after the canary rebellion

Chapter 31 Sleepy

The vegetative state is too long, and the chances of waking up are slim.Jiang Chu's parents tried various methods in the past few years, but the people lying on the bed were indifferent to them.

They lived abroad these years, and they originally planned to entrust Jiang Chu to a nursing home, but He Xiuze didn't want to treat him passively, and it took him a long time to convince Jiang's father and Jiang's mother.

"I don't think it's a waste. At least one day is still working hard, and one day can be at ease." He Xiuze explained.

Sometimes being too sober can lead to unbearable anxiety, but He Xiuze didn't stay in that stage for too long, and quickly cheered up.Looking at the bright side, lying there for more than ten years is not the worst situation, and it can still make the watchers have a little illusion that the future is still long, and there is nothing impossible.

I thought I was very open-minded, but recently Jiang Chu couldn't even maintain the status quo. He had difficulty breathing two or three times, and each time he was able to overcome the difficulties. Whether he will be so lucky next time, no one can guarantee.

"What accident happened to him at that time?" Lin Mo asked.

"In fact, it's inappropriate to say it was an accident. There was a foreshadowing." He Xiuze said, "He suffered from depression, but he kept it from everyone and insisted on going back to school, probably to concentrate, and deliberately stopped taking the medicine."

Lin was not stunned, and walked to the hospital with He Xiuze, and heard He Xiuze continue to say: "One day he suddenly gave me a letter. After school, he burned his schoolbag on the roof. At first, he fell in a trance while watching the surveillance. up the stairs and lie down until now."

"He told you about his illness?"

He Xiuze shook his head: "No, he wished me a bright future and a successful entrance into the ideal school. His parents told the school about his illness when they came to the school, and accidentally found a medical record card in his cabinet. Because he finally It’s only been with me, so I’ve been there and been asked some questions, and rounding it up equals coming out.”

He doesn't care if he comes out or not. He is open-minded about his family. Who he wants to love and what gender the other party is is his freedom.

The two of them entered the hospital, which was the family where He Xiuze worked.Jiang Sheng was in the ICU, Lin Mei waited outside for a while, and later heard He Xiuze say that this time was still a false alarm.

Lin didn't feel a little short of breath in the hospital. He sat restlessly on the bench in the corridor, lowered his head and played with his fingers tensely.He Xiuze saw that his face was pale, since there was nothing to do here, he asked Lin not to eat nearby.

I found a restaurant with a clean storefront. Lin didn't like to drink sweet soy milk. He kept putting sugar in it until it couldn't melt.He hesitated to speak for a long time, but still couldn't hold back and wanted to ask: "I mean, if, if he can't wake up, and is in a stalemate like this, what will you do? Keep guarding for 13 or 30 years?"

Seeing that Lin didn't look conflicted, he said with a smile, "It's not as worrying as you imagined. It's inevitable that you will feel uneasy when this kind of thing happened suddenly. It's more of a responsibility or a habit after a long time. It's because you haven't been in the same place for a long time. I’ve never met someone more heart-warming.”

He Xiuze peeled hard-boiled eggs familiarly through a layer of plastic bags, his slender fingers were very dexterous: "Maybe one day I meet someone on the road, and I will let him go. It just so happens that I haven't yet."

"The other day you asked me how likely it is that a relationship will be reunited. Do you think he is angry with you?" Lin didn't lower his eyes.

"Well, he's not strong-willed, and he hasn't even opened his eyes. He used to say nicely that he wanted to chase me, but it hasn't been like that for three years. It's too embarrassing for me." He Xiuze handed the boiled egg to Lin Mei, Frankly said, "When I saw you, I became curious, wondering if this dilemma can be broken."

Lin didn't have a lot of thoughts. When he was impulsive, he was disappointed with the whole environment he was in, including Xie Zaiyuan, but not only Xie Zaiyuan.Jiang Sheng thought it would be the same, but his actions really gave He Xiuze a huge sense of guilt.

Lin didn't feel so shaken for the first time in half a year. He tried his best to tell himself repeatedly that he would not regret what he did, thinking that he had no responsibility, and that the responsibility was all on Xie Zaiyuan, and it was Xie Zaiyuan who asked for trouble.

When he became a complete bystander, watching similar things happen again, except for mixed feelings, Lin didn't want to see Xie Zaiyuan urgently.

"It can be broken. You are not convinced. It seems that you will lose if you bow your head, but you are much softer than Jiang Sheng."

Lin didn't choke, and said dryly, "At least it's impossible right now, I'm not ready, and I don't want to change."

"If there is no opportunity for reconciliation, will you make Mr. Xie wait for 13 years?"

He smiled: "Not everyone can be a lover, he may not be able to wait 13 years."

After laughing, Lin Mo's eyes were a little lonely. He still didn't have enough sense of security. The thought of seeing Xie Zaiyuan just now was dispelled. This kind of behavior is undoubtedly sharpening his own sword.

Xie Zaiyuan came at noon and noticed that Lin was not in a low mood, so he insinuated and asked if anything had happened, Lin did not refuse to tell him, this was He Xiuze's privacy.

So Xie Zaiyuan didn't continue to ask questions, he was sure that Lin Wudai suffered from depression and was sad from time to time.

"What's for dinner today?" Lin Mei asked, leaning over the table.

Xie Zaiyuan reported the names of some dishes, and then closed the kitchen door, Lin didn't frown: "What door are you closing, aren't you hot?"

"I'm afraid that the cooking will smoke you. It is said that the oily smoke is not good for the skin."

Lin Wuxin said that Xie Zaiyuan had never seen such meticulousness before, and at one time he did not eat the dishes cooked by the nanny at home, and used to eat the ones that Lin did not cook.But he asked casually, and later put the matter behind him.

Xie You's final exam is just around the corner, and there will be a parents' meeting in the evening. They say they want to exchange experience in pre-exam tutoring, and talk about the summer camp.

Lin didn't agree to Xie You's going. He closed the flower shop early and looked at his face in front of the mirror. The six months of illness and torture did not add any traces of aging to his face. Aside from his bad complexion, he dressed up playfully. People will believe that he is a student.

When he was a celebrity, his age was brought up several times. He made his debut at the age of 21, and he looked not too old or too young in the circle, but after a few years, he seemed extremely embarrassing.

He is too old to be an idol group, and he is not tempered enough to be a capable group. Everyone hopes that he will transform early, and he is really working hard. At that time, new problems emerged. Can't get rid of the label of fresh meat all the time.

On some occasions, when you have to share the stage with your juniors, it’s the juniors who are anxious rather than him. He sits casually and doesn’t need to pose deliberately. The stars in the audience are not as bright and moving as him in the camera, and he doesn’t need any appearance. Through the draft, the audience has a clear perception.

Going to Xie You's parent meeting was much more serious than going to the awards ceremony. Lin didn't pick out any clothes, they were either too bright or too plain, and after a long time he couldn't make a decision. Finally, he made a hasty roll call and chose a more pleasing outfit.

Xie You grew up fast, and the seat was arranged at the back of the classroom. There were two chairs for one person and one table, one for the students and the other for the parents. Tell him to take it easy.

"I'm joking, my mother is the prettiest in the audience." Xie You insisted.

It was indeed embarrassing before, but today it is hard to say. Xie You seemed to be looking forward to the next teacher's speech. Lin didn't look at his expression, and he knew it clearly.When it was almost time to start, the parents came over one after another, and soon the whole class was full of people.

The homeroom teacher was wearing exquisite makeup, and everyone was almost there. She stood on the podium and pursed her lips to speak. At this time, someone knocked on the door, and then opened the door: "Sorry, I'm late from get off work."

After seeing clearly who came, the head teacher said hello, and then signaled the deputy head teacher to bring an extra chair.Parents' meetings are often attended by both parents of students, but this is the first time for Xie Zaiyuan to come.

Knowing that Xie Zaiyuan was busy with work, the head teacher had to take the time to make a phone call, and cut the long story short to the point. I didn't dare to think that Xie Zaiyuan would come to the parent meeting in person.

"Why is Dad here? Should I be happy or sad?" Like the others, Xie You was also stunned.

Lin didn't see that the chair was placed next to him, and suppressed his voice: "You'd better make sure first, this parent meeting really doesn't analyze the previous weekly test results."

"..." Xie You became depressed as soon as she got excited.

Homosexuals are not uncommon today, but it is still very eye-catching to attend the parent-teacher meeting together.Because Xie Zaiyuan and Lin Momo were not too strong and were sitting in the back row, they all resisted not turning their heads to look.

After thinking about it, Xie Zaiyuan just wanted to stage a warm family like this, Lin Wu secretly rolled his eyes, but Xie Zaiyuan quietly touched his shoulder after sitting down, saying: "What a coincidence."

what a coincidenceLin was not puzzled, and looked at Xie Zaiyuan's clothes again. It was the same color as his own, and at first glance he thought it was arranged on purpose.

After struggling for a long time on what clothes to wear, Lin didn't just choose a color that was pleasing to the eye, but he didn't expect that this pleasing to the eye was exactly when he saw Xie Zaiyuan wearing it at noon.

"Unfortunately, I chose most of your previous clothes." Lin did not twitch the corners of his mouth.

"Will you still choose in the future?" Xie Zaiyuan asked.

Lin didn't stop answering. He leaned on the chair and listened attentively to what the head teacher said. When he mentioned that family harmony is very important to the spiritual growth of children, Xie Zaiyuan hummed lightly as if approving.

After less than a quarter of an hour, Lin didn't feel sleepy, as he usually does. If he had a headache the night before and didn't rest well, he would be easily confused the next day.Lin didn't pinch his palms to avoid falling asleep at the parent-teacher meeting.

After listening to the lecture for two hours, the homeroom teacher, the education expert, and the teacher took turns to speak. When he walked out of the class, Lin Wu was not walking vainly. Seeing that Xie You was very depressed, he said, "What are you looking forward to?"

"The teacher promised to praise me. I helped a sick classmate to be a student on duty for a whole week!" Xie You went crazy.

"I said that there is not enough time, otherwise I have to analyze the results of the weekly test." Xie Zaiyuan said.

Xie You didn't do well in the Zhou test, and when Xie Zaiyuan mentioned those two words, she panicked and squeaked instantly.Xie You was anxious all the way home in Xie Zaiyuan's car, but when he was about to get off the car, he realized that Lin Mei had fallen asleep.

"Ah, mom often falls asleep slowly when she's distracted." Xie You said.

Xie Zaiyuan asked Xie You to go up first, leaving a door for them, and then got out of the car and sat next to Lin Mei.Knowing that it is not easy for Lin Mo to fall asleep every time, and it is difficult to continue to sleep after waking up, he gently shook Lin Mo and asked, "Go back to sleep?"

Lin didn't sleep very deeply, hearing the words made a suspicious nasal sound, leaned on Xie Yuan's shoulder, and would not be able to wake up for a while.Xie Zaiyuan waited, then gently picked him up horizontally, put him on the bed, covered him with a quilt, and turned on the air conditioner to the most suitable temperature.

There was a stick of ointment on the bedside table, which was used to remove scars. Xie Zaiyuan saw that it was written three times a day on it. It is estimated that Lin did not apply it that night, so he carefully applied it evenly to each wound with a cotton swab.

At that time, the injuries were too deep, and it was difficult to completely remove the marks, hovering on the back of Lin Mei's hand in an ugly posture.Xie Zaiyuan was afraid that Lin would move around when he was not asleep, so he sat by the bed and waited for the ointment to absorb completely.Lin Mei's fingertips rested on his palm, and shrank subconsciously, Xie Zaiyuan closed his palm, then lifted it up and pecked lightly.

Xie Zaiyuan said: "Isn't it pretending to be sleeping? You are very cunning."

Lin didn't lie still, breathing steadily.

Xie Zaiyuan murmured: "There are so many people today, you are the best looking."

The curtains were drawn by Xie Zaiyuan before, and the small lights were turned off after applying the medicine. At this moment, it was pitch black.This quiet atmosphere inexplicably gave people courage, and he said in a very soft voice: "I love you."

Although he said these three words almost in breath, he still felt the sound was loud and his heart was beating fast, afraid of disturbing the other person's good night's sleep.He didn't respond to him, but he felt an unprecedented satisfaction because the other party was still there.

Don't dare to be too greedy, just be willing to stay.

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