progress of the drug investigation. Zhou Rui Pharmaceutical refused to cooperate, and they couldn't find any breakthrough for the time being.

Xing Conglian made a few perfunctory sentences and told the other party that he would be there soon.

But the moment he put down the phone, he looked around and suddenly realized that the whole world had no color, and the loneliness was deep into the bone marrow, which was frightening.

He even felt that no matter how much Lin Chen loved him, he might not be able to bear a similar moment again. It was too gloomy, too lonely and too uncomfortable. He was like a patient who suddenly quit his addiction, losing the meaning of life.

He touched his pocket, and the cigarettes in the box had been exhausted, so he was forced to walk to the small cigarette stand on the street.

The old man opened the suitcase under the street lamp, and the dim light of the street lamp diffused down.

He squatted down to choose cigarettes inside, surrounded by a couple who were choosing jewelry.

The boy asked the girl why she made herself wait so long, and the girl said that she dared not sneak out until her parents went to bed and put on makeup.

"I like whatever you look like," said the boy.

"Without colored contact lenses and false eyelashes, you wouldn't like me." The girl replied heartily.

Xing Conglian turned his head involuntarily, the girl beside him was gorgeously made up and seemed to be shining in the night.

Probably because he stared at him for a long time, the girl pointed at him, and then said to the boy, "Did you see it?"

"You don't trust me."

"It's not a question of whether I trust you or not, but my own vanity. I want to appear in front of you every day."

Xing Conglian looked away, always feeling that a similar conversation would never happen between him and Lin Chen.

Lin Chen always tolerated and cared for him, like a polite stranger, and what happened around him was the conversation between normal couples.

He didn't want to listen any more, picked up the cigarette, asked the price, and started to pay.

The boy was still struggling with makeup, so he asked the girl: "Then I can't take care of you when you're sick. Are you getting old and taking the medicine that makes people go crazy?"

"I can wear makeup when I'm sick, and I'll die when I'm old. If I take that kind of medicine and become a madman, you're not allowed to come and see me. If you feel bad, I'll feel bad too. The farther you get away, the better!"

The girl stomped angrily like a cat whose tail had been trampled on.

Xing Cong paused with the hand that was connected to receive the change. He looked at the old man's withered fingers, and his whole body froze.

"You are not allowed to come and see me", that's what the girl next to him said, what about Lin Chen, what did Lin Chen say?

Xing Conglian's hands began to tremble.

He has always been very clear that Lin Chen loved him, Lin Chen loved him when he kissed him, Lin Chen loved him when he was dying of illness, even when Lin Chen chose to inject Chen Lian's drug, he still loved him .

But the depth of love is too difficult to measure. Before, he thought it was deep love, and he couldn't repay it.

And at this moment, under this ordinary street lamp, he listened to the story of the most ordinary couple in the world, and suddenly felt how deep Lin Chen's love for him was, coming like white waves surging to the sky and empowering him.

He felt tinnitus for a while, and Lin Chen's voice kept ringing in his ears.

Lin Chen said "you have to walk there with me", he said "you have to work hard and settle the matter", he also said "you have to remember to come and see me".

It's not the girl who said "You are not allowed to come and see me", but "You have to remember to come and see me"...

Xing Conglian finally understood what went wrong with this sentence.

If he himself becomes crazy and dehumanized, the first thing he has to do is to drive Lin Chen away and refuse to appear in front of his lover with such an ugly face.

As for Lin Chen, Lin Chen cared too much about him, even at such a moment, Lin Chen had to restrain the instinctive fear of exposing his ugly face, and carefully think about what to do to be better for him.Not to push him away, but to try to support him mentally through the difficult time in the remaining time.

Lin Chen wanted him to feel better and gave him hope, so he acted extremely strong. He chose the treatment plan, only wanting him not to be so sad. For this reason, Lin Chen was even willing to completely expose his ugliness in front of him. become completely unimportant.

All this is because in Lin Chen's mind, his feelings are more important.

But how is this possible, that is Lin Chen, how could dignity not be important?

Lin Chen, who is so smart, rational, caring for him and trying his best to be strong for him even in his weakest moment, is completely unstoppable. Standing under the streetlight, Xing Conglian began to rush towards his car like crazy.

At that time, Lin Chen's eyes were too gentle and nostalgic, softer than the fading red clouds in the sky, he didn't see the fear, uneasiness and overwhelming love inside, but only felt that Lin Chen was too rational and too clear , he felt abandoned, he felt too lonely, so he ignored this light and ordinary sentence.

His ignorance is perfectly normal, because Lin Chen has always loved him so much, Lin Chen tried to do his best, but he just immersed himself in it and enjoyed it for granted.

How can there be so many things for granted in the world?

He went against the flow of people and bumped away many people. His hands trembled for the first time, and even the car key had to be inserted several times before it was inserted.

He turned off the phone, stepped on the gas pedal like crazy, and only hoped that he hadn't left through the door of the ward.

The night was completely dark, he had become a trapped beast that lost his mind, everything about Lin Chen filled all the space around him, and he had no way out except to run wildly.

Vehicles are speeding on the street, he is running in the corridor, time and space are infinitely compressed.

He locked the door, turned off the lights, and drew the curtains. Everything was completely dark, and he looked angrily at the people on the hospital bed.

Lin Chen's sanity was not clear at all, and his eyes were full of madness. The rope strangled his mouth and made him unable to speak, but he was still shaking and struggling, saliva flowing.

"Why are you doing this to me?"

Xing Conglian's heart ached to the extreme, and the pain made him climb onto the bed without hesitation. He bit Lin Chen's neck, and with the other hand, he untied the straps that bound Lin Chen.

The person on the bed struggled quickly, as if he wanted to beat him up and kill him, but Xing Conglian would rather Lin Chen kill him, and it would be the best relief for them to die together.

He forcibly pulled Lin Chen's hands over his head, and tied him tightly to the iron frame at the head of the bed.

Lin Chen's upper body was bent into a painful arc, and Xing Conglian felt that this was not enough, so he forcibly pulled down Lin Chen's hospital trousers, and then his underwear.He untied the shackles that bound Lin Chen one after another, and Lin Chen's instinct made him struggle more violently.

Xing Conglian pulled Lin Chen's underwear to his legs, and pressed Lin Chen's ankle. He knew that there was no point in suppressing the madman except by pure force.

Lin Chen's whining sound filled the space, and Xing Conglian finally untied Lin Chen's mouth rope, tore off Lin Chen's shirt, and kissed him vigorously.

Lin Chen's teeth were biting wildly, and their teeth collided, causing unbearable pain. This chaos was so chaotic that it didn't look like a kiss at all.

"Get out... get out!"

Lin Chen's body became hot under him.

"Who do you want to get out of here?" He pressed Lin Chen's head, took off his pants, put it close to Lin Chen's ear, turned up the volume, and asked again, "Who am I, who do you want to get out of?"

"Get out! Get out!" Lin Chen could only utter vague syllables.

Xing Conglian also felt like he had completely become a lunatic, trying to find the exact answer in the irrational world: "Who am I, why do you let me go?"

He rubbed his genitals twice, and pressed against Lin Chen's, they were both hardened by the heat.

Lin Chen trembled all over, and said mechanically or in a tone buried deep in his mind that he could not forget: "Xing Conglian... Xing Conglian... Xing Conglian... Xing Conglian..."

The extremely clear voice from Lin Chen's mouth made Xing Conglian choke up. He doesn't understand the spiritual brain or the human heart. He doesn't know how important he is to Lin Chen, and he can make Lin Chen fall into the spirit again. In the abyss of chaos, he did not dare to forget his name.

From the head of the bed, he touched the cream that healed Lin Chen's bruises all over his body, squeezed it out indiscriminately, took the cream with his finger, and forcibly inserted it into Lin Chen's back acupoint.

Lin Chen was locked up in pain, his head was shaking, his lips brushed his face, he heard Lin Chen say: "Xing Conglian... Xing Conglian, get out..."

Xing Conglian knew that he couldn't leave now. He had questions that he had to ask clearly. The answer was too sad, but he had to get this answer.

He didn't even dare to look into Lin Chen's eyes, so he had to pull out his finger, hold Lin Chen down forcibly again, and leaned in front of Lin Chen, and said in the coldest and most ruthless tone: "With me, you can be willful, selfish, and unreasonable. Even if you don't want to kill me, I will die with you, I just want you to answer my questions, as long as you tell me the truth." He couldn't hold on anymore, his tone choked up, "Please, yes be honest."

It seemed that his pleading had worked, or that the tears falling on Lin Chen's face really made people sober.

Lin Chen stopped his movements and looked at him blankly.

"What do you think of me?" He pressed his penis against Lin Chen's acupuncture point and asked.

"Don't look at me." At the moment of stillness, Lin Chen's gaze was heartbreaking.

"Who doesn't want to see you?" He asked again.

"Xing Conglian... Xing Conglian don't look at me... Xing Conglian don't look at me like this!" Lin Chen whimpered, like a child who made a mistake, extremely irritable and crazy, "Will Xing Conglian not like me?" , Xing Conglian has no choice but to like me..."

Every syllable Lin Chen uttered was inserted into his heart like a knife, yes, it really is.

Xing Conglian stopped all aggressive movements, even his heart seemed to stop beating, Lin Chen was completely stripped by him, they faced each other naked, the surroundings were in a mess, but he lost all ability to act.

For about half a minute, or for an infinite amount of time, Xing Conglian felt the blood slowly flowing back to his limbs, and he didn't understand what he was doing.

He leaned on his elbows, kissed Lin Chen's cheek, let go of the rope at the head of the bed, and got up from Lin Chen. Instinctive desire for love and sex, said to him: "Come in...on..."

Lin Chen's voice was full of fear, but his eyes were full of crazy love.

Xing Conglian was distraught again, he hugged Lin Chen vigorously, obeyed the instruction devoutly, and pushed heavily into Lin Chen's body.

It was an extremely painful and tight world, just like Lin Chen's heart, there was nothing to do but bleed and forcefully break it open.

Lin Chen gasped in pain, writhing out of shape, groaning, roaring, and repeating "get lost" and "please".

Xing Conglian couldn't experience any sexual pleasure, but felt that such a painful union was too suitable for a lunatic like them. He kept inserting his penis into Lin Chen's body, deeper and deeper.

"Ah... um..." Lin Chen's voice had long since become hoarse, unable to compose complete sentences, love you...I...

Xing Conglian kissed his neck vigorously, thinking that they would no longer have to be so difficult if they took Lin Chen into his belly.

He never understood Lin Chen, from the moment Lin Chen appeared at his door, he never really understood Lin Chen.

"Tell me the truth, tell me what you're thinking!" He pulled out his genitals suddenly, grabbed Lin Chen by the root of his hair, and questioned Lin Chen fiercely.

"I, it hurts...it hurts..." Lin Chen's eyes filled with tears, "Xing Conglian..."

"Tell me!" he growled.

Lin Chen shouted almost sadly: "I love you, I don't want to be your friend or colleague, I want to be with you."

"Continue!" He pulled out his penis and inserted it into Lin Chen's body again.

"Why don't you like me? Why don't you know that I like you? My life is so bad, and I meet so many bad people. I will die anytime, anywhere. Fall in love with me quickly. If you are not careful, I will die." You won’t be able to wait until that day.” Lin Chen was completely in pain, he couldn’t feel any erotic pleasure, and what he said was messy and illogical, “I’m going to die, I’m going to die soon...you won’t know if you die I loved you... well... that's good..."

Xing Conglian knew very well, but when Lin Chen was sober, he would never hear these words for the rest of his life, and because of this he felt extremely distressed, but he could only embed the complete sex organ into Lin Chen's body, and could not find anything else. Any outlet for venting.

"I love you, you can't know, but Song Shengsheng is dead, he will die if he is so good, I can't help it, I really can't help it...I want to try, I really want to try...I shouldn't be so Do it, but I really can't help it, I love you!" Lin Chen bit his shoulder in pain.

Xing Conglian's mouth was full of blood and tears: "I'm sorry... I don't know... I really don't know..." He hugged Lin Chen tightly, he was more helpless and frightened than Lin Chen, except for constantly saying "I love you You" and "I'm sorry", he was too clumsy to know what to do.

"I don't want to do that, I didn't abandon you, Shen Lian can't die...she can't die even if I die, but I have no choice, I really can't think of any way...Why am I so stupid...Why am I so stupid ..." Lin Chen didn't know where to think, and began to beat his head with his hands desperately, "Don't be sad, you can't be sad, I'm too stupid, too stupid."

"I know... I'm sorry, I'm really sorry... I know you tried your best..." Xing Conglian took Lin Chen's hand, feeling ashamed at the thought of breaking up at that moment, "But I really don't know what to do. What's wrong with me, I'm not good at all, I've killed many people, I'm stupid and selfish, thank you... really thank you..." This is too difficult, obviously he should hold Lin Chen in the He loves him like a treasure in his hands, but no matter what he does, it can't match Lin Chen's love for him.

He stopped all movements and carefully kissed Lin Chen's eyelashes. He tried to slow down his movements, but felt that only pain could solve everything.

Lin Chen wrapped his legs around him and put his arms around him. Every time Lin Chen said "I love you", his movements became crazier.

They entangle, kiss, make love, and behave like beasts. Human beings are beasts, and reason has long been useless.

"Xing Conglian, I'm sorry!"

At the end, Lin Chen shouted with the last remaining strength, his voice was hoarse, and the pain pierced his heart.

At that moment, Xing Conglian found out that he had already thrown away his helmet and armor against Lin Chen, and was defeated.

Apart from staying with Lin Chen to the death, he has no other way to go.