Chapter 13
Chapter 13
Fan Xue saw Wan Fei again, at his wedding, on a beautiful and romantic island.
She actually had an announcement that day, and she knew in her heart that the invitation sent to her was just a routine invitation, and Wan Fei would not want her to go, but she still boarded the plane regardless.I lost all the face and burden, in order to make a conclusion about my lost relationship.
The weather was fine, and she could see the boundless clear sky through the porthole. She leaned on the seat and had a dream in a daze among the bumps, and the dream returned to the day when they first quarreled.
For her, Wan Fei has always been extremely gentle, and he was so gentle that he found all the evidence before questioning her.
He said: "If you want to force me, why bother to involve others, and make everyone embarrassed."
This is a direct conclusion, and she will not be given a chance to defend herself.
She looked at the familiar face with sharp edges and corners - there was no expression on that face. She used to find that sternness deeply fascinated her, but now she only felt that it would be great if he could smile again.
Wan Fei like this made her feel that they would miss it from today onwards.
She gritted her teeth, tried to calm herself down, and then heard herself say, "I didn't mean to hurt you."
This is the only place she can stand, she has never, never harmed Wan Fei.
She still loves him.
"I know." Wan Fei said, and finally smiled as she wished, "But you used me."
She looked at him in shock: "What did you say?"
"You used me." Wan Fei looked into her eyes and said word by word, "Not only do you want to force me to make it public, but you also want to take this opportunity to stir up a wave of popularity for yourself. I am your springboard, right? ?"
She suddenly felt a little limp in her body, so she fell down on the sofa logically.The rebuttal was clearly formed in his mind, but he couldn't utter a single word, stuck in his throat.
Yes, that was the darkest and dankest secret in her heart.She could listen to Gu Fan's mocking analysis, but she couldn't accept Wan Fei standing in front of her and questioning her loudly.
It was simply letting her face her own despicableness in front of her lover.
Seeing her reaction, Wan Fei didn't say anything more, turned around and wanted to leave, she rushed forward to hold her back, but the words that came out with trembling lips were still: "I didn't intend to harm you."
Then, Wan Fei in the dream pulled her hand away as gently as that day.
His back stretched very long in her eyes, even through a door that had been heavily closed, she still seemed to be able to see his straight spine.
Every time she wakes up from this figure, her heart is full of sadness.
The wedding scene is very romantic, and the details are everywhere.She sat down on the seat arranged in advance, and saw a bunch of fresh roses on the dining table in front of her, and the English names of the bride and groom were engraved on the hanging tag next to it. .
Many people at the scene knew her, but very few people knew the inside story back then. This was probably the last tenderness Wan Fei reserved for her.Therefore, when most people saw her, they were only slightly embarrassed, but they still greeted her before leaving.She sat alone and lost her mind for a while, and then she felt someone sitting next to her.
It's Gu Fan.
After that incident, she didn't have any interaction with this boy again, but she heard that he walked steadily step by step, and his behavior became more and more low-key and humble.She remembered his expression when he confronted her, and she sneered at the word.It's just that looking at it now, I have a little understanding of this evaluation.
After a few years, the boy has grown up quite a bit, but the brows are still soft and bright, and the aggressiveness in his eyes is no longer there, and they are transparent and clear, which surprised her a little.Before she could speak, Gu Fan greeted her first, with a gentle smile: "Teacher Fan, long time no see."
Fan Xue's hand subconsciously grabbed the corner of her skirt, and it took a long time before she replied, "Well, long time no see."
She vaguely sensed the embarrassment of the atmosphere, just as she was about to find an excuse to get up and leave, she heard Gu Fan say: "Teacher Fan, I've thought about it for a long time, why did you come to me back then."
Her movements stopped immediately.
After a while, she sat down again, gritted her teeth and said, "I know I was sorry for you at the time, but now that you're doing well, you don't need to come up and start over again."
Gu Fan didn't pay attention to the impatience and panic in her tone, but slowly said his guess: "You said a few reasons at the time, I think you missed one more."
Fan Xue's heart skipped a beat.
"You thought I was Wan Fei's obstacle at the time, and you wanted to help him out, right?"
Gu Fan smiled: "It is said that I exposed your affairs to the media in order to get revenge on Wan Fei, but you are the one who really wants revenge, right?"
Fan Xue suddenly stood up, lowered her voice and said quickly: "I said this matter is over, don't..."
"Does Wan Fei know?" Gu Fan said.
She stopped, and it took a long time before she gritted her teeth and said, "He doesn't need to know."
"Is it worth it? Actually, you never hurt him." Gu Fan said.
Fan Xue turned her head and stared at him: "What qualifications do you have to ask me?"
"It's just a little emotional." Seeing her like this, Gu Fan stood up, "Since Teacher Fan doesn't like to listen, then I'll leave first."
She sat down again, dazed in a daze.
Wan Fei was talking and laughing with the guests not far from her, without glancing at this corner.She grabbed the handbag tightly, and after a long time, she still leaned back on the chair slumped.
When Gu Fan asked her just now, she suddenly felt hopeful, if Wan Fei also guessed it, or if she went to tell Wan Fei, would things turn around?
As Gu Fan said, she never hurt him, and even wanted to protect him.
But the moment she saw the smile on Wan Fei's face, she suddenly understood that there was no going back.
She has met the bride a few times, she is a lively girl who loves to laugh, her intimacy makes most people like her very much.Wan Fei and her did not happen overnight, it was the legendary long-term love. This kind of emotional accumulation cannot be shaken by her words. At most, Wan Fei would be a little surprised, and then politely told her that all this It's a thing of the past.
Just like what she just told Gu Fan.
So be it.
She stood up and walked slowly towards the outside of the venue.
She suddenly wanted to thank Gu Fan for breaking the last knots in her heart these years, so that she could end all these things here without any worries.
From now on, there will be no such past things in her life.
This is a full stop.
It is also a new beginning.
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