Chapter 53
Chapter 53
Ye Yuxiao went back to the playground, got two bottles of beer, and walked outside with Lu Xianting.Opposite the Jacaranda Church there is a shortcut leading to the seaside, he leads the way, Lu Xianting follows quietly, watching his back all the time.Several times when he stepped into the shallow pit, Lu Xianting wanted to reach out to help him, but he stood still before touching him.
The road is not long, and it took almost 20 minutes to walk. Ye Yuxiao was panting from exhaustion, but Lu Xianting felt that he would arrive soon.
After pushing aside the last bushes, the salty sea breeze blows in with the residual heat of the setting sun.Ye Yuxiao turned around, pointed to the deserted beach in front of her and said, "Sit over there and chat."
When he turned his head, the soft hair on his sideburns was blown to the corner of his lips. Lu Xianting took a look, clenched his fingers into fists, and nodded silently.
Ye Yuxiao found a fairly clean place, put the wine bottle down, and sat down cross-legged.Lu Xianting sat down next to him and saw him stretching his waist facing the sea, with a relaxed expression as if he was here to enjoy the scenery, the strange sense of loss in his heart became more and more vivid.
Today's sea is very beautiful, even if it is rendered by the golden sunset, it is still glowing with blue light.Ye Yuxiao put her elbows on her knees, put her hands on her chin and looked at it for a while, and finally said: "I used to wish to see the sea with you, but I didn't expect this wish to come true one day. Although It has a different meaning, but I will remember this moment."
Lu Xianting seemed to want to say something, but his lips parted but there was no sound.Ye Yuxiao said with a smile: "Why are you hesitating today, just say what you want. Go back early after the talk, Xia Xia will listen to my storybook before going to bed."
Looking at the gentle smile on his face, Lu Xianting hesitated and said, "You want to adopt her?"
"Well, I will take her back to Riya tomorrow. It will take some time to complete the adoption procedures, but there is no problem."
"Then her last name?" Lu Xianting asked tentatively.
"Ye. But Ye Xia sounds weird. I need to think of another name for her." Ye Yuxiao twisted her bangs worryingly.Xia Xia's real name is Chen Xia, but Ye Yuxiao actually doesn't really want to change her name from her biological parents.But she was afraid that her classmates would give her a bad nickname in the future. After all, Ye Yuxiao had encountered such a thing before.
"If your surname is Lu, you don't need to change it. Lu Xia sounds nice." Lu Xianting said.
The smile on Ye Yuxiao's lips became more obvious: "You can leave this name to your future children, but your next partner may not like it."
Lu Xianting stared into his eyes, trying to find out his true emotions, but he smiled flawlessly.Like a mask, the shape is already drawn when it is sculpted.
"You really won't forgive me?" Lu Xianting couldn't help it, he could understand that Ye Yuxiao hated him because of the past, and blamed him for losing her child.But all this has been done, he wants to make up for it, and wants to be responsible for the mistakes he made in the past.He thought that Ye Yuxiao was willing to give him a chance. He really thought that Ye Yuxiao's affection for him was so deep that it was impossible to just disappear and disappear.
"I forgive you, if I don't forgive, how can I talk to you calmly?" Ye Yuxiao picked up the wine on the ground, pulled the ring and handed it to Lu Xianting: "I figured it out, I was wrong in the past , should not be forced to be together regardless of your wishes. Therefore, we should not continue to make mistakes."
He put his own wine bottle on Lu Xianting's bottle, touched it, picked it up and drank it.He usually doesn't touch alcohol, but now he drank most of the bottle in one go, and his empty stomach suddenly swelled up.He retched a few times in pain, Lu Xianting hurriedly patted his back, but he didn't refuse, and waited for the hiccup to signal Lu Xianting to stop.
"Don't drink it." Lu Xianting brought over his wine, and Ye Yuxiao said helplessly, "Wine is really bad, or coffee is more suitable for me."
"You should drink less coffee in the future, that stuff hurts your stomach." Lu Xianting looked at him worriedly, and Ye Yuxiao nodded happily: "Thank you for your concern."
After saying this, he looked at Lu Xianting and said, "Just sign the divorce agreement. I can promise you that this matter will not be announced within one year, so that you will have time to deal with it. Lu Ling's relationship. Even if it is made public in the future, it won't be scolded so badly."
"I've said many times that he and I really don't have the kind of relationship you think. I asked him to play Hou Yue just because he is suitable for this role." Seeing that he was still misunderstood himself, Lu Xianting felt a little anxious.Ye Yuxiao straightened her legs, her expression did not change because of his explanation: "There is a small red mole on the tip of Lu Ling's nose, Xianting, this is the real reason why you chose him."
Lu Xianting was stunned, the words of explanation rushed to his throat, but it was as if he swallowed a handful of sand suddenly, he was so choked that he couldn't say anything.
"Huang Yelan has always been between us. At first I thought that as long as I worked hard enough, you would look at me one day. But then I found that no matter how hard I tried, I couldn't compare to a single hair of his, even Lu Ling A real outsider can get your tenderness because of a mole that looks the same. Xianting, I am really tired, and I know you are tired too. Can we let each other go? You go find what you want People, do what you really want to do. I will also live my life well and take good care of Xiaxia."
Ye Yuxiao spoke very slowly, with a calm expression on his face, as if he was reading a manuscript he had prepared long ago, and he would not be shaken by Lu Xianting's persuasion.
Lu Xianting was at a loss.
Half of the setting sun in the distance sank into the bottom of the sea, and the remaining half of the salted egg yolk gave off a faint light, like a heartbeat that was getting weaker and weaker in the chest.
He really wanted to beat his chest to get rid of this strange pain, but he didn't even have the strength to raise his hand, so he could only look at Ye Yuxiao helplessly, at the pair of hands that had been chasing him endlessly. He was no longer in Ken's resting eyes.
"Yuxiao, if part of the reason for your insistence on getting a divorce is the child, I'm really sorry. It's not that I'm not sad, but, I'm just..." Lu Xianting's voice was flustered like never before, Ye Yuxiao's overly decisive attitude made him feel at a loss.He wanted Ye Yuxiao to know that it wasn't that he didn't care about the child, that he was still thinking about Huang Yelan.
The matter between him and Huang Yelan is over, and he also knows that what Lin Ercha said is correct, he may really like Ye Yuxiao.Just how should he explain it?How to face this strange feeling?He hurt Ye Yuxiao for seven years, and hated him for seven years, but when Ye Yuxiao finally wanted to give him back his freedom, how could he explain why he refused to leave?
What should he do to convince Ye Yuxiao that he really wants to apologize, really wants to make up, really wants to get a chance to redeem his sins?
Ye Yuxiao's complexion finally changed when he mentioned the child, her rosy complexion was like the ebbing sea water, and the tiredness came out under the pale moonlight.
He looked down at the sand at his feet, a shell with a sharp corner exposed, he pushed aside the fine sand around him, put the broken shell in the palm of his hand, and handed it to Lu Xianting: "When I know that you are pregnant When I met her, I really felt the happiness I never had before. I thought she was a chance God gave me, a chance to start over with you. But when I lost her, I realized that God really I was given a chance, but it was a chance that made me completely desperate."
Lu Xianting's breath was closed, watching Ye Yuxiao flipped her wrist, and the shell fell into the sand again: "Xianting, I can forgive other things, only children's things I can't do. .”
He stood up, patted the sand behind him, looked at the gradually darkening sea in the distance and said, "That's enough, I'm going back. Also, you don't have to interfere with the treatment, I will let Jingchen Help."
Lu Xianting suddenly raised his head, grabbed his wrist and said, "You want him to mark you temporarily?"
Ye Yuxiao didn't move her hand away, but just looked at him with lowered eyebrows: "If you really want me to be happy, please respect my decision and stop interfering in my life."
He opened Lu Xianting's fingers, and walked towards that path without looking back.Lu Xianting sat stiffly, wanting to catch up and pull him, but his eyes became more and more blurred.It wasn't until Ye Yuxiao pushed aside the bushes and completely disappeared before his eyes that he grabbed his hair and roared uncontrollably.
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That night Lu Xianting didn't go back, he sat by the beach all night, even when Ye Yuxiao was leaving the next day, he never showed up again.
He Yan didn't know what happened between them, and Ye Yuxiao didn't inform him, and took Xia Xia on the earliest flight back to Riya the next day.
He has his own house in the outskirts of the city, and he basically doesn't live in it.He notified Xie Yun in advance to clean up the place, and moved in with Xia Xia.The next day I went to see Zheng Siyu and had a full set of physical examinations.
Zheng Siyu said that his condition is not too bad, at least the expected lesions did not occur, but the pheromone value is still very unstable.
He was admitted to the hospital for treatment.He didn't inform anyone, except for Xie Yun, only Lan Luo knew about it.
Xie Yun took Xia Xia to see him every day, and the lively Xia Xia became his source of happiness every day, and the pain during the treatment was gradually relieved by Xia Xia's smile.
On the third day, He Yan also came.
He Yan didn't ask about him and Lu Xianting, but only asked about his illness, blaming him for keeping silent and carrying it on his own.He smiled and said that he hadn't seen Cao Yuan recently.
He Yan didn't say anything about Cao Yuan's pregnancy, for fear of irritating him.While the two were chatting, the TV was always on, and Xia Xia was changing channels with the remote control. I didn’t know which channel she pressed, but Xia Xia didn’t move. Uncle Lu, Uncle Lu is on TV."
Ye Yuxiao looked at the screen on the wall. Lu Xianting was wearing a neat black suit, his hair was combed back, and a silver-gray bow tie was pinned to his neckline, and he came from the other end of the red carpet.
He didn't look at any camera, just walked over with a blank expression.
The make-up artist put on exquisite makeup for him, not only did not see the injuries on his face, but also highlighted his sharp eyes.
Even through the screen, Ye Yuxiao could feel the compelling aura of Lu Xianting.That was what made him surrender willingly, and it was also the source of his obsession so much that he couldn't extricate himself.Seeing it again at this moment, there is only the illusion of a world away.
"Ye Ye, why is Uncle Lu on TV?" Xia Xia's childish voice rang in her ears.Ye Yuxiao touched her little face: "Uncle Lu's movie is about to be released, and he's doing publicity."
Xia Xia couldn't understand the meaning, and Ye Yuxiao didn't continue to explain.He asked Xie Yun to carry Xia Xia out, and when the door was closed, He Yan said, "Has he agreed to the divorce?"
Ye Yuxiao nodded, and her eyes once again fell on the screen.Lu Xianting walked quickly, leaving only a distant figure left.
"He signed it before he left."
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