dhibooks Chapter 139
Chapter 139
Andy still has a little understanding of Yan Shu's sometimes overconfident personality, and he also has some subtle emotions about Yan Shu's expression of being determined to win.It may be because of my disposition that I have a tendency to shake M. From time to time, I always have a whiff, and when the website data is streaming, I often have a whiff of the database, and accidentally lose my virginity.Now that he has become a human being and has experienced so many experiences in the world, the occasional twitching character in his nature is there. Facing the gradually stronger Yan Shu, after Andy's strong rejection at the beginning, he seemed to be There are copper and iron walls around him, but in fact, how strong this layer of defense is is really two things to say.
"Don't you like to eat mangoes? I specially learned from a pastry chef, and I will give you a mango snack every day. The school is on track, so don't be too tired. I know a few places. The snacks are very delicious and the scenery is not bad, we just happened to walk around and have a look.”
Andy ate the dim sum specially made by Yan Shu, but his heart was a little complicated. In fact, when it came to fruit, Andy didn't realize that he was actually biased, but now that Yan Shu ordered it, he thought about it again. Indeed, he can eat apples only because he knows that eating more apples is good, but he doesn't have any special liking. When there are fruits to choose from, he will indeed subconsciously choose to eat mangoes.It's just that it may be that a handsome butler likes to eat these sweets, which is too girly, so subconsciously, Andy will avoid this kind of thing.
Now being pointed out by Yan Shu, I feel a little sour in my heart.However, even if he was a little touched, Andy still didn't want to be with Yan Shu. The touch would not last forever, and the life that belonged to him and Yan Shu was too long. He couldn't guarantee that the two of them could be together. It has been going on like this.Especially since his sense of Yan Shu still remained on the basis of familiarity.
"Yan Shu, I thought the person you liked was Yan Hong. Yan Hong and I are two completely different people. I can't be hard on you." Andy once swore there that he would overthrow it. The idea of those guys who cursed themselves as beings who have always been subject to it for thousands of years, but now, Andy still doesn't know his up and down positions, so it's a bit ridiculous.When you get used to the one below, there's nothing wrong with it, you don't need to work hard, you can enjoy it, and you can act like a baby in a logical way.Although Andy didn't act like a baby in the past, but now that those restraints are gone, why don't Andy indulge himself?
And Yan Hong, whom Yan Shu used to like, was a domineering general, and he was completely opposite to Andy.Like a person, Andy has always felt that there is always something in common.Everyone has a love of beauty, which to a large extent shows that a person likes another person, and the value of appearance plays a very important role.However, after the appearance is pleasing to the heart, the temper and personality are also very important. Andy doesn't think that Yan Shu really likes him, and it is more likely that he is lonely and boring, so he finds a decent partner to live with.
Andy doesn't know if he will reach this stage in the future, but at least now he doesn't have the idea of ending his single life so urgently.
Yan Shu was not surprised when he heard Andy's blunt refusal. He had already discovered that Andy seemed to be resistant to love because of the frequent experience of falling in love and leaving in these worlds.However, when Andy mentioned Yan Hong, Yan Shu still had some subtle emotions.Standing up from the sofa, approaching Andy who is sitting across from him with slow steps, one step at a time, not in a hurry to sit down, but looking down at Andy from a high position, staring at the corner of Andy's lips stained with mango flesh , stretched out his hand to hook Andy's chin, whirled at a slow but not too presumptuous speed, meandering all the way to the corner of his lips, followed the movement of his hand, bent slightly, just Just when Andy thought that Yan Shu was about to pat Yan Shu's hand away because he was going to force him out of embarrassment, Yan Shu twisted the piece of mango flesh with his fingertips.
"Really, you even touched your mouth when you ate something, and I don't know how you took care of others before. Sure enough, Xiaoyi is still a little too immature. No matter how you train him, he is still far from a perfect deacon. "
Andy has been working on the task for so long, and he still has a strong sense of identity with the deacon industry. What he hates the most is that others say he can't do it, especially in the career he is most proud of.Andy, who was a little overwhelmed by Yan Shu's actions just now, and even a little thirsty, stared round his eyes directly: "No matter how small one is, it's better than some people who have cultivated perfect lovers, but others As a human being, I get nothing in the end, and I am disgusted even if I post back."
As soon as he finished speaking, Andy regretted a little. What he said seemed to be too much.After getting along with Yan Shu for many years, the two have always lived in peace. Andy actually knows that Yan Shu is good, but when his temper just came up, he didn't know why, and these words couldn't be controlled.
Seeing that Yan Shu's face turned pale, and he didn't even say a word to himself, he turned around and walked towards the study. Andy stood up hurriedly, trying to catch up, but didn't know what to say.
It is said that beating people does not slap people in the face, but this time, it really hurts enough to beat Yan Shu!
Andy felt guilty in his heart, he just didn't want to get involved in too complicated a relationship with Yan Shu, the simple relationship between the two of them, just pure travel companions, isn't it good?He is grateful to Yan Shu, no matter what purpose Yan Shu gave him this life in the first place, so that he can become a real person and feel the splendor of this colorful world.He didn't want to hurt Yan Shu at all.
Scratching his head, Andy thought about it, looked at the half-eaten snacks on the table, and then looked at the wall clock on the wall, it was already 03:30 in the afternoon, he was dragged by Yan Shu to rest at home today , but there is nothing to do.Thinking back, ever since Yan Shu gradually revealed the meaning of his pursuit, he rarely let him cook alone, and every time he would help him on the sidelines.
Andy, who didn't know how to apologize, finally went into the kitchen, planning to spend a lot of time cooking some of Yan Shu's favorite dishes.
Yan Shu stayed in the study alone, but he was not as angry as Andy thought. Regarding what happened, because there were too many entanglements in the middle, his feelings were taken away and taken away. In such fierce decisive decisions again and again, a lot faded away.Now that he has seen through and let go, naturally he won't be provoked by Andy's few words.
He just thought of Andy's temperament, and he was afraid that he would feel guilty and uneasy because he hurt himself.
Sometimes the feeling of guilt and uneasiness is also an excellent breakthrough. Yan Shu wants to make up for something out of guilt, and Yan Shu is also curious to what extent Andy will do it.
It was dinner time, and even though Andy was upstairs, he could still smell the smell of food coming from downstairs, but instead of going down to help wipe the table with the dishes and chopsticks as usual, he stayed upstairs alone, with a melancholy attitude.
When Andy went upstairs to call for someone, seeing Yan Shu's lips pursed tightly, his eyelashes trembling slightly, his left hand resting on his chin, looking like a melancholy nobleman, the guilt in his heart grew stronger.He had known Yan Shu for so long, but he had never seen Yan Shu in such a posture.
Because Yan Shu has experienced too many things, he is very indifferent to many things in life that can't help but make people exclaim, as if nothing can arouse his emotions.But now, Andy clearly knew that Yan Hong was Yan Shu's Achilles' heel, but he picked it out again and again. No wonder Yan Shu was depressed.
Andy probably didn't realize that because he has become a habit of taking care of others, he always tends to overflow with sympathy for the weak, or for those who need care.Especially when the man was still close to Andy.Such a character is easy to be grasped by others.
"Xiao Shu, I made your favorite dish, let's go have dinner." Andy wanted to apologize, but he was afraid that his apology would stir up Yan Shu's bad memories even more.And Andy also knew that with Yan Shu's cleverness, he set up a step for Yan Shu to step down, and Yan Shu would be able to understand what he meant.
Andy blinked his watery and innocent eyes because of guilt, and looked at Yan Shu's expression. Such a cute little sheep's posture made Yan Shu's original plan to make a little more of it, and Andy's plan disappeared. He got down and looked at Andy blankly. Because of his gaze, he couldn't help squatting down in front of him, level with himself sitting on the chair. Then he stretched out his hand and squeezed Andy's cheeks mercilessly. The cheeks are delicate to the touch, but they are a little thinner, as expected, they are a bit out of shape due to the busy work at this stage.
After pinching his face, Yan Shu stood up very calmly and naturally, and walked towards the door. When he got to the door, he turned around and found that Andy was still in the half-squatting posture just now, and his cheeks were still pink because of his force just now , How stupid and cute no matter how you look at it, raised his eyebrows, Yan Shu waved: "Didn't you say that the food was cooked? If you don't leave, the food will be cold."
Andy responded subconsciously, and followed, only halfway there did he realize that something was wrong.Wanting to fight back, but thinking of what he said this afternoon, he could only comfort himself from the bottom of his heart, but it was just a pinch of the face, which only proved that Yan Shu was too childish.It is said that old children are old children, and Yan Shu has indeed lived too long, so he is not just old children.
When Yan Shu went down the stairs and turned around to hold Andy's hand, he found that Andy was smiling so weirdly. He knew that this person must be thinking about something messy again, so he didn't get annoyed, so he just led him downstairs. .