Chapter 112
Chapter 112
As night fell, courtyard No. [-] was silent.
The flowers and plants in the courtyard have sprouted, swaying boredly in the evening wind.
The breeze brushed Situ Jue's lazy shawl and curly hair, and he walked slowly across the green grass with heavy steps. He held a cigarette in his left hand and put his right hand in his pocket. He stood like a stone statue in the courtyard. Under the moonlight, this slender figure appeared Very lonely.
His heart hadn't been so empty for a long time. The day when the relationship between the three generations ended was when his heart died, but that face so similar to Gu Xi broke the dead silence again.
At one time, he thought it was a gift from God to him, and returned his Gu Xi to him, but all of this was Nankeyimeng after all.
It was Chen Yang who woke up first, but he himself was unwilling to come out of this beautiful dream. He monitored everything about him in a place where Chen Yang could not see, and solved his problems for him in the way he thought was right. But now it seems that it is really wrong.
This resolute man frowned, and his deep eyes were full of disappointment and frustration.
He is the lonely soul that has been forgotten in the haste of time. Even though the stars are changing, he is still tall and firm, handsome and extraordinary, but the devastated heart has long since withered from the inside.
From the first time he saw that immature face 13 years ago, he was looking forward to Chen Yang growing up, waiting for him to come to him one day.
When I first met him, I was still sober to him, because it was just similar in shape, like a shadow cast by Gu Xi, and in many things, Gu Xi was different from Chen Yang, for a while, he even hated Chen Yang a little She has the same face as Gu Xi.
His Gu Xi is such a bright young man, he is totally different from Chen Yang who is timid and weak, but it is such a person that gradually makes him interested and likes him a little bit.
Situ Jue stubbornly believed that he would only fall in love with Gu Xi in his life, and that he was good to Chen Yang only because he had a face that resembled Gu Xi. He still thought so after Chen Yang discovered the truth, and now Calm down, these days when Chen Yang is not around, he thinks a lot about whether he really has a little affection for Chen Yang.
In a person's day, he has enough time to think about this problem.
Recalling the details of him and Chen Yang, and still remembering their kiss on the Ferris wheel, thinking about it, the corners of his mouth couldn't help but curl up.
"Baby, I think, I really like you..."
He was reclining on the swing, his two long legs with no place to rest were hanging on the armrests, the last time he lay down like this was with Chen Yang.
At that time, Chen Yang was obediently nestling in his arms, and the two of them were talking the most beautiful love words and doing the most intimate things, "Baby, I miss you."
These days, Situ Jue tried his best to suppress the irritability in his body, holding back the desire to bring people back, but tonight he couldn't control it anymore. Chen Yang was not Gu Xi's substitute, but someone he really liked. .
One of the people in 608 was forcibly taken home, and the other was detained at home. In the dormitory of the four, only Chen Yang and Xiao Hui were left, and the atmosphere was unprecedentedly oppressive and dull.
Xiaohui is on the phone every day, hoping to receive a call from Ah Wei, but no one answers the call, and he can't wait for a call.
"Brother Hui, is there still no news about Awei?"
"Well, I can't get in touch."
Chen Yang and Xiao Hui lay on the bed, each having their own concerns.
"It's getting late, let's rest! I'm going to turn off the lights." Chen Yang got up to turn off the lights, but the moment he touched the switch, he threw himself into a familiar embrace.
"Baby, come home with me!" Situ Jue appeared out of nowhere, stood in front of Chen Yang, and hugged him into his arms.
Chen Yang leaned against his chest, looking at him conspicuously. The feeling of the sudden invasion of his territory made him very uncomfortable. He tried his best to break free from Situ Jue's arms, and said angrily, "You've gone too far."
Xiaohui was also startled when he heard Situ Jue's voice, and hurriedly got up from the bed, just in time to see Situ Jue holding Chen Yang's wrist and pulling him into his arms.
Situ Jue glanced at Xiao Hui, turned around with his arms around Chen Yang and disappeared.
"Ah!" Xiaohui's scream came from 608, Xiaohui lost sleep completely that night.
Back to the familiar place again, this domineering man completely angered Chen Yang.
"Why do you always do this? Do you never consider other people's feelings when you do anything?"
Situ Jue stepped forward and pushed the man against the corner of the wall, held Chen Yang's cheek, kissed his forehead reluctantly, and said softly, "I'm sorry, baby, I miss you so much, I can't control myself."
Chen Yang showed a wry smile, what's the use of resisting?No matter what he did, it would be futile to face such a powerful man as Situ Jue. He looked at Situ Jue with a sad expression. The man in front of him with eyes full of affection seemed ironic to him.
"Stop acting. Are you trying to trick me with sweet words again? No need, just do what you want, and I can't resist."
"No, I'm not acting, I really miss you."
Chen Yang smiled sarcastically, "Miss me? Miss me for what? Go to bed with me? Yes, can you let me go after sleeping?" Chen Yang wanted to deliberately provoke Situ Jue, and began to take off his clothes.
Situ Jue pressed his hand, shook his head, hesitantly hesitated to speak, and begged, "Don't do that, that's not what I meant."
"What does that mean? Don't say that you really like me, love me and so on, no need, I don't care anymore."
"Now it's true that no matter what I do, you don't believe it?" Situ Jue pinched Chen Yang's chin, and the two of them pressed their foreheads against each other. From this distance, they could clearly feel each other's breath.
After a few seconds, Chen Yang spoke again, "Yes."
"You..." Situ Jue felt his qi and blood surge up, and it exploded again in an instant. The force he pinched Chen Yang's chin suddenly became heavier. Chen Yang frowned in pain, and Si Tu Jue quickly loosened his grip on him. Discouraged and lowered his head, he hugged Chen Yang again after a while, stroked his back as before, choked up and said, "Please, don't treat me like this, what do you need to believe me?"
Chen Yang sneered, and said in a tone without the slightest warmth: "Is this necessary?"
"Yes, of course, you don't know how important you are to me."
"Because I look like Gu Xi?" Chen Yang's every word was like a spear piercing Situ Jue's heart.
Situ Jue hurriedly explained: "No, no, that's not the case." Situ Jue hugged the person in his arms tightly, as if he would disappear as soon as he let go, "I admit, I did treat you as him at first, I'm sorry for you, but now I find that I really like you, it has nothing to do with anyone, it's just because of you, Chenyang, baby, you believe me, come back to me, and give me another chance , I will treat you better than before, I will, I will give you everything, as long as it is what you want, I can give you."
"is it?"
"Yes."
Chen Yang hugged Situ Jue's neck and looked at him with a half-smile, "I only have one request."
"You said, as long as you don't leave me, I will promise you any conditions."
Chen Yang shook his head, "Then I have nothing to say, I just want to be free."
"Does being with me make you so uncomfortable? I know you hate me, but I can't let go. There are my restrictions everywhere in this room, and you can't get out of the gate of time and space. You can only stay with me." Together."
"You want to imprison me?"
"You...you can understand it that way."
Chen Yang didn't say a word, and stared at the strange man in front of him without moving.
They fell into a stalemate again. The eyes of the two were like two beasts competing with each other in the dark night. The irritable blood churned in Situ Jue's body, and a hot feeling spread to all limbs in an instant.
Reason was swallowed by desire, and the thought of confining people by his side drove Situ Jue crazy.
Violence filled the entire bedroom, and Situ Jue's clenched fists were bruised, as if he could crush the person in front of him in the next second, but how could he be willing?The fist hit the wall hard, and a deep hole was punched out of the wall. The fallen wall ash stained Situ Jue's scratched fist, mixed with a trace of bright red.
"Your hand is injured, go to Amu to bandage it for you!"
"It's okay." What is the injury on his hand? Compared with the injury in his heart, it is an invisible and intangible pain. He endured countless heart-piercing days and nights alone.
"Whatever you want!" Chen Yang passed Situ Jue and wanted to go out while speaking.
"You~ really don't love me?"
Chen Yang replied without expression: "I don't love you anymore, so don't force me to hate you."
Not in love anymore?He said he doesn't love me anymore?Situ Jue just felt so heartbroken, it's impossible, he was talking angry.
"No, you have me in your heart, otherwise we wouldn't..."
Chen Yang raised the corners of his mouth, stroked Situ's eyebrows, and said with a smile: "Last night, hehe...Since I can't resist, why can't I force myself to cater to it? This way everyone gets what they need, and if you want in the future, I will still I can cooperate, so, can you let me go, can you?" Chen Yang said and laughed, a tear slipped from the corner of his eyes, those bright eyes were filled with intertwined love and hate, burning so much that Situ Jue didn't dare to look at him.
"That's enough, don't talk anymore," Situ Jue slowly got up from Chen Yang's body, covered his face and choked up, unable to say a word for a long time.
This is my own retribution!Situ Jue, you deserve it!At the beginning, I said that Chen Yang didn't dare to admit his feelings for him, so he caused such a thing as Zuo Sisi, what about you?It's not the same as treating someone as a substitute but loving without knowing it. Now I can see clearly, but they don't want you anymore.
Chen Yang wiped away his tears, stood up and climbed up Si Tujue's neck, like a vine growing from hell, and said with a smile, "If you just want someone who looks like Gu Xi, then I don't care", he attached To Situ Jue's ear, "If I need to cooperate, I don't mind, but in exchange, I need freedom" even if it is a short period of freedom.
As if a pot of cold water had poured Situ Jue from head to toe, the person he loved was using this method to force himself to let go. What made him more uncomfortable than resistance was not caring.
Chen Yang would rather be crushed by him against his will than turn back. Could it be that there is really no way to turn back?
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