【Asongichi Kara】Grow up

Chapter 10

10

"Huh?" As if finally understanding what the person on the other side said a few minutes ago, he raised his eyebrows with ease.

"You said you ended up—doing nothing??"

"Well, probably." Xiao Song tilted his head.

"What's probably!" said easily and dissatisfied, "You just let that guy go out alone? That's it?"

"Yi Song has already decided what I want to do to stop him."

"You were the one who said you were worried about that kid before!"

"Before was before." Xiao Song replied with a cigarette in his mouth, "Hey, take it easy, do you still remember that before Yi Song, he almost never spoke the truth."

"Of course I remember, after you get used to it, it's actually quite easy to see through, that kind of character."

"Well, he seems to be able to figure out what his truth is more recently."

"Are you talking about the fourth boy in our family? That negative and dark guy?"

"Yi Song will grow up too, more or less."

"So?" Qing Qing tapped his fingers on the table, "That's why you spend most of the night at my house drinking?"

"I can't help it. There's no one at home now. Yisong moved out yesterday afternoon. Even if I'm an older brother, I'll be lonely occasionally."

"Loneliness is not an excuse to go to someone's house and cause trouble for others."

"It's cruel and easy, and you say such things with a calm face. Aren't you going to stay with me tonight? I'm drunk, so I can't drive."

"Only for tonight, of course."

"Ah?" Xiaosong opened his mouth halfway, and the unforeseen relaxed and straightforward answer made him forget the joke he was going to make. He raised his glass and stared blankly at the other party.

"What do you mean by that expression?"

"Is it really okay for me to stay today?"

"What do you mean it's really okay?" Can't bear to let out a nasal voice, "Anyway, the empty room is empty tonight, so you can just use it. I don't know where he is now..."

"It's amazing, you're not worried at all when Kong Song disappears."

"Kongsong is different from Yisong." Resting his chin easily, he looked at Xiaosong's face flushed from drinking. The night outside the window was so quiet that he couldn't even hear the sound of pedestrians passing by. "Since we were young, we have worried about him. ?"

Yisong's cell phone was ringing, and he was lying under two cushions and a blanket, making a puffing sound.It had been beeping on and off for more than 10 minutes, and there was an extremely familiar name hanging on the screen that was still on and dying.

Matsuno Koramatsu, that cunning guy.

I don't want to listen to that phone call, I don't want to hear the voice of the other party pretending to be tolerant, and asking questions knowingly as if nothing happened.

Where are you now? I heard from Brother Xiaosong that you have moved out by yourself. It seems that you have given up the job at the gas station. How about it? Can you take good care of yourself? Do you need me to see you? I can think of these things with my butt question.Of course not, Yisong stared straight at the old chandelier under the ceiling, the dust on it had not been wiped clean, and under his eye sockets were two dark circles that were stained by ink stains, do you even need to ask?

Can't sleep, I haven't been able to sleep since I came here, and I can't stop the hysterical brain activity even if I close my eyes, it feels like I'm going to hit the limit every minute.The walls of the cheap hotel are very thin, and every night you can faintly hear the voices of people next door, vague, arguing, ambiguous, and unknown voices, and the suitcases brought by you are still spread out, maintaining Since yesterday, there was a gesture of falling by the front door, and a few pieces of clothes were scattered on the floor. Other than that, he hadn't played with any objects in the house since he loosened them.He just lay there, watching the sky outside the window sinking from day to night and back to day, feeling that the passage of time was taking him away little by little, feeling that this dark and cramped room was slowly rotting away together with the outside world.

The phone just started ringing again, nestling in his ears like some kind of annoying insect.Yisong cursed, lifted the blanket and cushion and grabbed it.

"My brother——" words that were more annoying than the muffled thumping of the ear drum leaked from the connected receiver, causing Kazumatsu to twitch his eyebrows instinctively, "Where are you now? Brother, I am standing Waiting on the precipice of life—”

Snapped.Yisong hung up the phone.

He didn't do it on purpose, even he was surprised by the quick and crisp action.What's going on, I developed a habit many years ago, thinking that my body would forget this reaction for so long, but I didn't expect to repeat what I used to do without even thinking about it.

The phone in his hand started to vibrate again.

"Is your deliberate indifference a punishment for me? Yisong, but it's okay, brother, my heart can hold the love of the whole world." The dialogue that is not afraid of death continued on the other side.

Yisong took two seconds to sort out his emotions.

"Shut up, freak," he said dryly at last.

"As I said just now, I'm standing on the edge of a cliff in my life. It's very bad. If Kazumatsu tells me where you are now, I'm very likely to fall into the abyss, and my car crashes and people die. .”

"The car crashed? Don't say unrealistic things. Where did you get the car?"

"I borrowed it from linden pine and fourteen pine. It is pink full of charm. Do you want to see it? I am galloping in the wind."

"Shut up." Yisong interrupted him, "What are you coming to me for now? What's in your head? Is it shit? Why do you want to see me and do something like that to you? , are you going to forgive me easily!"

"Although I really want to answer your question, but now seems not the right time - after all, it's on the edge of a cliff, and the car - it's really difficult to drive!" Kong Song answered in a high and low voice, Yi Song grabbed the phone and frowned. Almost sunk into the forehead bone.

"Don't talk about the cliff edge of life!" He yelled at Kong Song, "It's been like this since a long time ago, what you say can't be understood by others, and they will only feel embarrassed! Now you are going to use this stupid Are you trying to prevaricate me with your fantasies!"

bang!A loud crash erupted from the earpiece, followed by a series of zira tearing, metal rubbing against concrete, glass shattering, and something bumping head-on.

Click!The noisy sound of the phone hitting the ground hurt his loose ears. He grabbed the phone and heard a series of indistinct chatter in the background.

"Pain pain pain..." Kong Song hissed, and Yi Song heard his other foot hit the ground under the motorcycle, and then fell to the road again.

"Hello!" He suddenly grabbed the phone with both hands, and the tail of the shout was like a dandelion flying away tremblingly, "Answer me, idiot! Kongsong!"

He heard the kind of boots that Kongsong likes to wear with crisp heels, and they fell on the ground, limping in that rhythm. After a while, the other party fumbled to pick them up from the ground, which might have been broken. mobile phone.The voice coming from the moment sounds a little distorted, even if it is close to the receiver, it feels extremely far away from him.

"Accidentally fell on the edge of the cliff." Kong Song replied, he seemed to be laughing, God knows why Yi Song felt that the other party was laughing at the moment.

He was almost going crazy, because Kong Song's deadly line was so stuck in that place.There was no sound after that, and the screen of his phone went off because it had been left ringing and was now completely dead.Kazumatsu bounced from his original position as if he had been electrocuted, and rushed to his suitcase. He threw away his clothes and magazines, pillows and towels, pulled a charging cable out of it roughly, and then trembled. He rushed to the socket in the corner.

Plugging it in, the first one didn't work, he fell sideways, and was so angry that he wanted to kill himself because of this action.He tried a second time, but it still failed.After loosening and dropping the phone and cable, he stood up, rushed to the gate, clattered down the three flights of stairs in his slippers, and rushed out of the hotel's main entrance, headlong into the hot and bright sunlight.

He was panting heavily, dripping with cold sweat, and his clenched nails left a string of red bruises on his palms.And the pink motorcycle whose headlight was smashed and the whole frame tilted to the other side was smoking, and it was tightly embedded in the telephone pole across the road.

A strangely dressed man wearing sunglasses and a leather jacket stood opposite him clutching his arm.He looked at Yisong with a surprised and happy expression.

"It really is here." He showed his teeth when he smiled, and the glittering sequins on his pants made people's eyes sore.And the only thing Yisong wants to do at this moment, he swears, in front of all the gods, he is sure that this is the only thing he wants to do.

He crossed the white crosswalk line and punched Kong Song.

Yi Song didn't know why he felt his heart was melting.No one had ever described it to him, the melting heart, which sounded like something that happens when you're dying, but no one had ever told him that it wasn't actually painful.I feel a little ashamed, a little restless and annoyed, but it's not painful, but I feel very happy.

"Are you an idiot?!" He grabbed the loose collar, "That's a step, people with eyes can see it, it's a step for people to go up and down ramps! How can a normal person know how to ride it? Rush down from above on a motorcycle!"

"Because Yisong never gave me an answer on the phone. If you don't say anything, the only way to get over that obstacle is to fly over the cliff."

"Shut up after I've said it!" Yisong roared, "Are you a puppet? Don't you feel pain?"

"I used to make everyone feel very painful." Kongsong said to Yisong with a smile, with the bruises on his face from the punch just now, "Yisong has experienced this feeling many times, but I don't I know. So if this is my destiny, then I will bear the weight myself."

Yisong's hands trembled violently, he was so angry that he couldn't help laughing.

Really, what and what, why again without warning, it changed back to the previous annoying pain.He couldn't understand a single word he spoke, and he couldn't communicate normally with anyone, and he didn't know what he was thinking at all.Whether it's your own mood or the mood of the other party, it's like the vast ocean across the entire continent, and you can never be in the same time.

"Disgusting... a disgusting guy like you..." Yisong squeezed out the words through his teeth, he lifted the loose collar and put him on his shoulders.When you lower your head, you can smell the other person's scent, which is light and familiar, sharing the same gentle feeling with countless nights when you lost consciousness and fell asleep.He hugged Kongsong's body, and felt the other party's hands around his back also tightened.

"Never become brothers with you in the next life...absolutely not!" Yisong whimpered, unable to let go of Kongsong, and unable to wipe away the tears welling up in his eyes.

—TBC—