childhood sweethearts on chrysanthemum

Chapter 18

Su Ran felt the softness on her lips, and her heartbeat slowed down by half a beat.The whole head is chaotic, only the touch on the lips is extremely vivid.

These are Ji Jingyan's lips, and this is what I have been looking forward to for so many years.

After just a brief touch, Ji Jingyan left his lips, Su Ran finally realized, took Ji Jingyan's hand, pulled him into his arms, and rubbed his palm on his head again and again, Whispering softly in his ear: "Ji Jingyan, I like you."

This sentence, which had been buried in his heart for more than ten years, finally came out, and he finally lived up to his youth.

Ji Jingyan buried his head on his shoulder, smelling the pleasant scent of mint on Su Ran's body, he suddenly felt extremely at ease at the moment, and he responded softly: "Well, Su Ran, I like you too."

The breeze blew up the clothes of the two who embraced each other in a timely manner, and also blew up the beautiful and lingering love in their hearts.The happiest thing in the world is that while I like you, you also like me.

Cheng Haoran is still struggling, he has never chased girls, since he was a child, girls have been chasing after him, let alone boys.It would be a shame if Gu Anyuan rejected him mercilessly.

At this time, the phone rang suddenly, and Cheng Haoran took out his phone and looked at it with a sad face. It was a message from the monitor, who wanted to organize his classmates to go on a trip and volunteered to take part in it for three days and two nights.

A group tour of three days and two nights...

Cheng Haoran leaned on his chin and thought for a while, if Gu Anyuan left, would he be able to get along with him for a few more days?By the way, maybe he can find out the type of boys he likes.

The more Cheng Haoran thought about it, the more excited he became, and after briefly typing a draft in his heart, he called Gu Anyuan, and when the voice on the other side of the phone that made him blush and heartbeat came, all the messy drafts in his mind were forgotten, and he was stunned. He asked bluntly: "Well... I'm Cheng Haoran, you are at the same table..."

Gu Anyuan's voice was mixed with some impatience: "Oh, I know, what's wrong?"

"Are you going to the group tour that the monitor said?"

Gu Anyuan gave a disdainful laugh, and refused without thinking: "It's a gathering of their high school masters, I'm going to join in the fun. What? Do you want to go?"

When Cheng Haoran heard Gu Anyuan ask him this, he said without thinking: "I wanted to go, but if you don't go, I won't go either." After he finished speaking, he realized what he had said, and hurriedly covered his mouth He kept his mouth shut, but it was too late, so he could only listen to the other party's answer quietly.

There was silence on the phone for a long time, and Cheng Haoran held his breath, only to hear Gu Anyuan's rare serious voice: "Cheng Haoran, I don't know what you think, but I still want to tell you, don't be rude to me. I have expectations that I shouldn't have." He paused for a moment, seemingly uneasy, and repeated, "Don't."

Cheng Haoran froze there, forgot to speak.It wasn't until the busy tone came from the phone that he slowly put the phone down, and his mind was still blank.

Gu Anyuan discovered his thoughts, so, was he rejected?

Did he die before he left?

After Gu Anyuan on the other side hung up the phone, he put down his phone and turned to look at the photo beside the bed, his eyes full of nostalgia.

Mu Yan, although two years have passed, I find that I still have no way to forget you.I don't know when it started, but my love for you has gone deep into my bone marrow. No matter how hard I try, I can't let go of my attachment.

Su Ran was indulging in the happiness he finally got with Ji Jingyan, when Ji Jingyan's cell phone rang in an unpleasant way.Su Ran glanced at his mobile phone, and the three characters "Cheng Haoran" on it came into his eyes.

Su Ran gritted her teeth and looked at the phone. This kid knows how to spoil the atmosphere all day long!Really are……

The more Su Ran looked at Cheng Haoran, the more displeased he was, and unceremoniously pressed the hands-free button for Ji Jingyan.

Ji Jingyan looked at Su Ran and before he had time to speak, Cheng Haoran's voice came over, "Ji Jingyan, you must help me! All my hopes are placed on you..."

Ji Jingyan was startled by Cheng Haoran's voice, and before he could speak, Su Ran took a step ahead of him and said, "Why are you crying when I and Ji Jingyan are so happy? What's the matter? Are you envious of us?"

After hearing this, Ji Jingyan glared at Su Ran vigorously, but the smile on the corner of his mouth still betrayed his inner joy: "Don't listen to Su Ran's nonsense, what's wrong with you? What happened?"

Seeing Ji Jingyan turning his head and ignoring him, Su Ran felt itchy, and slowly approached his face. When his lips touched his cheek, Su Ran bet that this was the fastest beating of his big heart. moment.

Ji Jingyan's cheeks are very soft, and they are different from the girls Su Ran has dated with before. There is no pungent smell of various skin care products on his cheeks, but only the freshness of a teenager and the smell that belongs only to Ji Jingyan.

Ji Jingyan turned his head and gave him a warning look, but the corners of his lips were curved so that his look was not lethal at all.Su Ran gave a shy smile and stopped making trouble.

Cheng Haoran over there was startled when he heard Su Ran's voice, and he was at a loss for words: "Su...Su Ran, you, you..."

Ji Jingyan saw Cheng Haoran "you" for a long time and didn't say anything. Seeing that Su Ran also had an expression of watching the excitement, he had to come out and start smoothing things over: "Cheng Haoran, what are you calling me for? What's the matter?" ?”

Cheng Haoran's tone was as if the whole world had abandoned him, and he said without tears: "Ji Jingyan, why do you turn on the speakerphone? I'll tell you if you turn off the speakerphone."

Su Ran was very unhappy when she heard what he said. What do you mean you can't turn on the hands-free?What can't you tell him?It's like having a little secret with Ji Jingyan.Su Ran was very upset. Once he was upset, he would naturally start to find fault: "I said, Cheng Haoran, what's the matter with you? I can't know what's going on?"

When Cheng Haoran heard Su Ran's words, he became even more flustered, and explained a lot in a mess. Su Ran didn't bother to listen, and just about to interrupt him, he saw Ji Jingyan turn off the hands-free button, and took his mobile phone to the side Answer the phone.

Su Ran sat on the chair for a long time before realizing it. What's going on?Did Ji Jingyan leave without hesitation?The two of them have only been together for an hour... Obviously they took his hand and kissed his lips just now to say that they love him, why did they become the cold and aloof appearance in such a short time...

Su Ran didn't understand, and he didn't know why he was so jealous of Cheng Haoran.

Because of being together, because I really mind, and because I cherish the happiness that I have been waiting for for 12 years.

So worry about gains and losses, so I'm afraid that you don't like me anymore, so I'm worried that you will get tired of me.

When Ji Jingyan came back after answering the phone, he saw Su Ran's cold face.Ji Jingyan couldn't help laughing, Su Ran is already an adult, but now he is still ridiculously childish.

Ji Jingyan sat beside Su Ran, tilted his head to look at the angry Su Ran, and asked with a smile, "Su Ran, are you angry? Because of Cheng Haoran's phone call?"

Su Ran turned her head, glanced blankly at the mobile phone in Ji Jingyan's hand, snorted coldly, and said nothing.

Seeing Su Ran's unwillingness to care about him, Ji Jingyan thought for a while, then slowly approached Su Ran's ear and said, "There are two things, one is good news and the other is bad news, which one do you listen to first?"

My mood is so bad, of course, I need to hear the good news first to relieve myself.As soon as he finished answering, Ji Jingyan held his hand, and his tone was full of expectation and joy: "Su Ran, let's go out for a trip after we have a breakup meal, to the city that we have always wanted to go."

Su Ran's eyes lit up when she heard this, and she quickly turned her head. All the depression in her heart just now was swept away: "Really? Don't lie to me."

"I won't lie to you, I definitely won't lie to you, but," Ji Jingyan changed the subject, Su Ran suddenly had a bad feeling in his heart.Seeing Su Ran's serious face, Ji Jingyan suppressed a smile and continued: "There is one more bad news, that is——"

Ji Jingyan deliberately elongated the tone, so Su Ran could only follow up his words and ask, "What is it?"

"I just have to bring Cheng Haoran and Gu Anyuan with me."

With a "wow", Ji Jingyan's words were like a basin of cold water, pouring cold water on Su Ran from head to toe.

What thefuck!

Seeing that Su Ran's face was completely gloomy, Ji Jingyan stopped joking with him, and said in a soft voice: "This is why Cheng Haoran called me, just to let the four of us hang out for a while, he didn't want to I don't want to hide it from you, but when I heard your voice, he was a little..." Ji Jingyan seemed to deliberate for a while before finding the right word: "...nervous?"

nervous?After working at the front and rear tables for three years, why didn't I find out that Cheng Haoran was such a chatterbox, and I would still be nervous when I saw myself?Does he know how to write the word nervous!

It sounds like Ji Jingyan also racked his brains to comfort himself, Su Ran couldn't get angry anymore, so he turned around and hugged Ji Jingyan's shoulder, and whispered: "I'm not angry with you, but I really don't know what to do. How to describe this feeling is that I am really afraid of being snatched away by others, really, I am very worried, and I am really scared.”

Ji Jingyan put his headrest on Su Ran's neck, listening to Su Ran's hoarse and deep voice, he couldn't tell what it was like.

He always thought that he and Su Ran would have no future, and he never expected that he and Su Ran would have a future like ordinary couples.However, Su Ran is such a person who regards him as a treasure, how could he have the heart to give up, how could he give up the future with him.

Ji Jingyan knew very well in his heart that no matter how beautiful the dream was, it was not worth the cruelty of reality.But in this fairytale-like dream, he really hopes to be immersed in it forever, and never wants to wake up.

Ji Jingyan tried his best to put aside all his worries, slowly raised his hand, interlocked with Su Ran's hand hanging on the side, and gradually tightened it, feeling Su Ran's temperature in his palm, whispered: "No , I will not leave you."

It seems to be comforting Su Ran, but also comforting himself.

With you, I have spent all my courage in this life.Therefore, since these hands have been held together, they should never be separated.