Balancing

Chapter 37

In Leng Feng's heart, he never believed that Jian Ming could completely let go of him. They loved each other so unreservedly during those years in college. Even though there were disputes and misunderstandings because of the incident of going abroad, these feelings have nothing to do with their relationship. Even if it doesn't cause irreparable harm, it's not that Leng Feng didn't think about forgetting about it in the past few years, and it's not too difficult to find a new partner, but even if he finds a new partner, even if the other party treats him perfectly, But his mind was still full of Jian Ming. This person seemed to have planted a seed in his heart. As soon as he left, the seed began to germinate. The longer it took, the faster and stronger it would grow. Leng Feng felt that he was about to be crushed. Its branches and leaves are so tangled that it cannot breathe.

For a time, he was very sure that the man sitting in front of him was something he was bound to get, and no one could take it away.And this belief, after he heard Jian Ming pick up the phone, was severely laughed at.

"Well, I just came out."

"Aren't you going to sleep a little longer?"

"It's okay, I'll be back in a while, you..."

Before Jian Ming's gentle words fell, Leng Feng raised his face that seemed to be smiling but not smiling, and interjected coldly: "Don't promise too early, after listening to what I said, you can decide whether to go back or not."

For the first time, Leng Feng felt that being a gentleman was so difficult, it was so difficult...

Jian Ming frowned, as if he didn't expect him to be so rude, he stared straight at him, and said, "I'll talk about it when I go back, hang up first."

As soon as the phone was put down, Jian Ming questioned Leng Feng, "What do you mean?"

It can be seen that Leng Feng is very satisfied with the result, and it seems that it is easier to provoke him than please him if he wants to see the other party's mood swings. "I'm so ignorant that I disturbed your dreams early in the morning." His tone was sour.

"Yes, so if you ask me to come out just to say these things, I will be very disappointed in you." Jian Ming looked at his watch, then raised his head to look at him again, "Can we talk about business now?"

Leng Feng sneered a few times, did not answer his words, and said to himself: "I really doubt that we have ever loved?"

"Are you sure you still want to say these meaningless words?" Jian Ming looked indifferently, his patience was once again on the verge of bottom line, he didn't know why he had such resistance to Leng Feng, but he just remembered his decision at the beginning?Or maybe I didn't love him as much as I thought?

"Okay, since you are so stubborn, let's talk about a deal." Leng Feng took out a yellow leather document bag from the bag beside him, and shook it in his hand, "It contains the complete documents of your parents' death. The cause and process, because it involved an important research result they handled at that time, considering the extreme secrecy, some records in it were not even in the police records of the year, including the list of personnel of the scientific research project team, as well as the information of the project. Relevant information."

Leng Feng saw that the face of the person in front of him became more and more serious with his words, and his eyes became more and more cold, his lips curled up habitually, and he said: "I thought about it, why did they keep your parents behind?" This file may be related to this research. Of course, the most important thing is that someone in this case also saw the whole process that your sister saw. You may not know that besides your sister Jian Qi, there was another Individuals were on site from start to finish.”

"Who?" Jian Ming's voice was trembling.

Leng Feng raised his eyebrows, but still didn't answer his words: "Do you think I will tell you now? Jian Ming, I wanted to help you with all my heart and no regrets, but I seem to be wrong, you don't need me wishful thinking, compared to my feelings, what you want more is what I have in my hands. By the way, I also know that the restoration event is part of the treatment plan you are doing to your sister. Don’t ask me why I know, and why do I know, before you agree to our deal, I won't say a word."

Jian Ming's teeth hurt from being bitten by himself, he seemed to be caught in a game by Leng Feng, and this game has no possibility of rejection for the current self.After a while, he clenched his fists and said as calmly as possible: "Leng Feng, I don't know what your purpose is, but if you want to use these to restrain me, then you have miscalculated, and I don't have to You helped." He tried to use his negotiating skills to regain the initiative.

Leng Feng's face froze for a moment, with a cold expression, the kind of anger that was armed when he was stabbed in the vitals. "Heh...then treat it as a waste of my work, okay, I will burn these later, and I will be very considerate to remind my father to 'keep' the original documents, you can continue to investigate, I will not stop you." This sentence said Be stubborn, decisive, and leave no room for compromise.

Jian Ming's eyelids trembled slightly, he turned his head and looked out of the window with dazed eyes.

"That's how it is, I know you don't want to see me, so let's go first." Leng Feng stood up, making a gesture to leave.

The same is true on the gambling table. Players who hold more chips usually have a greater chance of winning. At this time, the bet is not the chips, but the psychology.

Leng Feng knew that even if he didn't win, he would never lose.

That's exactly what happened. As soon as he turned around, Jian Ming's deep voice sounded from behind, "Tell me, how do you trade?"

Leng Feng smiled in relief, as if he recognized his decision not to be a gentleman, if he knew this earlier, why waste so much time.

In the hotel suite on the 36th floor, Lu Heng was stunned for a while with a dazed face. Ever since Jian Ming hung up the phone, he felt as if he had lost his soul.The strange voice that appeared on the phone, even with half of his ears, he knew it was the guy named Leng Feng. Jian Ming went out to meet him so early and hung up his phone in a hurry. No matter how he thought about it, something was wrong. What is the relationship between them?

Never asked Jian Ming, what kind of existence is Leng Feng, the suitor?Ex-boyfriend?It's too mysterious, Lu Heng scratched his head irritably, and made up his mind that Jian Ming must ask him carefully when he comes back.

However, the person who promised him that he would come back didn't show his face, only replied a message, and then disappeared without a trace for three days.

In the past three days, if it wasn't for his last message, Lu Heng would have suspected that the Mid-Autumn Festival night was just a dream of Nanke that he imagined.

【Lu Heng, I have some important things to deal with here. You go back first and explain to you after we meet. Don't look for me, and don't come to my house. I will look for you. 】Holding this message in his hand, Lu Heng's teeth were itchy with hatred, but even so, he was so obedient after seeing a ghost, he still didn't make a phone call, didn't go to him, Lu Heng never found himself so tolerant .

But there is an old saying that goes well, if you can't bear it, you don't need to bear it anymore.On the third day when he couldn't bear it any longer, Jian Ming finally called him as if he sensed that he was about to take action.

When he received his call, Lu Heng was on duty in the office. During the short holiday, the logistics department was extremely deserted. Except for the on-duty staff, there were hardly a few people panting. He stood at the window and lit a cigarette, clutching his phone tightly. Stick it to your ear.

"Guide Jane, are you done?" Lu Heng wanted to say more than these words.

"I'm sorry, it happened so suddenly that day, I didn't have time to go back to the hotel, I made you worry." Jian Ming was polite, he apologized first, then comforted him, and he suppressed Lu Heng's whining complaints.

"Then do you have time to meet with your patient now?" Lu Heng felt that it was necessary to remind the other party that he had another identity, which he had no reason to refuse and could not refuse.

"Lu Heng, don't talk like that... I just received a call from Captain Gu, saying that you are going to his place to test shooting tomorrow, and I will go too, how about we see you tomorrow?"

Lu Heng was silent for a while, then snorted and said, "Did I not receive the call from Captain Gu, so I can't get your call today?" He took a deep breath of cigarette, "Tomorrow is tomorrow, and now is now. You just Say see you."

"...Don't be childish." Jian Ming sighed, feeling very helpless.

"See you, or not?"

Sitting in the office, Jian Ming also stared out the window. He knew that the person on the phone only gave him multiple-choice questions, no additional options, and no discussion.

"Okay, I'll go to your house to find you tonight, you..." Before he finished speaking, he was interrupted by Lu Heng.

"Okay, I'll wait for you."

He didn't give Jian Ming another chance to say another word, and hung up the phone directly.Lu Heng knew in his heart that if he continued, he would definitely get angry and roar, but he didn't want to, not at all, he wanted to hear Jian Ming's explanation, and Jian Ming agreed, he would explain to him when he met, and he waited.

These few days, Jian Ming's life was also very bad, except that he went home at night and lay down on the bed, every morning he locked himself in the office where he was on vacation, and didn't go home until dark, day after day.

On the first day, he didn't think about anything, he just shut himself up and let himself go for a whole day. Once some decisions were made, there was no way out. He had to clear his mind and clear his mind.

The next day, he began to force himself to consider the terms of the transaction proposed by Leng Feng. The last conversation in the coffee bar is still vivid in his memory. There are two plans, to be his bed partner for a year, and the premise is that he is on the top, a purely physical relationship, and does not restrict the other party to have other partners. After one year expires, each will go his own way.The other plan is a little more subtle, but it's just sugar-coated. Give each other three months to return to the same year. During these three months, you can only have each other, and you must be absolutely loyal. If after three months, you still can't accept it He, he will let go. No matter what the plan is, Leng Feng promises to help him investigate everything he wants to know, including getting all the evidence, within three months.

On the third day, before calling Lu Heng, he had just made this difficult decision.

Jian Ming's eyes were red at the moment, and the red threads all over his eyes seemed to burst into hot blood in the next second. He suddenly swung his arm vigorously and swept everything on the desk to the ground, and emptied all the objects in front of him as if venting. In this way, the haze in the heart can be cleared, and the breathing can be smoother.

Lu Heng, this person who has just settled in the bottom of his heart, what should he do.

He took off his glasses, pressed his palms on his eyebrows, and didn't move away for a long time...

The night had just risen, and Lu Heng had already started counting the time and waiting for Jian Ming to arrive. This love affair made him hate himself. He is not a hypocritical person, and he has never been. But when he met Jian Ming, It's like a genetic mutation, as well as a complete change in temperament. He never knew that liking someone would have such a big side effect. If Jian Ming treats him a little bit better, he will be happy as if the whole world is his own. Abandoned by the whole world, this feeling of abandonment is not the same as the one three years ago. It is the weightlessness of throwing oneself out abruptly. There is not even a safe warehouse, and the way back can't be found.

Jian Ming arrived as scheduled.

The moment he opened the door, Lu Heng pressed him against the wall almost immediately, and stuck his whole body up, kissing him, without exchanging pleasantries, greetings, or even giving him a look.

They hugged each other tightly, the temperature in their hands burned the skin on their backs, Lu Heng tore Jian Ming's soft lips, exerting force as if punishing him, until he tasted a trace of rusty blood in his mouth. Slowly let go of those two poor lips.

Their heads are still close together and not separated. Lu Heng's face is thin but sharp-edged, his eyebrows are thick and black, his eyes are thin and double-sided, not big, and they don't fly up like Jian Ming's eyes. The man was very handsome. Jian Ming stared at him for a long time, as if he wanted to engrave his appearance into his pupils and heart.

Feeling some pain on the inside of his lips, he stretched out his tongue and licked the blood at the corner of his mouth, and smiled helplessly: "Calm down?"

"No, I'm very angry, don't you know that?" Actually, from the moment he kissed Jian Ming, Lu Heng's anger had already dissipated by more than half, and at this moment, there was only a little unforgiving mouth left.

"Then what should we do? Officer Lu, do you want to take a few more bites?" Jian Ming's eyelashes flickered slightly, and he looked at him softly.

At this moment, Lu Heng has not been so luscious that he has forgotten his business. The doubts of the past few days are still stuck in his chest. Now he must take advantage of the victory and pursue it.

Reluctantly let go of Jian Ming, looked at him blankly, thought about the words before opening his mouth: "What about the explanation you promised? You really have the heart to just leave me in the hotel like that."

Jian Ming lowered his head, was silent for a moment, and said, "I'm sorry, it's my fault."

It was the first time Lu Heng saw Jian Ming's humble appearance, the apology was so sincere that he felt embarrassed instead. "Can you not apologize? I also want to know what happened to you these days, what happened, and whether that Leng Feng has troubled you again? I don't mean to blame you."

"Aheng, I'm a little tired today. After we go to your uncle's place tomorrow, I'll tell you all your questions, okay?" Whenever Jian Ming called him Aheng, he couldn't resist. Jian Ming knows better.

What's wrong with him, with such a gloomy face, Lu Heng finally took a serious look at the person in front of him, and felt distressed in his heart.

"Are you all right? You look very bad, didn't you sleep well?" He asked with concern, and put his hand on Jian Ming's cheek.

"It's okay, I just worked overtime for a few days, can I go to your room to sleep for a while?"

"Oh, hurry up, have you eaten yet? I'm going to buy some food, you go to bed first, and I'll call you when you come back." Lu Heng took him into the house and took good care of him as a key protection object. At first, he was full of questions and didn't know anything Where did you fly to?

Jian Ming smiled at him and nodded.