Chapter 109 I'm a Substitute 3
Chapter 109 I'm a Substitute 3
Chen Yang attributed everything that happened to his bad relationship with Situ Jue.
When they came out of the small restaurant, the four of them were silent. Too many things had happened in the past few days. A disaster without any warning came by air, and they were caught off guard.
Awei and Xiaohui, who had just confirmed their relationship, were hit hard two days after their happy days. Danzi was inexplicably broken up because of Chen Yang and Situ Jue's affairs. The stand-in was forced to bear Situ Jue's good and bad.
What is the problem?
Back in the dormitory, Chenyang opened his chair and began to write the review without saying a word. Danzi cursed irritably while changing his wet clothes. He didn't understand why he got involved in the dispute for no reason.
"I've provoked someone. A bunch of idiots say I'm gay. Is Wen Xiaojun out of his mind? Just believe what people say? It's been a year, and she doesn't know anything about my virtues? Break up if you say break up, Cut it, share it, I have money and good looks, but I can't find a woman? Tomorrow I will find a girlfriend who is ten times prettier than her."
"Okay, stop scolding, let's think about the [-]-word self-criticism that will be handed in tomorrow morning!" Ah Wei patted Danzi's shoulder and comforted him, took the pen and paper, walked to the bedside and lifted Xiaohui who was lying on the bed. Pick it up, "Brother Hui, don't lie down, get up quickly and write a review, it will be handed in tomorrow morning."
Xiaohui tossed and turned twice on the bed and was dragged up resentfully, "Awei, help me write."
"What?" The corner of Ah Wei's mouth twitched slightly, looking at Xiao Hui who was blinking and acting like a baby at him, he wanted to refuse but couldn't say it.
Taking advantage of Ah Wei's hesitation, Xiao Hui put his arms around his arm and said coquettishly, "How about it, boyfriend, just write it for me, a [-]-word self-criticism, I'm going to kill me."
Awei hissed, and opened Xiaohui's hand finger by finger, and Xiaohui's face suddenly collapsed, "Don't write down, when we were fighting just now, I said that I would protect my wife, even a little If you don’t even write the review, why do you want it? Okay, I’ll write it myself, huh!”
"Hey, I didn't say no to writing! I'll write, can't I write?" Ah Wei hastily grabbed Xiaohui's wrist, and leaned closer and said treacherously, "Are you admitting that she is my wife?"
Xiaohui's heart skipped a beat, as if he had been tricked.
Awei asked persistently, "Do you know what my wife is going to do?" Awei took the opportunity to touch Xiaohui's slender waist, "I'm waiting to collect interest..."
"……"what's the situation?When Xiaohui came to his senses, Awei had already sat aside and wrote a review happily, so he sold himself to Awei like this?Daughter-in-law...meaning, Xiaohui subconsciously clutched his chrysanthemum tightly, and cursed angrily in his heart: Rogue!
After Chen Yang wrote the three words of self-criticism on the letterhead, he stopped writing. What is the self-criticism?I review that I shouldn't like my boss, Tujue, I shouldn't provoke my boss, I review that I shouldn't let my roommate get involved with me... I should have died in the car accident 13 years ago.
"I'm going out for a walk." Chen Yang threw down his pen and slammed the door restlessly.
"He seems a little out of sorts today."
"It's not a little, it's very."
"Do you know why?"
"I don't know. He suddenly appeared this morning without his coat on. The clothes on his body are still mine."
"No wonder I look familiar."
"Could he be arguing with Brother Jue?"
"Uh, it's possible."
"What's the matter! Our dormitory stepped on some kind of thunder, and it exploded all at once."
"No, at least Xiaohui and I are together."
"Ah Wei, you're fucking underwhelmed, aren't you? I just fell out of love, you two better not get bored in front of me, be careful that I can't help kicking you to death." Danzi lowered his head and wrote a review, scratching his ears and cheeks.
"Haha... Virtue." Awei quietly leaned up to Xiaohui and sucked him on the face, feeling extremely beautiful in his heart, there was a kind of feng shui turn, and his single dog finally turned around and felt refreshed.
The wind on the roof was very strong. Chen Yang leaned on the railing and looked down. At this moment, his mind went blank. Looking at the stars in the distance, he suddenly had an urge to jump down.
"Baby, it's so windy that you'll catch a cold." Situ Jue appeared out of nowhere, and pulled him into his arms from behind as he spoke, wrapping Chen Yang into his warm embrace with his large coat.
Chen Yang turned his head away, rejecting Situ Jue's kiss.
Situ Jue rested his chin on Chen Yang's shoulder, and whispered, "Baby, come home with me obediently!"
go home?Hehe... Is it still my home?
I used to really regard Courtyard No. [-] as my home, but the truth shattered everything I thought. It was not my home, and there was no one who really loved me.
"You go, I won't go back with you." Chen Yang tried to break free from Situ Jue's restraint, but Situ Jue hugged him even tighter.
"I know you hate me, and I don't want to pretend to be a grandson in front of you anymore. I, Situ Jue, am a jerk, I admit it." Situ Jue turned Chen Yang to face him, and continued to wrap his coat in his arms Li, "Chenyang, come back with me, you know, even if you refuse, I can take you away and keep you by my side forever, as long as you stay with me, I can satisfy you whatever you want .”
Chen Yang looked at Situ Jue with a wry smile, and was silent for a while before slowly opening his mouth, "Situ Jue, I know you have that ability, even if I go to the ends of the earth, you can take me back, but why do you? I'm not Gu Xi, I don't want to be his substitute, you don't love me, why do you insist on forcing me to stay by your side?"
Chen Yang gripped Situ Jue's collar tightly, and said word by word, "I loved you once, I did love you very much before I knew I was a double, but now, it's over between us, please, give me back. Freedom? If I thought I owed you something at the beginning, but now, I really don’t think so. Your goodness is not for me. It’s an accident that we are together, so there is really no need for each other. I am entangled, I am tired, and you are also tired, right?"
Situ Jue leaned against the back of Chen Yang's head, and kissed him hard on the lips, "I'm not tired, baby, you said you don't want to be his substitute, I can make myself fall in love with you, give me How about some time?"
"Enough!" Chen Yang didn't know where the strength came from, and pushed Situ Jue away.
"Situ Jue, don't you think it's ridiculous to say these things? You didn't decide to love me until now?" Chen Yang smiled and wiped away a tear from the corner of his eyes, "Your love is too precious, I can't afford it, No need."
Why do you say this, what does it mean to fall in love with yourself, is everything before that false?Is the intimacy and beauty between us all fake?
Situ Jue, even though you are Gu Xi in your heart and eyes, the one who spends time with you day and night and cuddles with you on the bed is me, it's me, Chen Yang!
Chen Yang felt that the position of his heart was stabbed sharply, and there were bursts of throbbing pain. It turns out that the heartache is like this, and it is really unbearable.
Seeing Chen Yang squatting on the ground covering his face in pain, Situ Jue's heart was also pulled violently. In the past, he only regarded the person in front of him as a substitute for Gu Xi, and he was kind to him because of Gu Xi. Of course he was living in his dream.
Now that Chen Yang is about to leave him, Situ Jue is getting more and more flustered. His Gu Xi is gone, and Chen Yang doesn't want him anymore. Why can't he catch anyone he desperately wants to keep?
Situ Jue squatted on one knee in front of Chen Yang, caressing Chen Yang's brows and eyes, the tears dripping from Chen Yang burned his heart, "I'm sorry!", Situ Jue hugged him in his arms, no matter what Chen Yang did No resistance.
"What are you going to do to let go?"
"Don't let go, never let go, I will love you, soon, don't leave me."
Chen Yang just thought it was ridiculous, probably Situ Jue didn't even know what he was talking about!
"How long have you been in love with Gu Xi?" Chen Yang looked at Situ Jue like a joke, and Situ Jue's starry eyes instantly darkened, "I've been in love for a long time, right? Someone told me that you loved the third generation, the third generation Ah Situ Jue, you are so in love. Even if he is gone, you will still fall in love with me who is similar to him. Should I praise you for being infatuated, or are you stupid? You have loved him for so long and can't let go. Now you say you can learn to love me, if you can really love someone other than him, then you won’t provoke me in the first place, so, are you trying to deceive me or deceive yourself? "
Situ Jue lowered his hand weakly, and staggered a few steps back, yes, one Gu Xi was enough to keep him dreaming, would he really fall in love with others?After all, when you say this, you are deceiving yourself!
Want to let go?Let go of this face that perfectly overlaps with Gu Xi, after letting go of him, where will I find someone so similar to Gu Xi.
His Gu Xi is gone, if Chen Yang is not around, what is the point of living in the boundless years, what is the point of giving up everything to make a deal with Guixu back then.
"Let's go! Let's all be calm and calm. If you have the slightest liking for me or the slightest bit of guilt in your heart, then I beg you not to appear in front of me for the time being, okay?"
Situ Jue resisted the urge to take people away, and told himself over and over again not to do this, clenching his fists tightly and relaxing them again.
Chen Yang looked at Situ Jue, whose eyes were full of complicated emotions, and felt his throat tighten, wondering what this man would do in the next second.
The expected rage didn't come, Situ Jue pinched his neck and stroked his cheek, "I'm sorry."
The beast controlled its anger and held the rose tightly in its hand, for fear of accidentally bending it, but the damned desire would rather watch the rose wither in its hand than put it into dust and mud.
The author has something to say:
If the attack is not scumbag, it will come back later... However, it is indeed quite paranoid, but there is a reason, which will be explained later
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