Breaking the bend to induce deep routines

117 Chapter 2 Love [-]

"Gu Yan, I'm actually a bit at a loss, so you might think I'm indecisive." Lu Lu organized his words while Gu Yan listened patiently.

"I understand that you have to think clearly about this, because homosexuality will be criticized too much. If you can't accept it, I naturally respect your choice, but it's really against your will to say so." Speaking of this, Gu Yan laughed softly, "I hope you can accept me. So I will treat you well, at least it will make you feel that the incomprehension and accusations you have received are all unimportant. Do you understand?"

Lu Lu nodded hesitantly, and said again: "I have never been in a relationship, and I am not even sure whether this is just a temporary affection I have for you and cannot continue. But when you appeared downstairs in my house yesterday, I felt , at that moment, there is only you in my eyes and my heart."

"Emotions are made up of countless small touches. Lu Lu, I never told you that I like you, and it started with a small episode, but no one can deny that it is not love."

"Then what if I find out that I don't like you anymore while talking with you?"

"This is also very common. After a long time, the infatuation and novelty have passed, and you may really not love. But this is not the reason why you don't want to start. There are also many relationships that can go to the end. What's more, if you really change The situation you mentioned must be because I did not do well enough to make you dissatisfied. It is my fault, not your fault."

"Then according to what you said, what if you find out that I'm not good at all after a while and want to break up?"

"will not."

"Why are you so sure?"

"Indeed, verbal promises are meaningless, it depends on whether you believe me or not. But if you don't try on the road, you will never know the result. And if it makes you feel uneasy, it's also my fault."

Seeing Gu Yan's undiminished handsome appearance under the light, Lu Lu suddenly burst out laughing.

"I've watched so many film and television works before, and I'm used to seeing the love lament at the time of life and death, the solemn oath in the wedding hall, and the lingering love of the talented and the beautiful. I didn't expect to experience it myself, but it was like this, um, unexpectedly ordinary .”

"Lu Lu, if I am holding a bouquet of flowers and confessing to you affectionately at this moment, maybe you will be troubled after a while, thinking about how to deal with this bouquet of flowers, besides, this is not a suitable place."

"Well, if you have an extra bouquet of flowers at home, you will definitely be interrogated." Lu Lu felt a little headache. The relationship between the two of them can't be announced to the public for the time being, mainly because of gender issues.

"You don't reject me, I'm already very happy. Take your time, don't be stressed." Gu Yan looked at him dotingly, something suddenly poured into his bright eyes, layer upon layer, his tone Because of tenderness, it is even more touching.

Lu Lu's heart suddenly became unbearably soft.

He looked up and looked around, there was a trace of silence in the darkness, the clouds and mists that were as light as a tulle had dispersed, and the moon and stars were sparse, it was a rare sight, just like his mood at the moment.

All kinds of entanglements and guilt that he had deliberately ignored before became no longer important because of this speech.

He doesn't want to pretend anymore, doesn't want to escape anymore, and uses his truest self to bear what he should bear, face what he should face, and respond to the person in front of him.

In a person's life, he will probably meet countless people. Among them, there are not a few people who like him, and the people who like himself happen to like something, so there are very few people. ?Why not cherish the present.

He has never been in a relationship because he doesn't like other people. Lu Lu never felt his heart flutter when a beautiful woman like Li Xixian confessed to him.

However, when Gu Yan stood downstairs and looked at him against the light that moment, at that moment, Lu Lu could no longer hold others in his head, and this was the most real reaction in his heart.

Lu Lu tilted his head and thought for a while: "Gu Yan, let's try it."

Just such a simple sentence, Gu Yan's originally dark eyes were even more shining like stars, and the corners of his mouth raised a little unscrupulously, he nodded heavily.

Then he closed Lu Lu's coat, and Lu Lu stared down in a daze. A pair of fingers with well-knuckles were flipping deftly, and they were pulling up the zipper for him.

What a blessing to be able to meet such a person and treat him wholeheartedly.

"Come on, I'll take you back to the hotel." Lu Lu took the initiative to hold Gu Yan's hand, and his boyfriend Li Max.

It's not the first time holding hands, but this is the first time he took the initiative, a little nervous, more of peace of mind.

Gu Yan's hand was slightly bigger than his own, warm and strong, giving him a different feeling from the previous two times.

Mostly because of the mood at the moment, Lu Lu thought.

If it is this person, can they go on forever and go to the end of time.

Although Gu Yan was a little surprised, he still let Lu Lu pull him away without any resistance.

He has been waiting for this day for a long time. Loneliness may be charming, but no one can embrace loneliness willingly forever.

The existence of Lu Lu awakened all the senses.

What the heart is tied to is love.

Lu Lu let go of Gu Yan's hand at the hotel entrance.

"Master, I'll go back first, so as not to arouse their suspicion, I'll take you to admire the plum blossoms tomorrow." Lu Lu didn't stay any longer, but waved his hand smartly, turned and left.

Saying goodbye to mother-in-law and mother-in-law for a long time is not suitable for land, and at the moment, his heart is far less calm than it appears on the surface.

No matter what, today he and Gu Yan have talked thoroughly.It is not difficult to admit that I am tempted, but it still feels a little unreal.

Some thoughts are really produced in a moment, and the same is true for feelings. The more you think about it, the more you feel uneasy and fall into a strange circle.

Lu Lu boiled everything down to: Quantitative change brings about qualitative change.

However, when Lu Lu returned home, he found Lu Miao sitting upright on the sofa, as if he had something to discuss.

Lu Lu suddenly wondered whether Lu Miao knew something, and with intuition, sometimes the more you are afraid of something, the more something will happen.

As expected by Lu Lu, Lu Miao deliberately lowered his voice and said, "Lu Lu, sit down and chat."

Lu Lu sat obediently and sat upright, as if he had returned to the appearance of being a student and listening to the class seriously.

Instead, Lu Miao grinned: "Why, did you do something wrong?"

Lu Lu hurriedly shook his head: "No, no."

"Tell me, what is your relationship with today's Gu Yan?" Lu Miao's tone was flat, but the words he uttered were not simple at all.

Lu Lu was shocked, sure enough, his elder sister had piercing eyes.

And paper can't hold fire.