cast a peach

Chapter 25 Thunder

It was raining harder.

There was constant wind outside the window, occasional thunder and rumbling, and lightning illuminated the entire sky in an instant.

Tan Mingli fell asleep for a while, then got up after a while of silence, and then returned to the bed and sat down after closing the curtains.

She doesn't sleep very well, she sleeps very lightly, and she is used to drinking a little wine before going to bed to help her sleep. When she was just divorced a while ago, she even needed to take sleeping pills to fall asleep.

In fact, there was nothing in the dream, only a huge nothingness.But she was inexplicably terrified.

It is like a portrayal of her nearly 30 years of life.

Zhao Zhihua once laughed at her, saying that the person who seems to be the most gentle is actually the most ruthless, who doesn't love anyone—not even herself.

When Shen Qingzhou divorced, she also asked her if she had never loved him.

did i love himTan Mingli asked herself in her dream at midnight, but she couldn't give a definite answer for a moment.

I liked it, but when it comes to love...it seems a bit too much.

She has never felt that kind of passionate love that burns her soul.

She sat quietly by the bed for a while, propping her head up in thought.His eyes touched the painting of Xiaoshui on the head of the bed, he reached out to take it, and stared at it quietly for a while.

small water.

When thinking about that clear and pure child, her complicated thoughts became much calmer. At some point, Xiao Shui seemed to have become her good medicine for calming down.

If I asked Xiao Shui this question, how would she answer?

- do you think i...

Forget it.

Tan Mingli laughed, and slightly shook his head against his forehead.

Of course she could tell that Xiao Shui liked her very much, and felt that she was good at everything with pure enthusiasm, and there was nothing wrong with her.The young girl doesn't understand the deepest confusion and hesitation in her heart. No matter what she asks, Xiao Shui will only seriously refute it.

She carefully placed the frame.

Turned on the phone again and saved a memo.Xiao Shui will attend the school's welcome party next week, and told her specially before going to bed tonight, her eyes are shining brightly looking forward to her coming.

Tan Mingli bent her eyes and smiled tenderly.Of course she will.The look of the girl expecting and pleading nervously is cute, and she is also looking forward to Xiao Shui's performance.

What will Xiao Shui perform?

She asked Xiao Shui, but Xiao Shui pursed his lips and just smiled, saying that he couldn't talk now, and wanted to surprise her, pushing her shoulder to urge her to go to bed quickly.

There is a child in the family, probably this is the feeling, right?Always caring, occasionally naughty, her peaceful life seems to come alive with her smile, lively and lively.Tan Mingli smiled gently and helplessly, not knowing how soft his expression was at the moment.She lay down again, closed her eyes and brewed sleep.

Hmm... Xiaoshui was drenched in the rain today. Although she drank ginger soup, she is weak, so I don't know if she will catch a cold.

In her mind, she recalled the girl standing at the door soaked all over.

Suddenly, his face felt hot.

Xiao Shui wore a shirt and skirt with a JK style today. The shirt in autumn is not thin, and it is not very see through when it is rained.

Her hair was also wet, dripping with water, her upturned face was pink and white, her eyes were like clear water, only her lips were still red.

People say that beauties look good in the bath, but in fact, maybe beauties look just as good in the rain—even more touching because of the embarrassment and weakness.

At that time, Tan Mingli just glanced at it, and was seized by the heartache that surged up, but that scene unconsciously stayed in her heart for a long time, until now, in the dead of night and everything is stable, it resurfaced like a shell pushed ashore by the sea. her heart.

Xiao Shui... She usually doesn't look out of place when she dresses well, but in fact...

The figure is not bad.

Although it is still young, it already has some good prototypes.

Tan Mingli closed her eyes, feeling that her breathing was a little hot.

She took a few deep breaths and calmed down.

Go to sleep.

There was a thunderclap outside the window.

I wonder if Xiao Shui is afraid of thunder?

Zhao Guangshui shrank under the blanket, unable to fall asleep holding the doll.

So happy!Sister Li agreed to watch her perform.

When she thought of this, she couldn't help smiling sweetly, and she was very shy, her heart was beating violently, and she kept laughing foolishly.

When she was a child, she performed on stage and always hoped that her grandpa would come to see her.However, Grandpa hadn't retired at that time, and he was always busy with work. Looking at her expectant appearance, he could only pat her head apologetically, and said gently that he might not be able to come.She is a sensible child, since she was a child, she knew the result after asking two or three times, so she stopped asking.

Later, my mother came back, but she was busier than my grandfather, and she only came back twice a year—once during Chinese New Year and once during Mid-Autumn Festival.He came and went in a hurry, and never even stayed overnight in the ancestral house.Apart from routinely asking her about her studies and current situation, mother wanted to ask each sentence, but she answered cautiously and on pins and needles. In addition, the mother and daughter had nothing else to say.

In fact, Zhao Guangshui doesn't like to perform on stage very much, but he really hopes that his loved ones who value her can look at her offstage, praise her, and gently tell her that she is doing a great job, let her act like a baby, and then the two of them will be together again. Talking and laughing together while walking home.

Sister Li is not her relative, but she feels that Tan Mingli is closer to others than her own mother.She likes and relies on Sister Li from the bottom of her heart.

She fantasized about Tan Mingli looking at her with a gentle smile in the audience, blushing and whimpering heartbeat, covered her face with the quilt, only revealing her bright eyes blinking in the dark.

Oh, I don't know if Sister Li will like it then...

What will happen to Sister Pear?No matter how well she performs, she will surely boast of herself very gently.

Maybe even pat his head.

Thinking of that scene, Zhao Guangshui couldn't help laughing.She rubbed the quilt with her hot cheeks, thinking, Sister Li is so kind.

She really likes Sister Li very much, and also likes to be close to Sister Li.

While my heart was beating, my phone suddenly turned on.Zhao Guangshui thought it was Tan Mingli, so he quickly turned over and opened it.The top of WeChat is quiet, it wasn't Sister Li who sent her a message.

She was lost for no reason, and gently rubbed the side of the phone.I thought again, yes, Sister Li is right next door to her, if something happened, I would just knock on the door and tell her, why do I have to send WeChat?

Zhao Guangshui didn't add many WeChat users, and he was a little obsessive-compulsive. Except for setting the chat box of Sister Li and Grandpa to the top, the WeChat page was very clean.Grandpa is more used to making phone calls, so apart from chatting with Sister Li and Du Jingrong, she actually doesn't send messages with others through WeChat.

Hmm... Zhao Guangshui bit his lips a little bit lowly, and rested his chin on the pillow, thinking, it would be great if WeChat, like QQ, had a notification tone for special attention.She could tell right away if sister Li had sent her a message.

It's a message from someone new.

Zhao Guangshui was still a little dazed, he didn't know who he had added, but after recalling it, he remembered that it was the girl who helped her rescue the chicks when it rained tonight.It was raining heavily and I didn't see the face clearly, but I just remembered that it was quite high and the voice was nice.

"Hi, I'm the one who rescued the little bird with you tonight. Are you home yet? Remember to drink some ginger soup to dispel the cold in the rain, so as not to catch a cold."

The other party should be a little older than her?Looking at the thoughtful instruction on the screen, Zhao Guangshui felt a little warm in his heart, and thoughtfully replied:

"I've been home for a while! Thank you for your concern. My sister also remember to take a hot bath. The weather is cold recently, so don't catch a cold."

After a few more brief chats, the two said goodnight to each other, and Zhao Guangshui put down his phone and lay down again.

Seems like a nice guy!Zhao Guangshui was very happy to meet new friends, and felt that although it was raining today, everything he encountered was good and worth remembering.

Lying on the bed, he was so restless that he couldn't fall asleep, so Zhao Guangshui decided not to sleep, and turned on the bedside lamp to sit up and write in his diary.

"Friday, October 2020, 10, heavy rain."

"Today, I rescued a nest of birds on the way home from school. It was raining, and Sister Li cooked ginger soup for me."

"It's the first time I've grown up and felt... Ginger soup isn't too bad to drink."

There may be some people you meet some of the time, and there are always exceptions that surprise even yourself.

"Sister Li promised to come to the New Year's Party next week to watch my performance! I'm so happy and looking forward to her coming."

After writing this, Zhao Guangshui rubbed his face in embarrassment: "Since I was a child, no one has come to see me specially. I am so happy that Sister Li can come."

Are you overjoyed?It's still early, it's next week, but she has inevitably started to fantasize in advance, and she is excited by the tenderness in the fantasy.

If sister Li knew, she would laugh at me for being stupid.Zhao Guangshui felt a little shy again, lowered his eyelashes and smiled sweetly.

Ah, yes, and Sister Li's birthday present, which must also be written.Zhao Guangshui was a little worried, what to give?She hasn't figured it out until now.She listed them one by one in the diary, and crossed them out one by one.

What does sister pear like?Zhao Guangshui was very distressed, and sighed at the pile of forks on the notebook in front of him.

Sometimes I feel that I am already very close to Sister Li, but sometimes I feel that she seems to be far from the real Sister Li.Immediately away, hazy, looking at the moon in the water, looking at the flowers in the fog.She still doesn't seem to understand Sister Li at all.

He really looks like the moon...

Obviously so gentle, so sincere, so magnanimous, and generously bestowing warmth on others, it makes people feel as if there is a chance to get close, but it is elusive, beautiful like an illusion.Zhao Guangshui fell down inexplicably.

If only there were mind-reading techniques in the world, that would be great.

She must be the first to serve Sister Li, Zhao Guangshui thought endlessly while hugging the quilt.

There was a thunderclap outside the window.

What is sister pear thinking now?