Can not become a demon

Chapter 123

Dongfang Hua would rather believe that Xiao Mao is really dead, so that he will not worry about it, but now that Xiao Mao's body cannot be seen, he is worried about Xiao Mao, afraid that Xiao Mao will live in pain.

Sometimes Li Ye'an would ask Dongfang Hua: "Uncle Emperor, do you know where my father has gone?"

This is what Dongfang Hua is most afraid of, he can only find excuses every time, but after a long time, he can't find any excuses anymore.

Li Ye'an was also very sad. It turned out that every time his father left, he could feel where his father was, but this time he couldn't feel it.

In fact, Li Xiaomao lived very comfortably. Ling He didn't need him to kill people. His task was to grow all kinds of herbs and food. He was a farmer, so this job fell on him.

Although he was very reluctant to help the Xin family army, there was nothing he could do. Who let him fall into Ling He's hands?

He met a lot of carrier pigeons here, and gave some rice to the carrier pigeons every day.Sometimes over time, these homing pigeons become its partners.

He once received a letter from a carrier pigeon: "Father, where have you been? Why can't I find you? I have a lot of carrier pigeons. I don't know if they can deliver the letter to you."

Li Xiaomao cried, how long has he not seen Li Yean, Li Yean must be feeling very uncomfortable at home now!He wrote back a letter: "Son, I'm not your father, because I haven't married a wife yet. I don't know who you are, but your father must have a reason for not going back."

Li Xiaomao specially changed the handwriting, just to bid farewell to the original, and to let everyone not worry.

The child wrote: "I am a two-year-old child, and my name is Li Ye'an. If you see my father, Li Xiaomao, please call him home. If he doesn't want to, please write to me and tell me where he is."

Li Xiaomao broke down in tears, and wrote back: "Okay, I will definitely help you with this, your father will definitely be able to go home earlier."

Li Ye'an looked at the letter and knew it was impossible, but he didn't expect that someone would return his heart, which was a great comfort to him.

Seeing that Dongfang Hua was fine, he asked, "Uncle Emperor, can I chat with you?"

"Yes! Your father is not here, so you can tell me anything."

"Uncle Emperor, I have good news for you, my father is still alive."

Dongfang Hua said angrily, "Get out!"

Li Ye'an was crying alone in the room, and Qu'er happened to see him, and hurriedly asked why.

Qu'er heard what Li Ye'an said, and said: "Brother Ye'an, don't be angry, listen to me, you really can't blame Father for this, Father put all his heart out to love Uncle Mao, but what happened in the end, once He was rejected again and again, hurt again and again, and now his whereabouts are unknown, his life and death are uncertain, what do you ask Father to do? Father's heart is dead, he doesn't want to hear this name again, he is already very tired."

"Did I often ask the whereabouts of my father and made the emperor's uncle angry?"

"There's part of it."

"Then I'll be the Escort Bureau!"

"Brother Ye'an, it's already like this. Don't go back. In Grandpa's heart, Uncle Mao has always been in the palace. If you go at this time, Grandpa will know that Uncle Mao is gone. He will be sad. You will Let him."

"Will he be sad?"

"He will be sad, just like your father is worried about you. Didn't you say that your father is still alive? How did you find out. "

"Because I smelled my father from the letter, we are father and son, I can confirm."

"Since Uncle Xiao Mao has concealed some things, he is afraid that you will worry, so don't worry. Since he can write to you, it means that he is doing well, but there are some things he can't tell you. He needs a quiet place. Let him think about it."

"Dad doesn't want me anymore?"

"Since he can answer your letter, it means that he has you in his heart. You can write to him often, treat him as a stranger, and chat with him."

"it is good!"

Dongfanghua didn't want to be angry with Li Ye'an, as Qu'er said, he was tired, he didn't want to love Li Xiaomao anymore, but he still didn't mind Li Ye'an writing to Xiaomao, who told Li Yean to be Li Xiaomao's son Woolen cloth?

Li Yean wrote in the letter again: "Uncle, where are you? Can I go and see you?"

"Uncle has a lot of things to do here, and you don't have time to take care of you when you come, so don't come."

Li Ye'an felt a little disappointed, but he was really satisfied to be able to chat with his father by letter, at least his father had him in his heart.

Li Ye'an also told Li Xiaomao about Lin Yan's birth of a daughter, and Li Xiaomao was very happy for Dongfang Hua.

Once Li Ye'an wrote a letter that made Li Xiaomao a little disappointed: "Uncle, my mother is pregnant with my stepfather's child, but my biological father has not returned home. After the child is born, will that child bully me?"

Li Xiaomao could only write back and say: "Don't worry, your father will come home. If someone bullies you, then write to uncle, and uncle will tell you what to do."

Ding Xiaojun was pregnant with a child, Ouyang Nan was very happy and said, "Thank you, Xiaojun."

"Every time you do something with such great strength, it hurts me to death."

"sorry."

"Don't say I'm sorry. During my pregnancy, you have to take care of me wholeheartedly and don't make me angry."

"Ok."

Ding Xiaojun was not angry. When she was going to tell Li Xiaomao the good news, Li Xiaomao was not there. Fortunately, Li Xiaomao was fine.

Everyone was happy for the two of them, only Dongfang Hua changed, becoming taciturn and decisive.

Dongfang Hua tried to appease the common people, and the panic of the common people finally calmed down.

Weiwei is ten years old, and he has learned a lot. With him around, Dongfang Hua is much more relaxed.

"Father, why are you always like this?"

"Weiwei, what's the matter with Father? One is not addicted to alcohol, and the other is not irritable. Father has been doing what he should do."

"Father, if you do this again, my son will ask Ye'an brother to return to the Escort Bureau."

"No, just let him stay in the palace! Father will never think of Uncle Mao again."

"That's fine."

Sometimes Ling He went to the farm and saw carrier pigeons, so he asked, "When did you have so many carrier pigeons here?"

"I don't know, it was there from the beginning."

"Are you homesick?"

"A little."

"I know, you have passed letters to others several times, but luckily you didn't tell me where this place is?"

"I'm homesick, but I don't want to be disturbed, and I feel comfortable here."

"I'm here to thank you. The things you plant are really effective. Some brothers have already healed. I don't know many things like you."

"Seeds are the same seeds, just planted differently."

"You've been working hard recently, I'll take you out for a walk."

"No, I'm afraid of making noise."

"I know what you are afraid of. You are afraid that others will know that you are with me, especially you are afraid that Dongfang Hua will know that you are in the Xin family army, right?"

"Since you know everything, why are you asking me?"

"Then have you really loved Dongfang Hua? How about you now?"

"I used to love, but I don't know now. My hands are covered with blood. I killed people at first because I wanted Dongfang Hua to hate me and stay away from me. So I killed people. I killed people a year ago because I loved him. I wanted to do something for him, but now I don't want to kill someone, because I had a nightmare, I dreamed that the person I killed wanted my life, and when I woke up, I broke out in a cold sweat."

"I know a big devil. I don't know where he is now. Back then, many men were playthings in his hands. I admired him very much. He did what he had to do, no mother-in-law. Although he really did a lot of bad things, he also did it. He has done a lot of good things, after so many years, I am afraid he has forgotten."

Li Xiaomao asked curiously: "A demon who has done good things?"

"Yes, he saved my life. Just like the relationship between Xu Hao and Li Xiaomao, many people don't know him. They say that he plays with men and kills women. In fact, it has something to do with his childhood experience. Shuangde was killed by a woman. That year he was sold to the child molestation court. He met the former emperor of Xuanguo. He was raped. He was unwilling and fled to a mountain. The girl was rescued, he met an old man, taught him martial arts, he managed to control Xuan Kingdom through his own efforts, I tell you this, not to tell you a story, but to tell you, not everyone They are all bad people, maybe they did something wrong, but they can all be saved, it’s just that this world is too cold, and they are finally changed step by step by this world.”

"I see, the person you're talking about is Bindu!"

"You know, since you know, I'll tell you that he is Bindu, that is, Ouyang Nan, your ex-wife's husband. The girl who saved him back then was Ding Xiaojun. Everything is predestined. He is like this, and so is Ting Xuan So, don't be like this."

"When I came to this world ten years ago, I just wanted to go home. I didn't dare to have feelings for anyone, but now I know it's impossible."

"You've worked hard, and you can stay here if you want."

"Ling He, why do I feel that you like the way I look and chat with me for so long?"

"I don't know how to say it, maybe it is! I have been living in darkness for many years, and I have never seen anyone who can live this most miserable life so freely."

"Actually, I am very low-key. The more famous I am, the more tired I become. I just need to live the most ordinary life without starving to death. I have been thinking about what I want, but after all these years I still haven't figured it out."

"Then why do you like Dongfang Hua?"

"Because I have suffered with him in the same world, and then I am used to his existence!"

"Your answer! What would you do if I said I like you?"

"I will avoid you because I don't love you. If I like you, you will think, why am I so hardworking? I love the other when I see one, so I can only avoid you."