Autobiography of a paranoid patient

Chapter 11

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How does it feel to be hugged.

I think this is a general question.

The so-called generality means that it is difficult to classify and cannot be described.

But if I have to, I'll tell you how I feel right now.

Hugs, like a filling.

Another person holds you in his arms, it's like stuffing a ball of cotton into your heart and stuffing it, and the bleeding stops.

So that's why you don't have to go to the hospital, right?

Feng Yue said to me, "This way we don't have to go to the hospital."

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I curled up in his arms, resting my head on his shoulder.

He went out in the rain just now, and his whole body was half wet.

So he took off his shirt.

The muscles of the upper body are strong and powerful, and the mermaid line extends into the waist of the trousers, which is firmly held by a belt.

His skin was slightly cool, which was my favorite temperature. I was very close, but curled up with my hands crossed, not daring to hug him.

We sat like this for a long, long time.

In the living room where the lights were not turned on, the wind blew the curtains, as if they were breathing.

He propped himself on the sofa with one hand, and held my ankle with the other, pinching it occasionally.

He didn't reach out and pat me on the back until the sound of the rain outside the window weakened and seemed to gradually cease to be heard.

"Go in and go to bed."

After saying this, I closed my eyes, and his hands didn't move anymore, and the palms just covered my back like that.

This will make it warmer.

I think.

Let me stay a little longer.

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I dug out the medicines in the deepest part of the cabinet.

In fact, I have been off the drug for a long time because I think I am gradually stabilizing.

But actually no, no?

I took a glass of warm water, just this handful of colorful medicines, and he happened to come in and ask me for something.

Seeing me raise my head to take the medicine, he was stunned for a moment, and then told me seriously: "The medicine should not be taken indiscriminately."

"I know." I frowned and swallowed.

Some of the icing melted in warm water and was bitter.

He said nothing more.

After tossing and tossing almost all night yesterday, his face rarely looked a little tired when he woke up in the morning, and he was not very energetic when he was sitting at the dining table eating.

I asked him: "Are you going to the company today?"

He paused with his fingers pinching a piece of bread, and said, "Yes, there is an impromptu meeting tonight, so you don't have to wait for dinner."

I say yes with some regret.

After breakfast, I saw him off at the door, and before leaving, he grabbed my hand.

Turning it over, glanced at the spot that was burned by the cigarette butt, lowered your eyes, and reminded me: "Go and apply medicine for yourself, I will check when I come back at night."

Of course I listened to him.

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I didn't go to the flower shop for a day, and when I arrived, Miao Shu had already started cleaning. He was taken aback when he saw me, and asked, "Boss Song, have you recovered from your cold?"

I hesitated and said, "Almost."

Miao Shu agreed, and continued to do things with her head down, as if none of the chaotic things happened a few days ago.

Looking at his busy back, I still couldn't help it. I walked up to him and asked him, "How do you know I have a cold?"

Miao Shu raised a smiling face at me, "Your tenant called me and told me. I wanted to come over to take a look at that time, but he said he could take care of you."

"Well," I didn't expect Feng Yue to contact Miao Shu, "Thank you, I'm much better now."

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Miao Shu behaved normally all day at work.

He takes his job seriously, even more enthusiastically than before.

I don't know what's wrong with him. Could it be that the young people nowadays will cheer up for a while after falling out of love?

But I still want to explain it to him.

It's time to close at night, and I was about to find Miao Shu, but he came to me first.

It looked like he had something to say, and he stood by the door timidly watching me cut flowers.

I pretended for a while, but he didn't come in, so I put down the scissors and said to him helplessly: "Come here, are you afraid to talk to me?"

"No..." Miao Shu shook her head and sat down opposite me.

Miao Shu really needs this job, I know.

He is short of money and needs to earn living expenses by himself, so he lives a little hard.

So I said, "Whatever you want to say, I'm not going to fire you."

I saw the light in his eyes, and I almost laughed out of anger.

"Then..." He hesitated, "Can I buy you a drink?"

I was a little curious about where a good boy like Miao Shu could take me to drink, so I agreed.

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The author has something to say:

感谢在2021-11-2721:55:30~2021-11-2817:05:48期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel of irrigation nutrient solution: hem1 bottle;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!