Chapter 9 What are you thinking?
Chapter 9 What are you thinking?
Zhao Guangshui trembled all over and let out a hum.
"Sister Li..." She bit her lip with a flushed face, not knowing what to do.
Her ears are very sensitive, and she always felt very hot after being sunburned, but when Tan Mingli's icy cold fingers pinched her, her whole body trembled.
I didn't dare to say it clearly, I wanted to ask Sister Li to let go, but I felt ashamed for no reason, and didn't know how to speak.
Tears welled up in her eyes: "I..."
Tan Mingli was also stunned, his face blushed little by little: "Xiao Shui..."
Subconsciously, he let go of his fingers, and gently held the girl's thin shoulders.
Zhao Guangshui covered his mouth to avoid making any strange noises.
The way she feels now is... weird.My whole body is hot and soft, and my heart seems to be longing for something.
Never had such a strange experience.
The clothes in summer are thin, and Zhao Guangshui can clearly feel the temperature of Sister Li's palm on her shoulder, which is soft and cool, and slightly relieves the burning heat in her heart.For a moment, she didn't know whether she wanted Sister Li to let go, or...
heavier.
I really want Sister Li to hug me.
Tan Mingli also blushed, and even her neck was dyed a faint cherry color.
What... She just thought... She didn't know what happened just now, maybe it was because of too much emotion in her heart for a while, so she pinched Xiao Shui's earlobe by accident, without thinking much...
She really didn't expect such a big reaction from the girl.
The look that Xiao Shui looked back at her with tears just now remained in her heart for a long time.
"Little water..."
Tan Mingli opened her mouth in a low voice like a sigh.
It's strange, why no matter what happens to Xiao Shui, it becomes difficult for her to control it.
For the first time she felt uneasy.
"If I didn't find out just now," Tan Mingli controlled his tone, and said in a calm voice as much as possible, "wouldn't you have given me the medicine without telling me, huh?"
Zhao Guangshui hadn't gotten out of the strange feeling just now, her whole body was tense, and it took a while before she said softly: "I'm sorry...I..."
too close.
Sister Li was too close to me.
This kind of posture... It's like sitting in Sister Li's arms. You can even feel Tan Mingli's warm and light breath on the back of your neck.
And with his back to Tan Mingli, he couldn't see Sister Li's expression, her voice was too gentle and calm, as if nothing happened, Zhao Guangshui couldn't distinguish her emotions.
Only the tip of the nose can smell the faint fragrance of Sister Li's body.
It's boring.
Is it perfume?But Sister Li just came out of the shower... Zhao Guangshui thought in a daze.
—Is this a punishment?
She almost begged for mercy.
How about changing it to a penalty station?do not do that……
Tan Mingli sighed softly, hesitated for a moment, and finally hugged the slender girl gently from behind.
She wanted to give Xiao Shui the greatest respect, but she gradually discovered that Xiao Shui was too obedient and too forbearing, even she couldn't pay attention to Xiao Shui's physical and mental condition all the time.If she continued to respect her, it would go against her original intention of wanting Xiao Shui well.
As an elder, she might be able...to guide Xiao Shui a little bit.
"Don't say sorry, Xiao Shui."
hugged.
Zhao Guangshui took a breath, and held Tan Mingli's hand tremblingly.
"I just hope that, more or less, you can rely on me more and trust me more."
"Okay?"
Zhao Guangshui was dizzy, she felt that no matter what elder sister Li said to her now, she would agree, even if elder sister Li wanted the moon in the sky, she would nod and agree without hesitation.
She said, "Okay."
Tan Mingli stroked her fingers lightly, and held her wrist: "Do you really remember?"
Zhao Guangshui bit his lip.What to do, I feel like crying again: "Really..."
"Next time, will you still pretend to be okay with me?" Tan Mingli asked softly.
"I..." Zhao Guangshui finally sobbed, "I, I just..."
"I don't want you to worry."
The girl's choked-up cries made Tan Mingli's heart tremble, and she was about to comfort Zhao Guangshui almost immediately.but……
Not yet.
It's not enough yet.
Tan Mingli hardened her heart, her expression was still calm and gentle, she pressed her fingertips on the girl's wrist, and sighed softly: "But Xiao Shui, won't you make me more worried if you're like this?"
She said softly again, "Your heart beats so fast."
"What are you thinking, Xiao Shui?"
"I always seem to be guessing what's on your mind."
The woman's voice was soft and clear, as if she was naturally affectionate, and her tone was soft, but the words she said were so cold that Zhao Guangshui shivered.
—I was just thinking about you.Zhao Guangshui almost blurted out.
She burst into tears, turned around and hooked Tan Mingli's neck: "I was wrong..."
"Sister Li..." Zhao Guangshui was frightened and uneasy, crying and whispering to her neck: "Don't be angry with me..."
enough.
Tan Mingli hugged Xiao Shui, and stroked the girl's back comfortingly.
Everything else was expected, the only surprise was... She didn't expect the girl to be so sad.
She cried so hard that her heart trembled.
Tan Mingli took a breath, her eyes were a little red.
She had a gentle and dignified face, always smiling, with a graceful demeanor, but her temperament was upright, and she acted exquisitely and appropriately. When others saw her, they thought it was the alpine peach blossom water, but in fact she was the sparkling and translucent Aoxuemei.Tan Mingli has a very calm temper, and has always been very indifferent when interacting with others. He is a bit cold in his bones.It's not indifference, it's just that they are a little detached from the world.
She is too smart to appear ruthless.
Tan Mingli has many friends, but very few of them.She grew up abroad with her parents when she was a child, and later returned to China when she was a teenager. She has some Western-style living habits, and she especially respects people's privacy; It's just that the affection is deep, and the daily communication is actually very gentle.
Later, they got married and had a very good relationship with her husband. They played harmoniously and respected each other.The two get along peacefully and gently, compared with ordinary young couples, they are less passionate and more tender and tender.
She loved her husband.
Her husband is a handsome and gentle man who is also her senior.He has a pair of peach blossom eyes that are especially affectionate, considerate and romantic, and can remember to send her flowers on every festival and anniversary. Although she doesn't pay much attention to these things, she can't help feeling grateful for his love. careful.
It can be said that she was still satisfied with the marriage until she found out that her husband was cheating.
After discovering that he was cheating, Tan Mingli sat quietly all night.
The next day, the divorce agreement was drawn up and placed in front of him calmly.
A very fair agreement.She didn't ask for the house because it looked disgusting, but just took something that was due.There is no hysteria, no crying and questioning, only calm gentleness and appropriate decency.
She thought calmly in her heart that her professional level was not bad even after being away from school for several years.The agreement was beautifully drafted.
The husband cried and begged her, and even knelt down to her, vowing to treat her well in the future, but Tan Mingli just gently pushed his hand away.
"You know me, Qingzhou."
Tan Mingli sighed softly, her expression and tone were still gentle, "Don't make things too ugly. Get up."
The day of the divorce was in early spring, and the weather was getting warmer, and the bark of the sycamore trees on the roadside faded a little green.Shen Qingzhou and Tan Mingli came out of the Civil Affairs Bureau. Tan Mingli nodded to him lightly and turned to leave, but was suddenly stopped by Shen Qingzhou from behind.
Shen Qingzhou looked at the gentle and beautiful woman in front of him. She was wearing a very formal suit today, and she was charming. When she stopped and looked back at him, she looked a little puzzled, but she still gestured him to speak gracefully.
"Mingli," he said softly, "sometimes I really feel that you never loved me."
"A person like you won't fall in love with anyone at all?"
These words often echoed in her mind afterwards.
Tan Mingli exhaled slightly tremblingly, and hugged Zhao Guangshui tightly.
She doesn't know whether she loves or not... At this moment, she only knows that she wants to hold this girl in her arms to be happy and safe forever.
Zhao Guangshui had never been so afraid.She was terrified, but she was not good at expressing her emotions, so she just kept making promises in Tan Mingli's ear.
"I, I will never do this again... Sister Li..."
So don't be angry, don't be disappointed in me, don't say that in that tone, don't hate me.
the most important is……
—Don't want me.
"Xiao Shui." The woman said in a low voice, "Don't be afraid, okay?"
And said very gently: "I am here."
The woman's neck was slender and beautiful, with light blue blood vessels on it, and there was a slight ups and downs when she sighed. Zhao Guangshui held back tears, and his throat hurt a little.
Tan Mingli let her go gently, and gazed tenderly into her eyes: "Xiao Shui, as long as you want, I will always reserve a place for you here."
Zhao Guangshui nodded quickly, expressing that he was very willing.She had a sore throat from crying just now, and she won't be able to speak for a while.
The girl cried so much that her eyelashes were wet, the tip of her nose was a little red, and she was very obedient when she nodded.Like a poor rain puppy.Tan Mingli laughed a little, and reached out for a tissue to wipe her face.
"Okay, if we Xiao Shui continue to cry, my heart will be broken." She joked with a smile, "Why are there so many tears, huh? No wonder there is a word for water in the name, isn't it?"
Zhao Guangshui was stunned, embarrassed, and suddenly realized that he had thrown himself into Sister Li's arms crying for nothing, and begged her not to be angry, his face burned instantly.She took the tissue to cover her face, wiped herself, and whispered, "No..."
"I don't usually cry..."
Emphasized again: "Really."
I only cried when I met Sister Pear.
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