dhibooks Chapter 44 Trust
Chapter 44 Trust
After a brief silence, Wei Xun's voice resounded in the air.
"Ah Sui, I don't want you to leave."
No matter how awkward they were in the past, it was all behind the scenes. Neither Wei Xun nor Jiang Sui had put their thoughts on the surface. Now Wei Xun took the initiative to tear down the fig leaf used to whitewash the peace between the two. He made it clear that Jiang Sui expressed his wishes, but Jiang Sui did not talk to him openly and honestly as he imagined.
Even Jiang Sui looked at him a little strangely.
Jiang Sui was distracted, what Wei Xun said just now, he had heard a similar sentence a few hours ago.
Nong Shan told him that he didn't want him to get married, and Wei Xun told him that he didn't want him to leave.
Wei Xun was still waiting for Jiang Sui's answer, Jiang Sui was silent for a while, then sat back to his original seat.
He gathered his fingertips that had been exposed to the night for too long and had begun to feel cold, and after brewing for a while, he said: "The heights are extremely cold, the higher the status, the more you can understand what it means to be lonely, you should learn to get used to it. "
Wei Xun frowned, this was not a clear answer at all, he managed to hold back his temper, and let himself follow Jiang Sui's words: "I know, but can there be exceptions?"
"Others need to get used to it, because they have been walking alone from the beginning, but I am different from them, I have your company. It is like climbing a snowy peak in the dark night, holding a fire in your hand, even if you are in an extremely cold place, frozen Thousands of miles, as long as you take good care of it, the fire in your hand will not be extinguished, even if the wind, knife, frost, and sword are far away, your heart will still be warm."
Jiang Sui felt that the direction of the conversation was a little weird. Although every sentence was fine when taken separately, in the metaphor Wei Xun used, the person was referring to himself, a little warmth in the ice and snow...
It also sounds too mushy.
Jiang Sui didn't agree with Wei Xun's thoughts, he shook his head, "I said before, I'm no different from other people, Your Majesty shouldn't think about relying on me all the time."
Wei Xun took a deep breath, "I don't want to rely on you, but I want to rule the world with you."
Since the high place is extremely cold and I can't go down, then you come up!Come up to accompany me, wouldn't everyone be happy!
Wei Xun really wanted to yell these words out, but he couldn't, if he said these words now, Jiang Sui would be able to kneel down and beg his old man to return home tomorrow.
Jiang Sui thought that Wei Xun was the frog in the pot, but he didn't know that Wei Xun had already boiled him in the pot.
……
Recently, Wei Xun has made a lot of shocking words. He has even used the word drop. Now that Jiang Sui is very calm when he hears this unruly phrase of co-ruling the world, he can even calmly reject Wei Xun: "Your Majesty Seriously, the country belongs to His Majesty, and the people and affairs of the world are the property of His Majesty's family, and we only bow down to His Majesty."
Oil and salt do not enter, it is Jiang Sui.
Wei Xun was going to be laughed at, no matter how he showed his favor, Jiang Sui would not let go. Where did this happen in all dynasties, the emperor begged the regent to stay and manage the country.
Sitting up straight, Wei Xun calmed down, and looked at Jiang Sui with good eyes, "Everyone in the world, including you?"
Jiang Sui blinked lightly, "Naturally."
"Then my order, will you listen or not?"
Jiang Sui smiled very lightly, "Of course I want to listen."
Wei Xun opened his mouth and wanted to continue talking, but Jiang Sui spoke again, cutting off his remaining words, "But, don't forget, Your Majesty, the first lesson of Emperor Art, everything in the world belongs to the emperor, except for the human heart." .”
Jiang Sui's personality is very peaceful, he seldom speaks words with personal emotions, and his teachings to Wei Xun are all based on reason, but this sentence has a somewhat threatening meaning.
Although this threat is nothing in the eyes of others, to Wei Xun, it is his nemesis.
Wei Xun's eyes were pitch-black, "That's right, but people in the world say that people's hearts are fickle."
Jiang Sui nodded, and said with a natural expression: "These four words depend on the situation, some will change, and some will not."
Wei Xun raised the corners of his mouth in an unclear manner, "Then Ah Sui must think that he is the type who won't change."
Jiang Sui really thought so, but Wei Xun's tone seemed to be ironic, he raised his eyebrows, and asked leisurely, "Isn't it?"
Wei Xun smiled and said: "When I was young, Ah Sui and I depended on each other for life. Ah Sui regarded me as a younger brother, cared for me more, and often confidated with me. Now that Ah Sui and I have grown up, I also have Take care of Ah Sui's ability, but no matter what I say or do, in Ah Sui's eyes, the more important thing is always the rules. Ah Sui said that this is the monarch and ministers, and these barriers will arise sooner or later, but I don't think so, because I never I don’t treat Ah Sui simply as a courtier. But I don’t know when, in Ah Sui’s heart, I have become a pure emperor.”
Jiang Sui was taken aback.
Wei Xun's eyes were slightly cold, as if he had merged with the sky and night, "Ah Sui is right, a barrier will arise sooner or later, but I didn't expect that this barrier was placed between you and me by Ah Sui himself."
Jiang Sui looked at him blankly, not knowing how to refute for a moment.
Because he couldn't refute it.
What Wei Xun said was the truth. It was always him who unilaterally emphasized the difference between the monarch and his subjects. It was also he who kept pushing Wei Xun to a higher position and at the same time farther away from himself. There were clues of these things before the dream. It was just a dream. Later, Jiang Sui's behavior became more obvious.
A dream brought Jiang Sui's deep-seated vigilance to the surface. He built a seemingly safe wall for himself, isolating the unknown danger, and also isolating the emperor who treats him sincerely.
For a long time, Jiang Sui's thoughts have been immersed in "what should he do if the future in his dream happens", but he never thought about what he would do if the future in his dream didn't happen.
People's hearts are made of meat, Wei Xun's heart was finally chilled by his reasoning again and again.Originally, the current stability in the court comes from the deep friendship between the emperor and the regent, but if these friendships are gone, the trust will also disappear. At that time, the peaceful situation will be broken, and he and Wei Xun will be separated. Follow the history and go to the ending of every pair of emperors and regents in the past.
Even if he didn't fall into the position of betraying his relatives and being tortured to death, he wouldn't end well.
Jiang Sui felt like a flat boat standing on the sea under the storm, with no way forward or backward, neither advancing nor retreating, his body might be broken anytime, but he didn't know what to do.
He really didn't know what to do.
There are countless ways to deal with what will happen in the future in the book, but there is only one way to deal with what will not happen in the future in the book, that is, to regain trust in Wei Xun, to stay as Wei Xun has always asked him, Continue to be his courtier, his mentor, and his friend.
However, Jiang Sui felt that he might not be able to do it in his whole life.
A broken mirror cannot be perfectly restored, even if it is glued together again, the cracks will still remain. His trust in Wei Xun is like a mirror broken into several pieces, and there is no possibility of repairing it.
After a long time, Wei Xun finally heard Jiang Sui's voice, but it was too soft, as if he was going to go with the wind.
"……sorry."
"I……"
"I seem to……"
It was extremely difficult to say a word. After a long time, Jiang Sui finally raised his head and showed a bitter smile, "I seem to be unable to control myself."
It is easy to break trust, and it can be achieved with a dream, but it is difficult to regain trust. It is not only difficult to do it, but also difficult. Jiang Sui doesn't want to do it at all.
How scary, his mood is even more inclined not to trust this party. After all, if he doesn't believe it, he won't relax and stay alert all the time. Moreover, if he doesn't believe it, he won't deliver his sincerity, and in the end, he won't get hurt up.
Jiang Sui scolded Wei Xun in his heart, saying that he was an unfamiliar white-eyed wolf, but now it seems that the real white-eyed wolf may be himself.
This was worse than seeing Wei Xun kill him in the book, because Jiang Sui had already deeply realized that he had indeed changed.
What changed was not others, but himself. In the end, he was still affected.For so many years, he has worked hard to avoid all factors that may cause him to lose control. His requirements are not high, and he no longer expects detoxification. The only requirement he has for himself is that even if the old emperor has controlled his The body, his soul, and his heart are still a piece of pure land. Hatred will not blind his eyes, and the past will not affect his inner being. Nausea.
An indescribable sadness suddenly swept through his heart. He thought he could restrain himself, but in fact he couldn't. What happened many years ago affected him all the time, permeated every aspect of his life, and even began to destroy the things he cared about the most. thing.
Jiang Sui sat on the stone bench, silent and lonely. Wei Xun couldn't know what he was thinking, but he could see the emotion in his half-closed eyes. The originally angry mood disappeared in an instant. The soreness left behind prompted him to do something quickly.
"It's ok."
Jiang Sui's eyelashes trembled slightly.
Wei Xun himself didn't realize how gentle and soft his voice is now, as if he was afraid of scaring people away, "It's okay, innovation is probably so difficult, so few people can do it, If it is too difficult, Ah Sui should leave all these to me and let me work hard. Ah Sui takes one step back, I advance ten steps, Ah Sui retreats ten steps, and I advance a hundred steps. If Ah Sui feels sorry for me, then wait where she is, and soon, I will send myself there."
Jiang Sui couldn't help laughing as he listened.
Seeing him laughing, Wei Xun's gripping mood instantly relaxed, and he couldn't help laughing too. Wei Xun, who was wearing a dragon robe, was majestic and handsome. If he ignored the dragon robe, Jiang Sui could still follow him. I see innocence in myself.
His smile is so clear and sincere, only at this time, Jiang Sui can feel that Wei Xun is still Wei Xun when he was a child, the child who follows him every day and smiles brightly when he touches his head.
Jiang Sui slightly raised his eyebrows and pursed the corners of his lips. After a while, as if he had made up his mind, he whispered to Wei Xun, "Then... I'll give it a try."
Perhaps it was Wei Xun's sincerity that infected him. At this moment, he really had the feeling that he and Wei Xun could return to the previous state of getting along with each other. Trust is mutual. Wei Xun trusts him. One day, he Will trust Wei Xun again.
The author has something to say: Jiang Yi, Jiang Wu, Qin Wangshan, maids, guards, Luo Meisi, Shizi and others, as well as pigeons: emmmmm...
This chapter is so difficult to write, and interest-free installments have not been made, I promise, there will be more updates tomorrow!Since I violated the oral contract, I will pay more interest! (The final interpretation right of this essay belongs to the author, You Rongguang, and the guarantee is for reference only, please refer to the actual object)