Chapter 8
Chapter 8
Warren was blue with anger, but he couldn't see anything under the lighting effects.He wanted to turn his face and leave several times, but was persuaded by his boss to come back. Life was very difficult, and he really couldn't lose the job.
Every time Warren thought about this life experience, he was so angry that he was tired from flying and simply landed on the ground. He found a convenience store on the side of the road at random, and then flew to the top of the building with the beer he bought, one can after another. of pulling away his alcoholic energy.
He stared at his wings in a daze. The huge white wings were not as holy as they appeared. There were two sharp barbs hidden on them, which could knock down a huge monster in an instant. Because of these wings, people began to call him an angel. But he knew better than anyone that that wasn't the case.
If this is considered an angel, then there are no more demons in the world. He took a sip of wine, and no one missed the time without wings more than him.He said he would look for him tomorrow, so what if he was turned away tomorrow?What if you keep getting rejected?
No longer thinking about it, Warren lay on his back on the roof of the building, the drunk soda cans were scattered all around him, and the feathers he loved and hated protected him from the cold wind. He covered his eyes with his hands, Silently reciting that classic line to paralyze myself.
Anyway, tomorrow is a new day.
Kurt opened the door of the church before dawn, and the nuns greeted him, and he smiled back.He hadn't closed his eyes all night, so overwhelmed by the past that he almost wanted to talk to Warren face-to-face.No, Kurt Wagner, you can't do that.He told himself, from the moment you made up your mind to dedicate the rest of your life to the Lord, your past experience has nothing to do with you, even earlier, from the moment you were picked up by a priest on the streets of Paris that year It has been completely broken with the past.
He put a smile back on his face, and then welcomed the first guest of the day.
Working in a nightclub was anything but happy for Warren.
He likes to hang out in bars very much, but he usually goes there during the day. Paris at night is full of various styles. Treat him like that.This kind of experience only gave Warren a headache. He couldn't understand what the other party said, so he could only stand there with a cold face. The young woman's exquisite makeup could not conceal the sadness in her heart. She entered through the gate, bowed to the cross first, and then sat down at the door of the confession room.Kurt knew it well, and sneaked into the confession room from behind. He didn't say a word, as a pair of quiet listening ears don't need to be so talkative, and then she spoke.
"I think I'm guilty, I, I...sorry," she hurriedly took out a tissue from her handbag, Kurt waited patiently for her, she wiped away her tears, showing a slightly embarrassed expression, but she could only see the priest's vague With a new figure, she was not so nervous, she calmed down, and continued to confide in her difficulties, "I want to divorce my husband."
"As you can see, I am a devout Catholic. I never thought that I would have such an idea," Kurt could only vaguely see the woman's hands moving through the dark window, as if she was moving. A cross was drawn on his chest, "But I can't help myself to think this way, I think he no longer has the same enthusiasm for me as when he was newly married, he started to leave early and return late, and he also appeared absent-minded when he returned home. I don't want to think about whether he met me. Another woman. What should I do?"
"Do you think he violated the vow you made before the Lord?" Kurt asked gently.
The woman paused, admitting to herself that such speculation had made her suffer: "I think so."
"But can you be sure that the other party must have done such a thing?" Kurt couldn't see the lost lamb in front of the heavenly father, and he read a blessing to the other party, "Maybe he found an extra job, or was busy Give you a surprise, maybe his heart is always the same."
At that time, Warren had just been working for more than a month. One can imagine the feeling of a young man who didn't stick to the sun's spring water suddenly reduced to serving dishes in a nightclub. He went to work in the store at five o'clock in the afternoon and didn't get off work until four o'clock in the morning. , Every day, he hangs his face and ignores people.Kurt didn't dare to ask more, Warren looked too tired, he felt inexplicable fear at this moment, he was afraid that Warren would regret it.
He thought about this question day and night. He read in books that love is never eternal, and that the pressure of life can always easily overcome those vows. Kurt began to be timid. He was afraid that Warren would lose to them. There was always a way out for Lun, his father wasn't really trying to get away with him, as long as he came home everything would be gone.And by that time, Kurt would really have nothing.
Immersed in fear and panic all day long, Warren didn't notice anything unusual about his lover. The troubles of work had exhausted him, and he had no extra thoughts for his boyfriend who had suddenly become sensitive.Kurt prayed more frequently, hoping that the Heavenly Father would bless everything they had, and wondered why the Heavenly Father would listen to the prayers of a mutant and a homosexual. Under such pressure, he even wanted to personally ask Warren to go home.
It's better for me to bring it up than for him to disappear without a sound, he thought bitterly.
Things turned around more than ten days later.
Warren had a bright smile that day, and it was rare that he didn't catch up on sleep during the day. Kurt panicked and thought that something had happened. Warren pulled him mysteriously and said that he would take him to a place.Maybe it will be a farewell after this, the last lunch, he thought, putting on the cloak he usually wears on the street, and forgetting the probing eyes of passers-by.
"I met a guy at a nightclub and he was willing to take a picture of us," Warren said with a widening smile on his face. He didn't tell Kurt that he had paid more than half a month's salary for it, but Kurt could easily guess Come out, "Always leave a souvenir."
After days of doubts dissipated, Kurt finally put his heart back in place.He sent me and stayed with me.His emotions rolled in his heart, and then he asked cautiously: "Can I wait for you at the door of your store in the future after get off work? I promise, I will not be seen by others."
"What were you thinking?" Warren scratched his nose pamperingly, "Of course."???
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