Balancing

Chapter 41

Jian Ming regretted it, really regretted it.

He scolded himself in a circle in his heart, he shouldn't have come to Lu Heng's house, what was he thinking at the time, why did he agree by accident?Recalling it, yes, it seems to be Lu Heng's abnormal reaction, but we all know that it is abnormal, shouldn't we stay far away and keep a distance?After staying with this kid for a long time, it seems that the matter of thinking twice has disappeared from my dictionary.

Jian Ming stood at the main entrance, not daring to look directly at Lu Heng's eyes, which were burning with fire. He couldn't tell the difference between anger and desire/fire. He couldn't move where he was, as if he had always been like this, trying to break free from the other party's restraints, but his body uncontrollably wanted to get closer, wanting to absorb more touch.

He felt like he was going crazy.

When Lu Hengguang looked at Jian Ming like this, he had the urge to strip him of his clothes and pants and press him under him. The cold, arrogant and ascetic face in front of him even aroused his desire to give up restraint. Restrain it, he, Jian Ming, has already fixed the sex for them anyway, friends with benefits, you have to look like friends with benefits.

"Enter the house." This was the first time Lu Heng gave an order to Jian Ming, and the tone could not be refuted.

Jian Ming didn't move, "Lu Heng, stop making trouble, you are angry, please calm down."

"I said go into the house." Lu Heng couldn't hear what Jian Ming said, he only wanted to do one thing now, or he only wanted to do one person.

"Don't you want to know what happened three days ago? I'll tell you now..."

"Is there any point in saying this? We're just sex friends, aren't we? Just have fun, and I won't ask any more questions. Don't you want this, as you wish." Jian Ming didn't wait for the words in his mouth to finish. , Lu Heng interrupted roughly, and said something coldly that left Jian Ming speechless.

Jian Ming clenched his fists, gritted his molars, and squeezed out a few words from the back of his throat: "I'm going back." He was about to turn around.He wanted to endure it, but the other party pointed at him every word, and every word pierced his heart. He didn't want to stay in front of this man who had lost all reason for a minute.

Lu Heng couldn't believe his ears. He grabbed the arm in front of him tightly with one hand, and growled hoarsely, "Go back? What are you talking about? Are you kidding me?"

Jian Ming glanced at him with a livid face, "Do you know what you look like now?"

"what?"

"A male dog in heat."

Lu Heng's small eyes were wide open, and he didn't move for a moment, then he stared straight at Jian Ming, he was not a good-tempered person, if he offended him, he would retaliate with an eye.Since he was a child, he was also big, and no one dared to insult him so bluntly. The fire that was burning in Lu Heng's heart now seemed to be poured into a bucket full of gasoline, and it instantly started a prairie fire.He grabbed Jian Ming's waist with gravity, carried it on his shoulder, entered the bedroom, and threw it on the bed forcefully.

"A male dog, right? Okay, let me give you a taste of what it's like to be fucked by a male dog." As he spoke, he stepped forward and tore Jian Ming's clothes.

Jian Ming's struggle was useless in front of the little leopard who had gone mad at this moment.Seeing his clothes being ripped off one by one by Lu Heng until none of them hung up, a sense of humiliation that he had never felt before rushed to his forehead. "How dare you, why don't you stop..."

"You'll know if you dare to try it." Lu Heng pressed his waist to stop him from moving around.

Ten minutes ago, even if someone warned him, he didn't believe that he would fall into such a situation, or he didn't believe that Lu Heng would treat him like this at all.Although Lu Heng was often rough and irrational, he was always gentle with himself, but what happened now caused Jian Ming to subvert everything he knew.

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"...Said...is it comfortable? Ah, Mingming, answer me." Lu Heng didn't give up, it seemed that he would not deliver the goods until he heard a reply from Jian Ming.

"Stop... What nonsense?" Jian Ming forcefully spat out a few words.

Lu Heng leaned down, put his earlobe in his mouth, and bit him punitively. "Okay, no nonsense, I will work until you beg for mercy."

"Are you...enough?" Jian Ming wanted to struggle, but was restrained by Lu Heng even more forcefully, expanding the territory...

Facts have proved that Lu Heng's physical strength and energy cannot be underestimated. This battle lasted for two and a half hours from the beginning to the aftermath. From dawn to dusk, Jian Ming didn't know when he passed out. At that time, the sky was also dark, and his whole body was in pain, including his stomach. He would rather pass out again than experience this feeling for one more minute.

When he was dizzy, Lu Heng had cleaned him inside and out, and washed himself clean. While waiting for Jian Ming to wake up, his sanity returned at a rocket speed, and the more he returned, the more he was afraid that Jian Ming would wake up.Are you a beast?How did you make people faint?

"Water..Give me water.." These were the first words Jian Ming said when he woke up.

Lu Heng came to his senses, hurriedly went to the kitchen to get a bottle of water, opened the lid and wanted to feed Jian Ming, "Come, drink water."

Jian Ming was so disgusted that he pushed away Lu Heng's hand that wanted to help him, and sat up staggeringly, "Give it to me, I will drink it myself."

Lu Heng felt cold in his heart, but he didn't say anything, and obediently gave him the water.

Jian Ming drank almost the entire bottle of water in one breath, and drank too quickly, water overflowed from his mouth and slid onto his fair neck and collarbone.He felt cold, and then realized that he was still naked.

"Where are my clothes?" The voice was breathless.

"...that... your shirt was torn by me, why don't you wear mine first." Lu Heng said, taking his long-sleeved sweater from the closet behind him and giving it to Jian Ming, and by the way, Jian Ming's underwear Also sent forward.

"You..." Jian Ming really didn't have the strength to argue with him, and asked indifferently: "Where are the clothes I lent you last time, please return them to me, I'll just wear my own."

"No." Lu Heng blurted out. "No, that one is short-sleeved, and it's too cold to wear it now." He thought his explanation was reasonable.

"I have a coat."

"That doesn't work either. I seem to have worn it again and haven't washed it yet." Lu Heng began to play tricks.

Jian Ming closed his eyes, not in the mood to argue any longer, and speechlessly picked up the sweater at hand and put it on.Just as I was about to bend over to put on my pants, I didn't control the strength well, and there was a throbbing pain somewhere along with my stomach.He let out an "ah" and stopped abruptly.

"What's wrong, why does it hurt?" Lu Heng nervously stepped forward to support him.

".. Let go, let me go." Jian Ming shook his shoulders and broke free from his hand.

Lu Heng's injured expression came to his cheeks. "Jian Ming, why don't you do this? I... didn't mean it."

Jian Ming endured the tearing pain and put on his pants, covered his stomach, panted and said, "The cannonball is over, can I go?"

Lu Heng's already extinguished anger was aroused by his words. "You hate me so much? That's not how you reacted just now, Jian Ming, I don't like you, tell me."

"What's my reaction? How can I react? Is what you did a human thing?" Jian Ming really wanted to use a ruler to measure the other party's face.

If I said that before the afternoon, I still felt a little guilty towards the person in front of me, but now it is gone.That's okay, it's simple and straightforward to end their emotional entanglement in this way.

Lu Heng's eyes were red, remorse, unwillingness, grievance, complex emotions intertwined, and then he satirized himself: "Yeah, I'm not human, I'm a bastard, a bastard. If I can't compare with you, we are not in the same world. Never, I misunderstood it from the beginning, you just want to find a playmate, I am so stupid that I will give it to you with both hands, but unfortunately, people are not rare." As he spoke, his voice grew louder. Getting younger and younger, he turned his face away, not wanting Jian Ming to see the tears he couldn't hold back.

Jian Ming hated his soft heart to the core. He endured all kinds of discomfort in his body, but he could still feel sorry for the person who just beat him.He was sure he was crazy.

Having been with someone for so long, it would be a lie to say that you have no feelings at all.How could he not understand Lu Heng's dependence on him and his enthusiasm? It is only because Lu Heng is too dependent and enthusiastic that he may cause difficulties and troubles for himself, and his emotions are also subtly driven by the other party. Really bad.

Ever since he learned that he was going to start investigating his parents, Jian Ming didn't want to involve Lu Heng. The intervention of Leng Feng and the mysterious man made him decide to deal with his relationship with Lu Heng coldly, but even if he planned it, When facing Lu Heng, he was still hesitant. He never thought of hurting the other party, but he just didn't want to give an emotional response at this time. However, Lu Heng didn't understand...

Jian Ming's head became dizzy again, and at this time his stomach convulsed, as if trying to crush his abdomen.

"Lu Heng...do you have any painkillers at home?" Jian Ming couldn't take it anymore, he clutched his abdomen hard, and asked Lu Heng in a short breath.

"Your stomach hurts?" Lu Heng wiped his face with his hands, turned his head and saw Jian Ming with a painful face, panicked. "I... seem to have medicine here, but it's not the kind you bought for you last time. Is it okay?" He remembered the last time he was discharged from the hospital. It seemed that he still had the painkillers prescribed by the hospital. He hadn't taken it himself. Where is it?

Lu Heng got up and went to the low cabinet to find medicine.Suddenly thought of something, turned around and said to Jian Ming: "I won't look for it anymore, I'll go buy you medicine, and bring you some food by the way, can you persist?"

Jian Ming shook his head, "Forget it, don't bother me, I'll go home and eat." He stood up with difficulty and wanted to put on his trousers, but before he stood up from the bed, he fell straight on the ground, Lu Heng stretched out his hand With a hug, Jian Ming fell into his arms safely.

Lu Heng sighed helplessly, pressed his throat and whispered in Jian Ming's ear: "Don't be brave, okay? Why are you driving back like this? I know you don't want to see me now, so I went to buy medicine and food Just go, you can rest at my place, and you can leave when you feel better, okay?"

Jian Ming didn't know if it was the pain or what, his nose was sore, his heart was filled with mixed emotions, he didn't say anything, he let Lu Heng put him back on the bed, then watched the man pick up his coat, turned and went out the door.

There are degrees of pain. At this time, Jian Ming not only had a stomachache but also a pain in his buttocks. He maintained a certain position and dared not move. When the pain reached a certain level, he gave up resisting and fell asleep.

After being woken up by Lu Heng, he was fed a few mouthfuls of porridge in a drowsy state, and then took painkillers. The whole process was like a dream. He felt that he had lost the strength to push the other party away and say, "Come by yourself".

When he finally lay down, Jian Ming felt a cool thing stretching towards his secret place, and being touched again suddenly, he was quite frightened, and quickly opened his eyes and stared at Lu Heng.

"Don't move, it's medicine. You...are hurt a little. I'll give you medicine." Lu Heng gently comforted Jian Ming, who was frightened, and quickly put the medicine on him. He left his body and covered him with the quilt.

After everything was settled, Lu Heng put on his coat, looked at Jian Ming who was squinting on the bed, and was drowsy at any time, and planned to keep his promise and leave.When he reached the door of the bedroom, he stopped suddenly, said in a low voice, "I'm sorry," and left the room without looking back.

The person on the bed couldn't even utter a single sound. If he could speak, he really wanted to say, you don't have to go, just stay.

Relationships are cleanliness. What makes people feel safe is not love but preference. If it's not just like or favorite, it doesn't matter whether you like it or not.

Lu Heng was walking aimlessly with the wind blowing in the dark night, and he was also in pain, very painful, he had never experienced this kind of pain before, his heart was split into several petals, and each petal had a name written on it.

Jian Ming.

The author has something to say: very helpless, very helpless, very helpless... ε(┬┬﹏┬┬)3