Boys always feel poor

Chapter 75

Chapter 75

After waiting at the door of the outpatient room for an unknown amount of time, Lin Yi finally heard the name Lin Changsheng inside. He looked back at Lin Changsheng, knocked on the door and entered the consultation room.The doctor was sitting in front of the computer, burying his head in writing something on the paper. Next to him, a young man who looked like an assistant took the registration form and medical records from Lin Yi, glanced at them, and asked, "Where is the patient?"

Lin Yi was startled for a second, then turned around to see Lin Changsheng walking in slowly, glanced at Lin Yi lightly, and sat down on the chair opposite the doctor.Lin Yi frowned and glanced at him, then turned her head and said nothing.

The doctor asked Lin Changsheng some questions, and did a few simple examinations. Then he frowned and looked up at Lin Yi: "Are you the patient's family member? The patient's condition doesn't look very optimistic. It’s better to go for a test, and then I can confirm the diagnosis.”

Lin Yi opened his mouth: "What do you think, he now..."

The old doctor, who is not young, sighed: "I can't diagnose it until the test results come out, but according to his description and some of his performance, the possibility of alcoholic liver cirrhosis is very high. You should do it first. examine."

Lin Changsheng got up quickly after the doctor finished speaking. Before he could yell at him, Lin Yi held down his shoulder and pulled him out of the outpatient room.He didn't need to listen to know what Lin Changsheng was going to scold, scolding the doctor for cursing him, scolding the doctor for asking him to check up just to cheat him into spending money.Lin Yi tugged at his arm, lowered his voice and said: "If you don't want to die, just go for an examination honestly now, and you won't have to pay a penny for the examination fee. If you want to die, just leave the gate of the hospital now." Wherever you die, I will not give you a penny."

Lin Changsheng looked at Lin Yi for a while, then raised his eyelids: "That's right, it's not my money anyway."

Lin Yi said coldly: "If it's not your money, you should shut up as soon as possible."

Maybe it was because it wasn't Lin Yi's money that was spent, or maybe Lin Changsheng was also afraid of death, but in short, he was very cooperative and completed the inspection.When he finally got all the test results and went back to the doctor's office, seeing the doctor looking through the test results solemnly, he felt a little confused from the bottom of his heart. If Lin Changsheng was really as serious as the doctor said, What should he do?

The doctor took Lin Changsheng's registration book, and began to write Lin Yi could not understand the words line by line: "As far as the test results are concerned, it is indeed alcoholic liver cirrhosis. The hematemesis you mentioned is gastrointestinal bleeding. Due to this reason, the patient should have the habit of frequent drinking, so for now, alcohol must be quit. And now the disease is discovered relatively late, and the situation is not very optimistic. It is recommended to be admitted to the hospital first, and then Do a detailed examination and provide targeted treatment for his various complications."

Lin Yi glanced at Lin Changsheng who was sitting on the chair, he sat there motionless, as if he could not understand what the doctor said, Lin Yi stared at his back, and asked after a long time: "Is his condition serious? "

"Diseases like this should be detected and treated early, because liver cirrhosis is irreversible and impossible to cure. His condition was discovered relatively late, and he has already started to have various complications and the possibility of cancer. And it seems that he should be drinking recently. This situation is very dangerous. In fact, what we can do in the hospital is to control the condition as much as possible. As a family member, I hope you can understand. After all, liver cirrhosis cannot be cured. Healed, especially in his current situation, we can only do our best." The old doctor handed back the medical records to Lin Yi, "So think about it, do you want to be hospitalized now?"

Do you want to be hospitalized?

Lin Yi glanced at Lin Changsheng who was still sitting motionless on the chair, and he couldn't help but think, this person, who has lived his entire life in a daze, and who is expected to die early every day, now knows that he is close to death What was he thinking when he was so close?Does he have any regrets?Would you like to have a chance to bring him back to life?

Lin Yi didn't know what Lin Changsheng was thinking, but he knew what he was thinking.He couldn't watch Lin Changsheng die, even if he had hoped so much for him to die sooner.Flesh and blood maintain the most basic relationship between them, and this man, the man he despises the most, still brought him up to this age after all.

Lin Yi closed his eyes. He glanced at Lin Furen who was bewildered, and said to the doctor, "Excuse me, can I be admitted to the hospital now?"

From leaving the consulting room to going through procedures and paying fees, Lin Changsheng followed Lin Yi like a walking corpse without saying a word, until they entered the ward and entered this specific environment, Lin Changsheng seemed to wake up suddenly, and he stared. Looking at Lin Yi, his eyes were bloodshot: "Don't you expect me to die? Why do you need to spend this money?"

Lin Yi closed his eyes, took a deep breath, and avoided Lin Changsheng's hand: "Maybe this is the difference between me and you. Even if you are not a qualified father, I will always do my best." Son’s duty, didn’t you say that, after all, you didn’t leave me on the street to starve me to death, no matter how gloomy my life was because of you, you still let me grow up so much, so I can’t just sit and watch It's up to you to die."

After Lin Yi finished speaking, he didn't want to say another word to Lin Changsheng. He turned to Lin Furen: "Uncle, I'm sorry to trouble you today. It gets dark early in winter and it's the end of the year. I'm afraid the house is still busy. You should go back first. Here ...I won't leave him alone."

Lin Furen's heart is probably also very complicated. He is afraid that Lin Changsheng is the one person who dislikes Lin Changsheng the most. This person has been a trouble and hidden danger to the family since he was young, even if he is thousands of miles away. City, as long as he makes a phone call home, he can make everyone feel uneasy.Countless times when Lin Changsheng got drunk and called back to scold the world, Lin Furen thought in his heart that such a brother might as well die outside.

But they are connected by blood. In any case, they grew up together when they were young. Maybe the older they are, the more they can think of things from many years ago. Lin Furen glanced at Lin Changsheng who was sitting on the hospital bed like ashes. At that moment, It was as if he had seen the person he had seriously called Second Brother many years ago.

But, after all, there is no going back.He couldn't even figure out whether to blame fate or Lin Changsheng himself.He took a deep breath and patted Lin Yi on the shoulder: "After all, your uncle is still waiting for news at home, so I'll go back today and come back tomorrow."

Lin Yi smiled and nodded: "Just tell uncle the specific situation, but now the weather is cold and the road is slippery, and uncle is so old, so don't let him come here. After all, this is a hospital, if he is here He can't live, and there's no place for him to live."

Lin Yi sent Lin Furen out of the door of the ward, and when he returned to the room, he found that Lin Changsheng was already lying on the bed, covering his body with the quilt, staring up at the ceiling, wondering what he was thinking.Lin Yi found that even if he was willing to save Lin Changsheng's worthless life, he still couldn't sit in front of the bed like a son and say something to Lin Changsheng.

After all, this kind of relationship never existed between their father and son for 18 years. Lin Changsheng never wanted to talk to him, and he had nothing to say to his father who was always drunk.Lin Yi stared at Lin Changsheng for a while, then turned around suddenly and walked out of the ward without looking back, went downstairs all the way, sat down on the bench in the small garden downstairs of the hospital, and then called Luo Qi, At the moment of connection, he felt that the heart that had been hanging in his chest had finally found its home, and he said softly: "Luo Qi, I'm in the hospital, can you come and pick me up?"

Luo Qi didn't ask the reason or what happened, he just replied calmly: "Okay, wait for me for 5 minutes."

Even though Lin Yi was tightly wrapped, he was blown through by the cold wind after only sitting for a while in the temperature of minus [-] to [-] degrees.When Luo Qi arrived, Lin Yi was sitting on the bench, unconsciously scratching the snow on the ground with his feet, when he heard the footsteps, he slowly raised his head, showing an almost tired smile.

Looking at him, Luo Qi knew that he was not in a good mood. He pulled Lin Yi into his arms, groped Lin Yi's head unconsciously with one hand, and whispered in his ear: " It's okay, it's okay, I'm here."

Lin Yi buried his head on Luo Qi's shoulder and hugged Luo Qi's waist tightly with both hands. He felt the familiar temperature and smell, and he breathed a sigh of relief. He slowly closed his eyes and said softly. Said: "Luo Qi, do you know that Lin Changsheng probably...will not live long."

Luo Qi hesitated for a while before asking, "What is the disease?"

"Liver cirrhosis, moreover, it should be in the advanced stage, probably not far from cancer. I knew that drinking endlessly like him would destroy others or myself one day, but I didn't expect such a day to come. Hurry up." Lin Yi slowly opened his eyes, "I don't know if I had expected this day long ago, or if I really hated him to such an extent that I didn't feel the slightest bit of sadness, I just felt tired , Luo Qi, I feel very tired, I walked down from that ward, I sat here, the cold wind blows on my body, I don’t want to move anymore, I just want to see you, so I called you .”

The author has something to say: I don’t know much about this disease, so I wrote it very vaguely... I hope everyone will forgive me.

Well, it’s like this, today is your birthday, so, the little angels who leave messages from tonight to 8:[-] tomorrow night, let’s all send a small red envelope, thank you for your support all the time, a new year ,I will continue to work hard.Love you guys.