born to owe you

Chapter 39

"Ah Jing~, the past three years since I left, I have had a very bad time. Getting married was a choice I had no choice but to make. Whether it was for my family, my company or those who have nothing to do with you, you have no responsibilities. Don't worry about it, I made you lose too much. I don't have the face to explain all this to you, I am sorry for you! I made you suffer, I... (choking sound) These more than 800 days and nights, I know you It’s not easy, I’m afraid to make you angry and disappoint you again, I restrain myself from seeing you, I don’t repent every single day, I...”

Nian Youfeng blurred the wound in his mouth and tried to use a short sentence, a word, and a word with a clear voice, placing the emphasis on describing the pain of his lover, and slowly conveying his helplessness in a gentle, soft and uncomfortable tone. Suffering, the effect of this kind of wording is the most touching Tian Huaijing, people can't help but understand from his perspective, and at the same time, it seems to get a hint from his words that he keeps his own pain in his heart.

This is an intimate ironing mode opened between lovers who share the same heart. Tian Huaijing has a stubborn face, but his heart is soft and receptive. For a long time, the painful longing of being understood by the lover is suddenly felt guilty by the person who hates because of love. Treated and satisfied, love to the point where only a confession of love from Xiao lover will turn the tables.The narrow nature of love fascinates Tian Huaijing, who suddenly became hot. He is the only person in the world who understands himself so well. The feeling of dependence and love born from this understanding suddenly sprouts from inside and outside, making Tian Huaijing The deeply hidden inferiority complex was re-verified by Nian Youfeng. The hints given by Nian Youfeng to Tian Huaijing gave Tian Huaijing the most suitable self-awareness and emotional needs that have been empty and unreliable. It seems that he is the only one in this world who can resonate with him infinitely , At this moment, the sense of security is more important than harm, absorbing the temperature of staying by my side, I froze and did not move.

Time gradually flowed slowly, and Nian Youfeng felt Tian Huaijing's softening, slowly and firmly hugging his gradually inclined angle, and gently laying down on the bed, one foot straddled his lap and leaned down , with Bobo's flowing affection in his eyes, he stopped whispering, and looked into his astonished black pupils that had just realized what had happened.

"You..." Tian Huaijing didn't finish his sentence, and Nian Youfeng looked at him for three seconds, as if to say, Ah Jing~, quickly buried him in his neck, sucked and gnawed hard, and gently pressed his lower body against him of.

"Uh~, what are you doing? Don't!!" Tian Huaijing obviously felt the change in the other party, and wanted to push away, so he could push up and lightly. Through a thin layer of shirt, he lost weight and lost weight, and his muscles were no longer as hard as before. His heart moved even more, this person cared so much about his strong body, but maybe his day and night were turned upside down, how did he spend every day?He didn't break free, and he was still covered firmly like an iron tower.To push or not to push, Tian Huaijing thought for a while, but he hadn't thought about what to do with himself, Nian Youfeng took the other leg that was standing on the ground and went to bed, lay down in a very low space, and quickly and gently pressed Huai Jing's bulging stomach dropped three layers of weight.

"!!!" Tian Huaijing immediately pushed down his waist with both hands, Nian Youfeng raised his head and asked, "What? Did it hurt you?" His eyes lowered as if to look there, and said, "Ah Jing, you have a child Now, you can give birth again, I'm very happy...what's yours is mine...don't think too much, I don't mind..." Still staring softly like water.

"You go down!!" Tian Huaijing shouted in a low voice with red neck.

Nian Youfeng immediately surrendered and said, "Okay, I won't hold you down." Then he turned over and lay on Tian Huaijing's right side, with one hand across his neck and the other on his shoulder, kissing his ear and saying "Ah Jing, I also have a son." Tian Huaijing immediately turned his head, his body tensed up suddenly, he frowned and closed his eyes, resisting all over his body.

Nian Youfeng hurriedly explained, "I'm sorry! I'm sorry! Ah Jing! Every time I think of our child, I regret it very much, I really regret it..." Nian Youfeng watched him collapse and become tighter, trembling slightly, Hugged him tightly, and quickly shed tears and confessed, "I'm a bastard! I have no conscience! It's me who hurt you! I don't blame myself every day. Everything that happened in the past is because I am too selfish! I know I was wrong, I got it wrong...I'm sorry! I'm sorry!...Ah Jing..." Nian Youfeng said in tears, filled with remorse, and the heart-piercing pain suddenly enveloped the two who hugged tightly, Tian Huaijing didn't continue to collapse, co-authored His regret gradually cried out, and the two of them seemed to be more sad than anyone else. Nian Youfeng cried while talking. After a long time, his chest pulled some sore thorns that he couldn't breathe, his throat gasped lightly, and again Cough, cough, choked.Only then did Tian Huaijing recover from his grief, he suddenly struggled to put his hands on his head and asked, "How are you?"

His face was flushed from coughing, and he shook his head and choked, "Ahem, oh, it's okay, cough..."

I patted him on the back, settled my hand, and finally placed it on the other's chest and gave him a few strokes, then quickly flicked my hand again, keeping silent, hiding my entanglement, and listening to him continue to babble and regret.

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The old lover survived the grievance and regret of reminiscing the moment of separation together, Tian Huaijing didn't know how to put his hand away from Nian Youfeng's head.Unable to open his mouth, he finally asked with a bit of awkwardness about sending the other party away against his will, "What else do you have to say, after you finish speaking, hurry up and leave!"

After speaking, there was another wave of loss and discomfort, Nian Youfeng fell silent, looking at him shrunken with hurt eyes.At this moment when the enemy moved and I didn't move, Tian Huaijing's heart began to stir, his eyes were a little hesitant, and his heart fluttered and he was struggling.

After an unknown amount of time, Nian Youfeng didn't dare to sigh. There were only two uneven breathing sounds in the room.Nian Youfeng broke the deadlock again and said, "Ah Jing, now I know that children are so cute and cute. They are the best gifts from heaven. I want to take good care of you. People and things come to hinder us, as long as you are willing, I want our child, I dream of it! Let's be together again, okay?" Nian Youfeng prayed in his heart, promise me, promise me, promise me... …with more effort and gentleness, he kissed Tian Huaijing, whose breathing was unstable, eyes closed, and eyelashes trembling constantly.

The last obsession in Tian Huaijing's heart was shaken, he broke away from him, jumped up stupidly, knelt on the bed, cried and yelled, "Nian Youfeng! You bastard! What did you do long ago!!!" This news can't be spread Go outside the cubicle.

"He's only seven months old and gone like that!"

"I didn't even have time to see it!"

"If you weren't so ruthless!"

"How could I lose him!"

"Do you know what he means to me?!"

"How can there be a father like you!"

"I can't figure it out, how can there be a father like you?!"

"Is that my only child?! You never asked him if he was okay, did he do well?!"

"You said it nicely, how did you ever love him?!"

"Others say you love me and love you, why have you ever treated me sincerely?! You don't love me at all, let alone him!!"

"Nian Youfeng, ask yourself, and say it with your conscience! Tell me clearly! Have you ever given your heart?! Have you?!!!!" Tian Huaijing went all out, questioning his veins twitching, his eyes fierce, his voice anger.

Nian Youfeng sat staring at him with wide-eyed shock, and after recovering, he shook his head and denied, "I'm wrong! I'm an asshole! I shouldn't! I think too much about you! I didn't know it would cause such a big harm to you. Hurt, I regret it! Regret! I used to be willful and selfish, sorry, Ah Jing, I know I was wrong, you can’t think like that, I love you!..."

"Woo..." Anger at the regret of the prodigal son's turning back caused Tian Huaijing to burst into tears and unwillingness to pour out. After holding it in for too long, Tian Huaijing couldn't help but lose control again, and punched him on the right cheek. The two fell sideways on the bed together. Seeing him limp and crying on top of him, Nian Youfeng quickly turned over and took him into his arms.

The atmosphere changed from fierce to soft. At this time, Sai Jieshi came, smiling and asking the beautiful nurse on duty how his wife was doing today. Maybe I slept too much during the day and couldn't sleep at night and stayed up late.A relative came to visit in the morning. He just went to get the medicine and thought he would be gone by now. He was pushing a cart to enter the door to prepare for today's routine injection. Sai Jieshi stepped forward to open the door in a very gentlemanly way, like a fancy lady.

As soon as he entered the door, he found Tian Huaijing choking and sobbing softly. After the two looked at each other in surprise, Sai Jieshi quickly stepped forward and opened the inner room door to have a look.

Seeing this, he was so angry that he wished for smoke from his seven orifices, and his head exploded instantly.My heart hurts, my chest sucks hard, my heart is missing!

The wife is snuggling in the arms of her old lover, choking with sadness, that love is sincere and not fake at all.What is this scenario? !Fucking old love rekindled? !

Nian Youfeng!His mother's ghost is still lingering, and he dared to find this place to seduce my wife!Despicable, shameless and dirty!Under my nose, I want to hide Chen Cang in the dark! ! □□Ancestors!I can't fucking spare you! !

Wife, he can't be provoked, damn it!Silly wife!This is Gong's scheming, if you are sure, you will do better!Mom's!Fuck me!Am I treating you badly?You love him that much? ! !As soon as he sniffed, he felt wronged and jealous at the same time, the attack he was about to make was not serious, and resentment took the upper hand all at once.

Sai Jieshi was angry with the two of them at the same time, the air pressure suddenly calmed down, without a moment's hesitation, he rushed forward to separate the two of them, before pulling Nian Youfeng up completely, he punched him in the face, and the opponent fell off the bed On the ground, Nian Youfeng covered his face and got up vigilantly to defend himself.Before asking Qingtian Huaijing who came, afraid that he would blame him, Nian Youfeng skillfully dodged and dodged, while stretching his neck to look at Tian Huaijing, hoping to get instructions from his face or mouth.

Tian Huaijing was shocked, tears were still on his face, his premonition became stronger and stronger, and he was worried that his emotions would magnify, and he suddenly felt bad!He couldn't say anything, he was a little anxious, moved his lips, let out a sound, and his head was in chaos.What is appropriate? !stop fighting? !That would only make Sai Jieshi angrier and beat him harder, and he would not let go. He must think that he was afraid of hurting Nian Youfeng.

The beautiful nurse came in with a cart and saw this scene, what's going on?Caught in bed! ! !A little frightened, seeing that Sai Jieshi's posture and behavior seemed to be unbearable, he didn't have time to think more about complaining, so he hurriedly withdrew to inform people and called the security guard.