Boys always feel poor

Chapter 36

Chapter 36

Lin Yi never felt that there was anything wrong with his vision of the future, but it was not until Luo Qi reminded him that he suddenly realized that in the future he imagined... Luo Qi was always there.Do normal people always think about earning more money, getting married and having children?But after he thought about it carefully, he had never had such an idea. He liked the current living situation with Luo Qi very much, and he didn't want to change anything except hoping to have more money.

After all, Luo Qi is different to him, but is this what he likes?Can men really like men?

Lin Yi sat on the edge of the bed, feeling confused. He scratched his hair, but still didn't know what to do.

Luo Qi squatted down in front of Lin Yi, looked up at his face, his eyes shone with a little light, and his gaze was extraordinarily soft: "I was actually at a loss when I first realized that I felt differently towards you. , But later, I suddenly thought about it, if I have to live with one person for the rest of my life, then it doesn't really matter whether this person is a man or a woman, if it can be you, I probably have no regrets."

Lin Yi couldn't help looking into Luo Qi's eyes, those eyes were too deep, he felt that he was about to fall into them, and finally he came back to his senses: "But, you never thought about two men being together... "

"Actually, it's nothing new for two men to be together. I talked to Kong Yang before, and he said that it's just that we haven't come into contact with it. Besides, it's my business who I'm with, and I don't care about other people's eyes. I only care about your feelings."

Lin Yi clenched his lower lip. After a long time, he stood up suddenly and reached for the coat beside the bed: "I, I want to go for a walk."

Luo Qi got up, and before he could speak, Lin Yi pointed at him: "Don't follow, I want to go alone, and think about it alone in a place where I can't see you."

A wry smile appeared on the corner of Luo Qi's mouth, and he stretched out his hand to zip up his coat, and said softly, "Then you should be careful and come back early, I will wait for you to come back to sleep."

"Oh." Lin Yi responded indiscriminately, turned around and went out the door.

The temperature had just dropped in the past few days, and the temperature at night was even lower. Lin Yi wrapped her coat tightly and walked all the way to the main street along the alley.It's been a while since he came to T City. They go to and from get off work every day, and their life style is very fixed. He rarely has the opportunity to go out at night.

The city is not big, so there are not many people on the street at night, and even the street lights are very dim. Lin Yi walked aimlessly for a while and found it boring, but he doesn't want to go home now, he still doesn't know what he is How to face Luo Qi...and his confession.

Lin Yi took out his mobile phone from his pocket, rummaged through it for a long time, and finally found that after a while, he still had no friends, oh no, he knew one more Kong Yang now, and when he mentioned Kong Yang, Lin Yi suddenly remembered In the clips of the three of them eating together a few times before, he always felt that Kong Yang and Luo Qi were a little weird, especially the way Kong Yang looked at them...

Combined with what Luo Qi said just now that he had discussed with Kong Yang, it means that Kong Yang already knew that Luo Qi had an unusual feeling for him, and maybe Kong Yang and Luo Qi were the same person?

Lin Yi thought, and dialed the phone number in his hand. Before he could regret it, Kong Yang's voice sounded over there: "Lin Yi? Is there anything wrong with calling at this hour?"

"Are you studying? In fact, I have nothing to do. That's it, otherwise."

"Hey, just tell me if you have something to do. I don't know you yet. If it's nothing, can you afford to call me?" Kong Yang thought for a while and added, "Where are you now?"

"I'm outside." Lin Yi hesitated, "That's fine, if you have time now, can you come out and chat?"

Through the phone, Kong Yang could feel that Lin Yi was not normal today, so he responded without hesitation: "Alright then, I'll go find you right now."

Kong Yang originally wanted to find a random coffee shop to stay with for a while, but found that it was probably too late, and several nearby shops were closed. The two walked side by side on the street for a while, and finally chose a chain shop .

The string shop in this season is much colder than in summer. Kong Yang casually ordered some string and ordered a few bottles of beer. After watching the boss leave, he said to Lin Yi, "Did you quarrel with Luo Qi?"

Lin Yi nodded, thought for a while, and shook his head again.

Kong Yang poured a cup of hot water and handed it to Lin Yi. It didn't matter if he raised his head. He didn't notice it just now when the outdoor light was dark, but now he saw a red and swollen patch on Lin Yi's face: "Damn, you got into a fight with someone. ?”

It was only then that Lin Yi remembered his own face. It was true that he had fought with someone, but that person was also Kong Yang's cousin after all.Thinking about it, Lin Yi avoided Kong Yang's sight, and took a big sip from the water glass with a guilty conscience.

Kong Yang frowned and looked at him for a while, then suddenly said: "After I left this afternoon, did you go to fight with Bai Wei? It seems that you have suffered a disadvantage. If I knew it, I would tell you that although Bai Wei looks He is gentle, but he has been exercising, your physique may not be his opponent."

Lin Yi looked up at Kong Yang and said in a low voice, "I'm sorry, I..."

"Hey, what do you have to do to me? There is nothing wrong with you being sister Xiaoman's cousin who stands out for my cousin." Kong Yang took a sip of water by himself, "Is it because this Luo Qi is angry with you? He sees you so sure I feel distressed, seeing this tender little face suddenly swollen, I also feel distressed. He couldn't control his temper with you for a while?"

Lin Yi frowned slightly, and said in a low voice: "He was quite upset, but he didn't lose his temper. He just...just...he kissed me suddenly when he was taking the medicine."

"..."

Kong Yang swallowed the water in his mouth, raised his eyes and glanced at Lin Yi: "So, today you are here to show your love to me, and you two have been together for a long time, and a kiss is worth running away from home Or did his kissing skills drive you away in anger?"

Lin Yi's entire face turned red: "Since when have we been together? I just found out today that he likes me!"

"You just found out today." Kong Yang raised his eyebrows in disbelief, "but Luo Qi told me..." He recalled carefully and found that Luo Qi had always been tacitly acquiescing to his words, and never answered directly.Thinking of this, Kong Yang couldn't help laughing, "This Luo Qi really has him."

"what?"

Kong Yang shook his head: "It's nothing. So you came to me today because you want me to be your bosom brother? Tell me, how do you feel after Luo Qi confessed his love?"

"I'm just surprised." Lin Yi said in a low voice, "I've never thought about this before, and I've never thought about who I'm going to be with in the future. It's better to go on like this forever, I don't even think that in a few years I should actually marry a wife and have children and have a family of my own."

Kong Yang raised his lips slightly: "And then? I don't know about you, anyway, I think if you want the two of you to go on like this, Luo Qi would be very happy, so why are you so sad?"

"But isn't he a man? Am I a man too? We two men can really be like a couple... I don't know what that is, can couples go on like that forever?" Lin Yi leaned on the table with his arms, his face full of thought .

The teasing smile on Kong Yang's face dissipated a bit, and his complexion became a little more serious: "Actually, can a man and a woman guarantee to be together forever? Look at Sister Xiaoman and Brother Bai Wei. Gender can never guarantee anything, the most important thing is It depends on whether that person is worthy of your entrustment."

"But even if Luo Qi is worthy of entrustment, what about me? I'm actually afraid, I'm afraid that I don't like him, because I never thought that I like men before, maybe it's just because the two of us get along day and night and get used to it?" Lin Yi sighed softly, "If I don't understand what I'm thinking, I dare not give him any answer."

Kong Yang laughed: "It's not easy to know if you like someone, just see if you have desire for him."

Hearing these two words, Lin Yi was taken aback. He subconsciously remembered the kiss just now, Luo Qi's hot palm when he served him the medicinal wine, and Luo Qi's slender legs with tight muscles. waist and abdomen.His face turned red all of a sudden.

He usually pays attention to some messy things!

Kong Yang saw all the changes in Lin Yi's expression, and he couldn't help laughing: "Hey, little comrade, what do you think about me, a single dog? I'm asking about possessiveness, have you thought about it?" However, if you don't promise Luo Qi, one day in the future you two will go your separate ways, and Luo Qi will gradually let you go, and someone else will appear by his side, and he will be very gentle with that person, and they will hold hands and kiss Hug, still have sex/love, anyway, you will never be the one who depends on him again, you can bear it"

Lin Yi's face turned pale all of a sudden, he slapped the table fiercely, and said angrily: "How dare Luo Qi!"

Kong Yang couldn't help laughing when he saw him, and Lin Yi came to his senses that he was angry with Luo Qi because of the imaginary future, frowned a little annoyed, and finally whispered: "Even if I like him, But what do I like about him?"

"If you ask Luo Qi what he likes about you, he may not be able to tell you clearly. If he likes you, he likes you. Why do you have to generalize a definition and a range? You feel happy when you see him, and you are happy to be with him. You can't suffer without him. I’ve eaten, isn’t this enough?” Kong Yang shook his head, “You two, you must take into account the feelings of me as a single dog in the future, so I will talk with you about my heart, I feel that I have been shown off. "

Lin Yi lowered his head and looked at the water glass in front of him, wondering what he was thinking, Kong Yang slapped his thigh: "Okay, I'll be a good person today, and I'll take you to another place." After finishing speaking, he turned around and shouted outside Said, "Boss, we don't want any beer, and pack those skewers for us."

The author has something to say: a new day, a new unhappiness - from an author who is sad every day.