Chapter 09
Chapter 09
Yu Chen'an didn't take the initiative to look for me, he may have made a lot of determination to get rid of my relationship.I would also think of him, wondering why he suddenly appeared in my life, a person who even has some difficulties in basic life, will he encounter any troubles in the future?
But I also pushed him into a maze, because I thought it was very interesting. When he went to the entertainment circle, he was either praised or scolded.
But I really don't understand his company's plan. It seems that I haven't seen this purple emblem star born from the sky in the entertainment industry these days.I caught the flu that day, and while I was queuing up in the hospital and being cross-infected with a group of patients, Zhao Jia came to tell me about Yu Chenan again.
"How can children nowadays have such complicated minds," Zhao Jia said, "Just because he got a small role, it's really good enough to put glass shards in other people's cups."
No wonder he didn't come to see me, because he couldn't speak, so I asked Zhao Jia, "Are you disabled?"
Zhao Jia felt that I was too poisonous: "Can you think of something good, you didn't swallow it, you just cut your tongue. He's in the hospital, why don't you go and see him."
Really good at choosing the time and place, it's upstairs.
I was thinking about whether to go upstairs to see Yu Chen'an, when Zhao Jia sent another message: "You don't move, I let him come down."
"Fuck, when did you contact him?" I asked Zhao Jia.
"I know his manager," Zhao Jia said, "It's not easy to get a phone number. Stop talking, I told him you're seriously ill and you're going to pass out, so pretend to be weak."
I:"……"
Sure enough, seeing Yu Chenan running down the stairs, I put on the mask and pretended to cough twice.
Yu Chen'an just walked past me in front of me without even looking at me.
Damn, can't you really have a little expectation of him?I had no choice but to take off the mask, but Yu Chen'an had already walked forward, looking for someone while walking, so I had to wait for him to finish his walk before turning back and finding me by accident.
Someone tapped me on the shoulder, and I opened my eyes: "Why are you here?"
The nurse said, "Where am I not here? Have you taken your temperature?"
I had no choice but to take out the thermometer to the nurse, and Yu Chen'an, who came back, stood silently behind and watched me lose my nerve.
He hurt his tongue, he couldn't speak well, he just made some boring little movements.For example, touch my forehead to see if I am a fool, or pass me a piece of paper.I waited for a long time, but the doctor didn't take long to see the illness, and soon prescribed a prescription for me to get it.
He just followed me, looking at me worriedly from time to time, as if he was worried that I would really pass out on the ground as Zhao Jia said, it would be really difficult, after all, it would be too difficult for Yu Chenan to carry me away .
I also want to talk to him, for example, ask him: "Did you miss me?"
But I don't know how to do it, and I suddenly feel that it doesn't make sense.I like playing games, and I like to play many things as games, but these games seem to be far less interesting than Yu Chenan himself.
If you treat the matter of being with Yu Chen'an as a game, it will be too easy to pass the level.None of my ex-boyfriends were so stupid, they were all too smart and knew exactly what they could and couldn't get from me.This idiot still wanted to lie to me, although he shrank immediately, but the matter was not over yet.
Yu Chen'an followed me to the door, and he realized something was wrong when he saw my car, and wanted to go back, but I stopped him: "You still left something at my house."
Helping Yu Chenan find an excuse, he also looked relieved, hesitated for a while and got into the car.The car was driving in the direction of my house, and I sneezed.
Yu Chen'an spoke, his voice was a bit vague: "Don't you ask me why I left?"
The policeman in front was turning on the high beams on me, and I almost suffered from road rage, and my tone was a bit bad: "There are so many whys, if I chased people every day and asked why, I would have gone crazy."
He seemed to feel my inexplicable anger, but he didn't speak.
On the contrary, I felt a little guilty. I knew he was going to leave, and I even hinted and encouraged him.He came and went, and did nothing to me, no matter what money or sex he wanted, he would be cast aside as a shame in the industry among liars.
So I changed my attitude and tried to be gentle: "It's like I don't know why you are here, but you are not here yet."
"Why?" I said.
Yu Chen'an seemed to be sad again, he said, "Because I'm childish, because I read too many third-rate stories."
It was rare for him to have such an awareness.
"Then what should we do now?" I asked Yu Chen'an a question that he couldn't answer.
"Now go get what I lost." Yu Chenan began to avoid the topic.
Yu Chenan went upstairs, and when I closed the door, I suddenly remembered that word that appeared frequently in my life: cheating.
I used to really dislike that word, whether it happened to my parents or myself, it was very annoying, and it meant a messy relationship and a repeated betrayal of promises.But now that I think about it, it literally meant that it was off track.
After that?If the car has not been destroyed or killed, where will the derailed train go?If I ran off the track and hit Yu Chen'an just like that, I don't know if I would regret it.
But normal life, I have lived long enough.Also enough to fail.I want to be a normal person, but no one likes it.My dad said I was indifferent, and my ex-boyfriends said I was ruthless, and asked them what immoral things I did, but they couldn't tell. Anyway, they scolded me first, and even Zhao Jia agreed with them. I really want to pour the wine I mixed for him into his head.
"What is it?" Yu Chen'an asked, "Where is it?"
"Liar," I said, "don't act like you don't know."
He said, "You lie with confidence."
"Then..." I walked over, "Forgot to take me away?"
I have never said such flirtatious words to Yu Chen'an, he was really dumbfounded, and then wanted to run away.
"Do you want to tell me yourself," I said afterward, "or let me look it up myself?"
Yu Chenan stopped in his tracks and looked back at me. His contradictions and entanglements were probably very deep, so he gave a vague answer, a nonsense: "I found that you are a good person. I shouldn't be like this."
"How?" I asked again.
"Can we be friends?" Yu Chenan said, "I want to be friends with you."
I couldn't help thinking about how my life was a failure. The person who told me "I want to have a room with you" on the first day I met has now become a person who "can we be friends".
"Actually, I have nothing to lie to," I said, "If you want to have sex, you can have sex, if you want to lie to your relationship, you can try it. If you want to cheat my father's family property through me, I can also introduce you. I am very happy of."
When mentioning my dad, Yu Chen'an seemed to have some fluctuations and wanted to continue talking, but the corner of his mouth was bleeding, so I went to find him a cotton ball.
"Is Uncle okay?" It's all like this, Yu Chen'an is still talking while biting a cotton ball.
I tried my best to guess Yu Chenan's purpose again: "It's nothing, smoking and drinking for health care, high blood pressure, high blood fat and high blood sugar. You really care about my dad, don't you try to find my dad through me. Forget it, Although I told you before that my dad doesn't like men, I have no objection if you try it, and witness the eighth wonder of the world."
The joke seemed to be overdone, and Yu Chenan's already pale face turned pale.
"If you did something wrong," I finally became serious, "and you don't want to say it, you can tell me later."
Yu Chen'an said that I am a good person, and I am indeed a good person. Of course, a good person should do it to the end, instead of just letting him go.
The location of Yu Chen'an's wound was really not good, so he stopped talking and just let out a "hmm".
I said, "What kind of luck are you? It's just a small supporting role in a movie that everyone doesn't like, and it's worth such a ruthless hand. I don't know, I thought you took the male lead of some giant IP."
Song Zheng also told me yesterday that the casting of the film has come to an end and the film will start soon, and asked me if I want to go to the opening ceremony.He has been scolded these days, because as ABC who came back from studying film for America, Song Zheng blatantly said that the script should be an assembly line industrial production, which made the screenwriters in the industry very angry, and felt that he insulted the creator's hard work , he probably wanted me to come forward to share some of the firepower.
I agreed at first, because I thought I might be able to see Yu Chenan, but now that I see Yu Chenan like this, I feel a little regretful, and I don’t know if Yu Chenan’s role has changed: "Then your lines now I can’t speak fluently anymore, does the director still want you?”
Yu Chen'an said: "He said to put my scenes in the back row."
I really didn't expect that scolding like that that day would really give Yu Chenan a lot of face.
"The company found an acting teacher for me," Yu Chen'an said, "and an agent."
The broker is a name I have heard before, and I think Zhao Jia's friends are also this kind of nouveau riche style, anyway, just throw money everywhere to poach people.It's just that the vision is not very good. If you recruit stupid people like Yu Chen'an and recruit some malicious people, can this develop?
Forget it, I might as well worry about when my film and television company will collapse. In the first half of this year, several movies were cast, and Song Zheng was in charge. If it doesn't work, I'll send Song Zheng's bed photos to the company emails.
——Just kidding, how could I do such a wicked thing.
Besides, Song Zheng's bed photos can be found on the Internet even if they don't post them in groups.In addition to the relationship between him and me, there are indeed a lot of rumors and rumors about him. He always said that he got the position by sleeping, and even I, who didn't show up very much, also got the name of unspoken rules.I always feel that Song Zheng chose the wrong career. He should go to Weibo to become a celebrity in the gay circle because of his topic.
I also told Song Zheng this, and Song Zheng sent me four letters regardless of his sexual orientation: wcnm.
I really have never seen a subordinate who disrespects his boss so much.
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