after the canary rebellion

Chapter 14 Confused

"I don't fucking want to change people." Xie Zaiyuan complained to his friends.

The person on the phone had his birthday a few days ago, and saw Xie Zaiyuan and Lin Mei sitting together. During the Spring Festival in Weidu, he even teased Xie Zaiyuan, asking him whether he likes Lin Mo or Lin Mo.

At that time, Xie Zaiyuan didn't know what he was awkward about, but now the answer was obvious.

Wu Xingjin asked: "Did you try to talk to Lin?"

"If I talk too much, I'm afraid he will be irritated, so I can't reason with him now." Xie Zaiyuan frowned.

"Lin Mei used to be just pretending to be good in front of you. You may not understand it. In my eyes, he loves you a little too much. When he changes his attitude, he will definitely have a big emotional backlash against you. He may even implicate you. I saw a lot of people related to you, and the attending doctor told me that his attitude towards the patients in the ward was okay, but he was very resistant to the doctor.”

Wu Xingjin persuaded: "Don't be mad these few days. Why is it true that Lin didn't commit suicide? As long as the person is still alive, you don't owe him a life. This is too heavy. Could it be that you committed suicide? Hey oleander leaves? Did you ask him to do the fake show?"

After getting Xie Zaiyuan's negative answer, Wu Xingjin continued: "So why are you so guilty? It doesn't look like you anymore."

"It's true that I can't find myself again." Xie Zaiyuan said, he took out the clothes he was going to wear tonight, and scribbled them on, "Lin didn't have the strength to hit me, the nurse told me that his medicine had strong side effects today, I'm in a meeting We rushed to the hospital halfway through the drive."

"Then what do you want to do now? Are you willing to let him hang out?"

"I want to start over with him."

He was driving to get off work over there, and there were cars honking their horns, as if they had heard some joke, and said: "You two are 26 years old and the other 29 years old, why do you still have the mind to play the game of chasing each other?"

Seeing that Xie Zaiyuan didn't answer, knowing that he had been poked into his mind, Wu Xingjin was a little happy, but also a little helpless: "I thought the end of the two of you, either you proposed to break up, or Lin didn't find out about Lin Mo. , I was angry with you and left, and it’s also scattered. I didn’t expect there to be a sequel. Do you know how to write the three characters of Bai Yueguang now? Can you distinguish the fireman with a good-looking back from the canary with a good-looking face?"

"I don't like his face."

After Xie Zaiyuan finished speaking, he was startled. Don't you like your face like Lin Mei's temper?This is not true, it is a very strange feeling, not only liking one place, but all places, no matter good or bad.

"Actually, I can't see that you like your little neighbor at all. I really can't believe it. If you think his back makes your heart beat, with your current posture of chasing Lin Mei, you should have chased him abroad. .”

"It's just that the back looks good at that moment. I can't explain it. It's just that I didn't feel that way when I saw him in the hospital later, but it was true at that time."

Wu Xingjin smiled: "Forget it, it's no wonder that's the case. You've been ruthless since you were a child, and you don't even know what it's like to like it. This will make you suffer, but it will give you a new experience."

"I'm not very happy with this new experience."

"Happiness, satisfaction, and being cared for are liking, loss, pain, and being hurt are also liking. The relationship without experiencing the latter is incomplete. You have never encountered a wall in this regard, so you are so dismissive of love. Now In Lin Mei's place, her charm has failed, and instead she has become entangled with others."

Wu Xingjin said: "If I think about it, I can see what your plan was before you went to find Lin Mei. Just use money to make him happy. Why do you treat him so shallowly?"

"I didn't underestimate him. I don't know what else to do." Xie Zaiyuan took off his watch, went to open the cabinet door of another room, picked at random, and changed a watch.

"There is no hope. In fact, I am a little afraid of Lin Mei. I feel that no matter what you do, it is impossible for him to get back with you."

"Why are you afraid of him?"

This question is difficult to answer, Wu Xingjin thought for a while, and said: "There are many people who are afraid of him, and things that are too dazzling can make people feel intimidated, especially if he is not only beautiful but also smart, it will give people a sense of distance. My first When I saw him, I even felt that I should stay away from it, like online games to prevent addiction, but I didn’t know that he was addicted to you first. But fortunately, you have the initiative right now. From now on, don’t be afraid of Lin No regrets, but you can regret it at any time."

"I was even more confused by what you said, and I didn't hear any constructive suggestions."

"If I advise you not to think about this person, will it be useful? This is not to inoculate you so that you will not be moved all day long. Constructive advice is to work hard, don't be impatient or discouraged."

Wu Xingjin may be coming home soon, and he is in a hurry to finish: "I'm hanging up. If you still go to the hospital tomorrow, pay me Lin Mei's bill. I can't afford to treat you with sky-high prices."

Xie Zaiyuan didn't know what it was like to "show hard work". As soon as Wu Xingjin hung up the phone, a chef called to tell Lin about the dishes that he didn't cook tomorrow. Xie Zaiyuan reminded: "Someone sent some sea cucumbers here. It’s okay, come and get it...forget it, I’ll send it over by a detour.”

On the way out for the banquet, Xie Zaiyuan went out and took a look at his garden. The petals of the budding peach blossoms were stained with water, very cute.

Some people said that Lin Bu was the most beautiful flower he raised in his home. He couldn't remember who said it, but now he remembered that sentence and sighed slightly. Planted hard.

At the bar, he didn't smoke any more, and sat on his seat with an obviously unhappy expression on his face. The person who struck up a conversation didn't know the situation, so he hit his sore spot so desperately, and asked, "Mr. Xie, why didn't your big star bring you a ?”

"He's not with me now," he said.

Lin didn't follow him, but it didn't mean he didn't cover Lin. Anyone with a little brain would not provoke the person who had been with Xie Zaiyuan for seven years. He was assured of this, so he answered truthfully.Now there is really no reason to use Lin Buqu as a shield anymore. If the family asks, he will say the same.

The ambiguous words provoked ambiguous responses, and the man took the hint of the words, and whispered to Xie Zaiyuan, "Today there are many handsome people, all of whom are college students. Give Mr. Xie a relief."

Xie Zaiyuan didn't nod or shake his head, and let this man who was a round older than him please him. He was the chief project engineer of Fang Rongzhou's company. Filled with water, wasting time doing these imaginary things.

In fact, this is the blind spot where he has been in the top position for a long time. His rich family background allowed him to enter the core of the Xie family when he first entered the society. He didn't need to care about other people's happiness and anger, as if he was born to be followed by everyone.Others try their best to flatter him, hoping to make him happy, but it is thankless.

Fang Rongzhou won a bid for a piece of land on a small island. He told Xie Zaiyuan that there were rumors that the place would be developed for tourism and that he wanted to jointly develop a hotel project here. Xie Zaiyuan knew the truth of the rumor and agreed.

However, this project does not require him to follow up in person at all, but Fang Rongzhou is diligent and courteous, and the time for inviting the wine party is also well chosen.

After Lin Mei was gone, the house was empty and there was no warmth at all, which made him feel like he was in a mess. Every corner could evoke his memories of the past, so he was reluctant to go home and face the reality every day.So he let himself devote himself to work and entertainment, which is much more relaxed than at home.

"Mr. Xie, don't be dazed, let's have a drink, let's have a happy cooperation!" Fang Rongzhou toasted after the general direction of the project was almost discussed.

Xie Zaiyuan, who usually doesn't drink much, raised his head to finish off the red wine in the glass, and the vice president next to him said, "Fang Rongzhou, President Xie is very kind to you today."

The words at the wine bureau were all about urging people to drink, Fang Rongzhou understood and said, "Thank you boss for a drink, then I have to drink two."

Afterwards they started chatting, Xie Zaiyuan drank wine without saying a word, now everyone knew that he was in a bad mood, everyone exchanged glances with their own concerns, no one came forward to strike up a conversation, let alone poke it, At this time, whoever talks too much will cause trouble for Xie Zaiyuan.

Drunk to sixty percent drunk alone, Xie Zaiyuan thought in case he wanted to get drunk to relieve boredom, he should turn down the drinking party and go to the nightclub, where they were talking politely to each other, and the other party didn't have a lot of money, so he thought he was pretending to be tired.

The driver brought the car to pick him up at the door, and he sat on it smelling of alcohol, loosened his tie and found a boy was also sitting in the back seat.

He was slow to recall that tonight someone hinted that he was going to be a trap for him, and he had no eyesight to see, and it was said that Lin Meijing was not happy for him.Thinking of this, he caught something and turned to look at the boy.

Thin, fair-skinned, with exquisite facial features, she looks a bit indistinguishable from men and women when she grows her hair long.It may be that Lin hasn't stayed with Xie Zaiyuan for too long, and everyone thinks he likes this type.

In fact, Xie Zaiyuan doesn't even know what type he likes, he only likes Lin Mei.

The ability is average, but the vision is superb when picking people. The person in front of him is not like Lin.Xie Zaiyuan laughed, listening to the ridicule, he asked: "Who brought you here?"

The boy was as tender as a school student, and he wanted to smell Xie Zaiyuan's alcohol to see if he was drunk, but was blocked by Xie Zaiyuan, so he had to sit where he was, and said, "Mr. Fang said let me accompany you." you."

Xie Zaiyuan and the man looked at each other. It was not Lin Mei. As soon as he met his gaze, he lowered his head and asked in a timid whisper, "Mr. Xie?"

His brows are soft, the bridge of his nose is smooth when he lowers his head, his eyelashes are dense and slightly raised, in the eyes of others, he can be regarded as a good person to spend a good night with.

He looked at it for a full five seconds. It was too oppressive to be next to Xie Zaiyuan. He moved his lips and wanted to say some flattering words. Tonight, the self-proclaimed benefactor spoke.

Xie Zaiyuan said: "Get out."

Seeing the boy getting out of the car tremblingly, Xie Zaiyuan asked the driver, "Have you explained?"

The driver said: "I have already told him that if Mr. Xie lets him go, he will open a hotel by himself and go back after one night."

"Where are you staying tonight?"

Xie Zaiyuan was rubbing his temples: "Does he look like Lin?"

The driver was stunned, and after a while, he replied, "Yes."

The driver was a little dumbfounded. He knew how much Xie Zaiyuan cared about Lin. He had stayed with the boss for a few hours outside the emergency room. If he did, why did he drive him away?After asking like this, is it possible to call him back?

"That's why I feel scared because I look like it. If I really like it, it's useless to look like it." Xie Zaiyuan said, "As long as it's not, it's useless."

Xie Zaiyuan was drunk, and the driver couldn't understand what Xie Zaiyuan said. Xie Zaiyuan smiled wryly twice, opened the window, and was blown by the icy cold wind for a while.The driver thought Xie Zaiyuan was awake, but what he said was even more confused.

"Go to the hospital."