atypical package

Chapter 23

Li Yanxi was a little confused at first, so he spent half a minute digesting Wei Jiawen's words, and then changed to unbelievable.He opened his eyes wide, and stared at Wei Jiawen in surprise for a long time. After meeting Wei Jiawen's serious expression, he suddenly laughed as if he had heard some joke.

In the end, he almost couldn't stand up laughing, and leaned crookedly against the wall.

At this moment, Wei Jiawen only felt extremely embarrassed. He lowered his head and clasped his hands tightly. He laughed in his heart and said that after so many years, the current self is no different from the kid who stood on the podium and let others pick and choose. the difference.

Li Yanxi didn't care about Wei Jiawen's reaction, he still kept laughing to himself, and finally bent down.

Wei Jiawen couldn't bear it anymore, he took two deep breaths, frowned, stretched out his hand to support Li Yanxi, and said in a low voice, "Don't laugh," and after a while, he added slowly, "Isn't that right?" funny".

Li Yanxi really stopped laughing.He took advantage of the situation and stood up straight, just glanced at Wei Jiawen, and then showed an extremely sarcastic expression.He took a small step, moved closer to Wei Jiawen, patted Wei Jiawen's pale cheek with a slender hand, and asked, "Because you love me?"

Wei Jiawen bit his lips tightly and stopped speaking.

Li Yanxi sneered with her mouth crooked, then unbuttoned her coat, took it off, threw it on the cabinet, stepped on her leather shoes, walked to the sofa and sat down, then skillfully picked up a bag from the coffee table The smoke was quickly lit and held in his hands, he put his feet on the coffee table, his voice was as cold as his expression, "You love me, what do you love me for?"

Wei Jiawen took a few steps closer, like a wall stood beside him.Li Yanxi lifted the veil that lay between them. Although it was tragic, Wei Jiawen was finally at ease.

He finally didn't have to worry about the past, and he didn't have to hide his deep love in his heart.Thinking of this, he seemed to feel better.The voice also became faint, "I love everything."

Li Yanxi took two puffs of cigarettes, then leaned on the sofa, tilted his head and smiled at him, with an extremely naughty appearance, like a vagabond who has passed through thousands of flowers and never touched his clothes, "But I don't love you."

Wei Jiawen's expression only changed for a moment, and then returned to normal, leaving only a faint sadness, as if this covered up the grief in his heart, "I know."

He already knew that Li Yanxi didn't love him.In other words, he always knew that Li Yanxi didn't love him.

Li Yanxi is his benefactor, his boss, his sponsor, and even Moonlight Jiaojiao, whom he has been secretly in love with for many years.Li Yanxi never forced him, let alone bully him, but he understood that even though Li Yanxi had thousands of good things, there was only one thing, that was not to love him.

Because you don't love him, you can casually ignore all his love; because you don't love him, you can easily trample on all his sincerity; Take it as a joke.

He understands all this,

But even if a person clings to the memory of just a few hours, even if he faces a fruitless or even immoral love, he can persist for seven years; when he becomes this person's lover, when he and Li Yanxi live together After a year, how can you just let it go?

Can't do it.

If he could do it, he wouldn't be where he is today.

Li Yanxi didn't seem to hear Wei Jiawen's words, he just silently smoked the cigarette in his hand, and when one was burned out, he went to get another one.Wei Jiawen's heart shivered, he sighed, squatted in front of Li Yanxi, clasped Li Yanxi's hand holding the cigarette, and said a little stiffly, "Stop smoking."

Li Yanxi looked up at him.This young man has a tall figure, perfect proportions, tough facial features, and a fiery expression, everything is perfect.He should be satisfied.

But Wei Jiawen is good in every way, but there is only one thing, he really loves Li Yanxi.And this is Li Yanxi's bottom line.

Li Yanxi's heart was astringent, he suddenly softened, and there was a little love and pity in his eyes. Then, he reached out and stroked Wei Jiawen's hair, then gently slid it to his cheek, and said in a warm voice, "You are still young, you are still young." I haven't met any good people... That's why I'm obsessed with me. When you grow up and meet more and better boys or girls—"

Before Li Yanxi could finish speaking, Wei Jiawen interrupted, "But I love you. I only love you. No matter how good someone else is, it's not you."

Li Yanxi felt a pain in his head and tightness in his chest. He rubbed his frowning brows to suppress the unreasonable sadness, "Jiawen, you are a very good person, very, very kind. Considerate and gentle , Don’t complain, don’t ask, frankly speaking, I like you very much. You are also the only person who lives in my house these years. I even thought that it’s not bad for us to maintain this relationship... "

Wei Jiawen's nose felt sour, tears suddenly welled up in his eyes, and he was about to drip down.He sniffed and choked up, "Brother...we can keep going like this forever. I won't ask too much, let alone disturb you or embarrass you...I just want to be with you Is it okay to continue to stay together? Just because I love you, everything is not allowed? "

Li Yanxi's Adam's apple rolled quickly in his neck. He leaned on the leather sofa with a relaxed look, as if he had decided not the ending of a love affair that lasted eight years, but an innocuous takeaway. However, he was thin and slender The raised veins on his hands revealed his emotions.He shook his head and said stubbornly, "Jiawen, whether it's sex or the relationship between lovers, it's just the most common little thing in life for me, and sometimes it can be as casual as eating and drinking tea. You are a very Good lover, having sex with you. Love, chatting, and even life is very pleasant. But you have feelings for me, the nature of all this changes. I can be with anyone, but I can't be with you Together."

"But you obviously have feelings for me." Wei Jiawen's voice was already filled with anger, and tears fell down his face, every drop seemed to be smashed into Li Yanxi's heart.

Li Yanxi still shook his head stiffly, and after a while, he finally squeezed out a few words, "This is different."

Wei Jiawen only felt it was unbelievable, he suddenly smiled, staring at Li Yanxi with a pair of eagle eyes, as if he wanted to see through this person, "How much are you afraid of others loving you? Hmm?"

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