Beginning without end

Chapter 122

Song Bai grew up so big, not to mention hitting him, even Lu Fu couldn't bear to speak a little harsher to him.

Song Bai was stunned by this slap, he raised his hand and put it on the side of the face that was slapped blankly, his cold hand touched the hot sore spot, the sensitive face shrank, and the numb mind was paralyzed.

Lu Fucheng pursed his lips tightly, his trembling hands were tightly clenched into fists, finally unable to say a word, he staggered back half a step, then turned around and walked away without hesitation.

The image of his back revealed the most unbearable pain in Song Bai's heart. Song Bai subconsciously stood up and ran after Lu Fucheng, his vocal cords were cut like knives, and his voice was like weeping blood: "Brother, brother..."

Lu Fucheng gritted his teeth and didn't even look back.

Song Bai rushed over from behind and tightly hugged Lu Fucheng's waist, his arms were trembling because of too much force, he almost broke down and cried bitterly: "I was wrong, brother, I know I was wrong, I can't do it anymore , I quit, I will never smoke again..."

Lu Fucheng opened Song Bai's fingers one by one. When Song Bai's hands were empty, the crying stopped. He was a little stunned, and his voice was very low: "You don't want me?"

Lu Fucheng turned to look at him, his eyes were cold: "You have always been like this, just because I am soft-hearted to you, you think I will not hurt or feel sad? You dare to abuse yourself like this in front of me, don't you just do it again? Don't you want me to control you? Why do you have the face to cry? "

Song Bai's face turned pale, his legs softened and he knelt down on the ground.

Lu Fucheng subconsciously stretched out his left hand to pull him, but Song Bai gently held his fingertips that had been burned by cigarette butts, stretched out his tongue and licked it meekly, Lu Fucheng was shocked, and Song Bai smiled strangely and coquettishly.

"Let me guess, did you see the video?" Song Bai sat on the ground, tilting his head to look at Lu Fucheng, who should have been innocent and innocent, but at this moment it made people feel so creepy: "Otherwise you wouldn't be so impulsive , you beat me because you thought I was disgusting and cheap."

Lu Fucheng frowned, shivering in the cold wind, he didn't want Song Bai to continue to make trouble so stubbornly: "We'll talk about it when we go home."

Song Bai stood up slowly, and suddenly stretched out his hand to wrap Lu Fucheng's neck tightly, and kissed him with a desperate vigor.

Lu Fucheng's pupils shrank suddenly, Song Bai's lips were soft, but it was too cold, and it reached Lu Fucheng's heart.He suddenly felt powerless to struggle, because he felt Song Bai's despair, as well as pain, deep, deep pain.

"Ah Bai, let me go..." Lu Fucheng gently stroked Song Bai's thin back.

Song Bai didn't want to hear anything, and stubbornly rubbed against Lu Fucheng with his tongue and teeth.

Suddenly Lu Fucheng's body froze, and he dodged Song Bai's kiss in embarrassment: "Ah Bai, Ah Bai let go!"

Before Song Bai could react, he heard Lu Fucheng almost tremble: "Your father saw it..."

Song Bai was stupefied, and he slowly let go of the arm that was wrapping around Lu's neck, forgetting how he had the courage to turn around. Five or six meters away, a thin and slightly The stooped man stood there motionless carrying an army green canvas bag full of lesson plans and exercise books.

The night was too dark, and Lu Fucheng didn't see anyone until he set foot in this place where there were some street lights.

The three of them forgot to move, and it wasn't until Song Huafeng walked over step by step that Lu Fucheng came back to his senses. His instinctive movements quickly protected Song Bai behind him: "Teacher Song..."

Song Huafeng's footsteps suddenly quickened, and he walked straight in front of the two of them, trying hard to pull Lu Fucheng away.

"Mr. Song, don't be impulsive, please, don't blame Abai, don't blame him." Lu Fucheng firmly blocked Song Bai: "Mr. Song, you beat me, it's my fault, it's all my fault."

Song Huafeng's eyes were so wide open, like a dying fish thirsty for water, the eyeballs were red, as if they were about to fall out.His only son, having sex with his favorite student from childhood!

Song Huafeng raised the bag full of books high, passed Lu Fucheng to hit Song Bai, but Lu Fucheng blocked them all, the hard edges and corners of the book hit Lu Fucheng's eyes, and a lot of tears flowed out from the severe pain.

"Mr. Song, I was the one who brought Abai down. It was me. I bullied Abai because he was young and didn't understand anything. I forced him. It was me..." Lu Fucheng said with a choked voice, "Don't be angry. No..." He wanted to say no more, no future, and corrected his mistakes.But Song Bai suddenly raised his head.

His Ah Bai is very timid, and he is most afraid of his father, but he raised his head behind his back: "I like Lu Fucheng, I'm gay, so what?"

Song Bai sneered: "I want Lu Fucheng to be with me in heaven and earth, and I will rely on his soft heart to seduce him and be responsible for me after going to bed. Dad, if you have the time to beat me, why don't you go to Uncle Lu for me first?" Are you apologizing to Aunt Wei? You feel a little comforted when you hear Lu Fucheng make a mistake?"

Song Bai had never been so fearless before, he took off his soft and docile coat, and felt as cold as a sharp knife coming out of his body.

Song Huafeng's hands trembled in anger, and he pointed at Song Bai's nose and scolded: "Why are you so shameless! I don't have a son like you, why don't you die clean!"

Song Bai smiled and said: "Don't make trouble, I know you want to save face, and you will really lose face when you disturb the neighbors and look down."

Song Bai said and pushed Lu Fucheng: "Go home early." Then he said to Song Huafeng, who was so angry that he couldn't speak: "Go back and deal with me slowly, don't tell Uncle Lu, Lu Fucheng didn't Wrong, Uncle Lu's heart can't take it either."

After Song Bai finished speaking, he walked ahead, entered the unit door and went upstairs.Song Huafeng didn't look at Lu Fucheng, and wanted to go up aggressively.

Lu Fucheng stopped him suddenly, and then knelt heavily under Song Huafeng's angry eyes: "Mr. Song, please don't embarrass him, I really..." Lu Fucheng couldn't continue, his eyes didn't know what it was Because of the reason for being beaten, I am still really sad, and the tears can't be stopped until now.

Song Huafeng was silent.

Lu Fucheng knocked his head loudly, Song Huafeng turned around and left quickly as if surprised, and finally said: "You go home, I'll talk to Song Bai, don't meddle in it."

Lu Fucheng stood like a wandering spirit for a long time before going upstairs. He stuck to the door of Song Bai's house and listened for a long time. There was no sound inside, and he couldn't hear anything. It was so quiet that what happened just now was just a terrible hallucination.

When Lu Fucheng pushed open the door of his own house, his parents had already rested. Xu Fei poked his head out from the bedroom and muttered softly, "I thought you went to Song Bai's house to sleep with him."

Lu Fucheng didn't speak, walked into the bedroom and locked the door.

"What's wrong with you? Your face is so ugly?" Xu Fei said in surprise, "What's wrong with your forehead and eyes?"

Lu Fucheng took off the only glove left, and the rough and ugly scars on his right hand were all exposed under the light. Lu Fucheng looked at his hand, and then slapped himself hard on his face.

"You fucking crazy! Fuck!" Xu Fei stopped him, "Tell me what's wrong!"

Lu Fucheng's eyes were red: "I hit him..."

"What else am I thinking about? If you hit me, I will hit it, and I won't owe it."

Lu Fucheng twitched the corner of his mouth: "His father found out about us."

Xu Fei was stunned.

"I'm really useless. When he and Ji Suiyun left, I was like a dog with a broken back. I knelt down on my knees and begged him, but he didn't look back when he left... I used to miss him very much." I’m like a pervert, squatting at the door of Ji Suiyun’s company every day, the only time I saw A Bai was when Ji Suiyun held his hand, and then helped him tidy up his scarf.” Lu Fucheng smiled like crying: “Actually, I’m sorry In other words, after Mr. Song found out that I had a relationship with Abai, this turned out to be the happiest moment of my time. Abai talked back to my father because of me. He didn’t let me take the responsibility. He said he liked me, he said he was gay So what..."

"But when Ah Bai left with Teacher Song, I still couldn't help it. I also knelt down to Teacher Song, but I couldn't solve anything. I couldn't even stand with Ah Bai. I really wanted to yell loudly. I must have him in my life, but I know that I am not the one who owns him now, so I can't be so selfish, Abai protects me because he is kind, and I can't make him really difficult."

Xu Fei looked at Lu Fucheng silently, his heart ached, the pain was severe.

"...Do you still love him? Even, even after watching that kind of video?" Xu Fei's voice choked up.When I was in the shopping mall today, Lu Fucheng felt that something was happening. After dinner and returning home in the evening, Lu Fucheng asked Xu Fei straightforwardly.But Xu Fei felt rebellious when he asked him, so he found out the video and pushed it in front of Lu Fucheng before going to take a bath.When he came out, Lu Fucheng was no longer at home.

"How can you not love?" Lu Fucheng's eyes slowly brought a trance smile: "You know, I followed my mother to see him as soon as he was born. The newborn children are all dark and wrinkled, but Ah Bai Bai Jing, I hugged him cautiously, and the little thing that didn’t even open his eyes actually smiled. Later, he grew up slowly, clinging to me all day long, appropriate and cute, he wanted to keep anything good for me, I couldn’t When I was with him, he waited in such a cute and distressing way, he would not get impatient after waiting for a long time, and he smiled so sweetly when he saw me."

"I don't even dare to ask for a lifetime for a little thing like my life. I just want him to be happy and have a good life."

Lu Fucheng said to Xu Fei: "Do you think I hit him because of the video? Actually no, I was angry that he hurt himself. When he was ignorant when he was a child, I taught him to have a degree in everything, no matter how much he likes someone, don't do it." There are hidden dangers and dangers for him, but he knows that Ji Suiyun's identity is so eye-catching, he is still willing, he is still willing to shoot such things..."

"I feel even more sorry for how he learned to smoke so proficiently. When he blew smoke rings at me, I almost didn't know him. How could it be like this..."

Xu Fei felt a piece of cold wetness on his face, he couldn't figure out how could such a villain who had no empathy and intention to pry the corner of the wall shed tears for other people's feelings?

Lu Fucheng was still pinching his right hand unconsciously, his body and mind were in pain at the same moment.

Xu Fei felt that he was being controlled by Cao, otherwise why would he have said what he thought was impossible to say: "...Actually, that video, maybe...he didn't shoot it willingly..."