Chapter 120 Powerless 2
Chapter 120 Powerless 2
In April, at night, the pattering rain hits the glass windows, which makes people very depressed.
Courtyard No. [-], as always, deals with weird things in the dead of night.
Everyone seemed to be deliberately avoiding something, carefully maintaining the tranquility before the storm.
The invisible and intangible dark clouds enveloped everyone's hearts, like this rain that couldn't stop, and they didn't know when the rain would clear up, or, after the rain, there was an even more unimaginable fear.
After returning from the hospital, Chen Yang didn't say a word to Situ Jue again. Chen Yang knew that he really couldn't go back this time, and he would never return to a normal life.
Going back means being treated as a monster, an unacceptable alien.
If he went back, he would face legal sanctions. Although he could escape all censure under the protection of Jue Situ, the condemnation of his conscience made him feel uneasy.
As long as you calm down, you will see the person who was pinched by the throat and thrown into the corner of the wall like a spoiled puppet.
Those crying and begging voices, those fearful and disgusted eyes, the surprised and incomprehensible roommates...
Scenes are played repeatedly, the soul is tortured again and again, and self-denial is repeated again and again.
How did things get to this point?
In less than a year, it has perfectly explained what is right and wrong.
From the proud son of heaven that everyone admired in the past, he has become a strange existence that is disgusting and does not know what it is.
Can't die, suffer... What should I do?
boom!
The chaotic thoughts disturbed the mind, and the glass beside the bed was smashed by Chen Yang who was thrown into the corner by Chen Yang.
"What's wrong with you?" Situ Jue pushed open the door upon hearing the sound.
Chen Yang didn't answer, he stood in front of the window, the open window was blowing and the curtains were rattling.
Rainwater blew in through the window, wet the silk nightgown on his body, and a small wave of light accumulated on the ground.
The orange light is soft and indifferent.
Chen Yang turned around slowly, his big eyes that were originally bright, now there was only death silence, and he just looked at Situ Jue motionlessly.
I don't know how long it took before the empty eyes gradually caught something.
As the focus stayed on Situ Jue's face, flames of anger burst from his eyes, he rushed towards Situ Jue, and without warning, he punched Situ Jue heavily in the face.
Situ Jue didn't dodge the punch, and took it abruptly. His face was hot, and there was a trace of blood on his lips. Situ Jue wiped the blood from the corner of his mouth casually, but he was not angry. hand, and said softly, "Does it hurt?"
"Why don't you hide?" The anger in Chen Yang's eyes didn't subside in the slightest, but became even more angry because of Situ Jue's reaction, "Is it because you are indifferent no matter what I do?"
Situ Jue smiled, "No, I will feel bad."
"Distressed?" Chen Yang smiled mockingly, then put away his smiling face, withdrew the hand held by Jue Situ, and took two steps back to create a distance between the two of them.
"Distressed?" Chen Yang repeated, "Situ Jue, why did we get to where we are today, do you really not understand? All this was a mistake from the beginning. You only saved me out of selfishness, you Keep me around as his substitute, coax me, treat me well, none of this should be mine..."
"No," Situ Jue hurriedly explained, "At first it was, but later it wasn't. Everything I do now is not because of Gu Xi, but for you."
"Perhaps! But so what? Like you said, maybe you are really in love with me now, but what's the point?"
"Why doesn't it make sense?"
"Because you ruined me!" Chen Yang almost roared, "Situ Jue, you ruined me, don't you understand?"
Situ Jue was stunned by these words, his breath froze, he opened his mouth to say something, but couldn't.
Chen Yang sighed, adjusted his breathing, and continued slowly: "Maybe you don't even realize it! It is because of your stupid love that you ruined me and my friends. The way to go back to school and continue normal study and work, my roommate was either sent away or beaten because of me, and all the messy things on the forum were caused by me, so the source of the mistakes is me, and you, That's what started it all."
Is it me?Situ Jue lowered his head, his mind seemed to be filled with a mud bath, heavy and confused, is it my fault?
"You shouldn't have saved me, you shouldn't, you shouldn't have caused any entanglement in our lives, and you shouldn't have put my most important friend in trouble. Now I have no face to face my friends and teachers who care and love me, There is no way to live a normal life, Situ Jue, all this is because of you, because of your stupid and selfish love! Situ Jue, do you know how to be alone? Do you understand? "
do i understandHow could I not understand?I love Gu Xi deeply, and I love you too!I have loved for so many years, how can I not understand?
"Chenyang, don't...don't be angry, I'm deranged, I'm really deranged, you hit me and scold me to vent your anger, it's okay, you..."
"Don't get closer, I really don't want to see you again, really, I don't want to." Situ Jue approached step by step, while Chen Yang retreated a little bit.
"Is it the contract? Because of this?" Chen Yang tore off his collar, revealing the tattoo that only they could see, "Is it because of this?"
"Chenyang, baby... what do you want?" Situ Jue wanted to get closer, but he didn't dare to move.
Chen Yang sneered a few times, bent down to pick up the shattered glass shards, and fleeting cruelty flashed in his eyes.
"What are you going to do?" Situ Jue reached out to grab it, but Chen Yang pressed the glass shards against his neck.
"Don't move, don't come over." The edge of the shards of glass was scratched, and a trace of bright red oozes from the finger, which touched the tattoo on the neck, and soon a cut was made on the neck.
Situ Jue was terribly frightened by Chen Yang, begging for forgiveness like a bewildered child, but didn't dare to go forward, so he could only coax him over and over again.
"I know I can't die, and I also know that this kind of injury is nothing. You just need to wave your hand, and there won't even be a trace of it. However, you can heal this skin. heart?"
After speaking, Chen Yang intensified the force, and the original small scratch instantly turned into a bloody mouth.
"You're crazy!" With a flick of Situ Jue's fingertips, the shards of glass in Chen Yang's hand flew out of his hand. Situ Jue clenched his wrist and roared angrily and distressedly while checking his mouth.
"You can punish me however you want, but why do you want to hurt yourself?" As Chen Yang said, without blinking, Chen Yang's wound healed without a trace, only the light blue silk There were still bright red marks on the nightgown.
Chen Yang spread his hands and looked at the wound that healed quickly, but couldn't find a trace of injury, as if nothing happened just now.
"Situ Jue, you can save me once, but can you save me a thousand times or ten thousand times? What if I do the same thing every day? For endless years, would you really be willing to face me like this every day?" Crazy life? No, right? Or are you going to tie me up and immobilize me? Which one do you want?"
"Don't say it, please don't say it." Situ Jue has really been driven to a desperate situation by Chen Yang now, he knows that Chen Yang will definitely do what he says, and he will really do this every day in the future Torturing himself like this, but this is not torturing him, it is clearly punishing Situ Jue, the inner Ling Chi is far more painful than this physical pain.
"Baby, tell me, what exactly do you want?"
"Can I do whatever I want?"
Situ Jue closed his eyes and nodded heavily.
"Terminate the contract, I want to terminate the contract."
"What?" Situ Jue was taken aback for a while, although he had prepared himself for this, but when Chen Yang said it, he still couldn't accept it.
"Can you cancel the contract? Let everything go back to the original point, back to the beginning, we have no intersection, even if I lose everything or even... die, can we cancel the contract? Situ Jue, I beg you, please let me go." Right! I once loved you too, and gave you physical and spiritual happiness, didn’t I? Just take it as a little compensation for me, let’s make a difference!”
Happiness in body and mind... What a shortened sentence, release the contract, release the imprisonment, as compensation, return your freedom, one difference and two lenient... Chenyang, this is what you have always wanted, Situ Jue said nothing, slow down Slowly walked to the edge of the bed and sat down. These few steps seemed to have exhausted all the strength in his body. He rubbed his dry and broad palms on his face, unable to conceal the exhausted expression on his face.
Chen Yang pleaded again, "You said you would promise me everything, but I only have this request, you..."
"it is good."
"What did you say?" Chen Yang wasn't sure if he really heard it just now, or if Situ Jue's words meant what he guessed.
"I said... I promise you, we will terminate the contract, and I will follow you." Situ Jue finished the sentence with a sob.
He really agreed?Chen Yang looked at the man in front of him in disbelief.
"Baby, if you win, I will terminate the contract with you." Situ Jue hooked his fingers weakly, and wrapped Chen Yang in his arms, "Don't move, baby, let me hug you, I promised you that's okay." Is it? Let me give you a hug."
Chen Yang could feel that Jue Situ was trembling. He didn't have much hope for rescinding the contract, but he didn't expect Jue Situ to actually agree. Was he scared by himself?Or he was really tired just like himself.
Situ Jue hugged Chen Yang tightly until he calmed down a little.
"Baby, I promise you, can you promise me one thing too?"
"what?"
Situ Jue stood up, held Chen Yang's cheek and looked at it carefully, as if looking at a beloved treasure.
"Stay with me for three more days, three days will be fine. After three days, we will officially terminate the contract. I will never appear in front of you again, never again."
three days?After three days it's all over?Really... never in my life again?
The long-lost sunshine is finally about to pierce the dark clouds, the long-awaited freedom!But at the same time of joy, there is also a loss that cannot be concealed.
Situ Jue's dim eyes were imprinted in Chen Yang's eyes, and there was a trace of resentment and reluctance in his heart. This man was like a discarded pet, begging for the last trace of mercy in front of him.
"Okay, I promise you."
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I've been too busy these days, so the update is a little late. I'm going on a business trip tomorrow, and I've been sorting out the materials. I suddenly remembered that I haven't updated it today... Khan! ! !
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