dhibooks Chapter 109 Zongying, you are proud of being favored
Chapter 109 Zongying, you are proud of being favored
This conclusion hit Zong Ying deeply.
If Hang Jing's distrust of him is understandable, then Gu Zhijin's attitude makes Zong Ying feel bad.
He has done that, even if Gu Zhijin has not let go of his heart and fully accepted him, at least he shouldn't be so alienated.
He even planned the island vacation for the Chinese New Year holiday, but in the end he waited for Gu Zhijin to say goodbye.
The more Zong Ying thought about it, the more depressed he became. Anxiety and frustration annoyed him endlessly. Coupled with the occasional stimulation from the cold night wind, the pheromones leaked out inadvertently.
"Zongying..."
Gu Zhijin didn't see any change in expression, and pushed Zongying's arm almost expressionlessly, "Did you really think that I wouldn't hit you?"
"Ah?" Zong Ying's desolate expression hadn't had time to retract, but when Gu Zhijin asked, his facial nerves almost cramped before he could adjust, "What? No, you beat me, and I was hospitalized with stomach bleeding... No, that's not the point, I mean, you don't trust me! You still want to leave me behind, travel across the ocean, and go to country F with an undifferentiated omega!"
"There is no time limit for this trip. Who knows whether it is Gu Zhiyu or yourself who needs to change the environment to heal the soul... After a year or so, you will still think of me when you are living abroad. Don’t think I don’t know how many fans of the student assistants around Lawrence, who admired you, are all in Country F, and quite a few of them are successful now..."
"Zongying..."
Gu Zhijin called out again, this time in a deeper voice, but the corners of his mouth were slightly curved, "Are you taking pride in being favored?"
Although he is now, he seldom speaks loudly at ordinary times, but it is rare to speak so low like this sentence now.
Zong Ying read out a little secret intimacy from these words almost instantly, but he was afraid that he was being self-indulgent.
"Where did I get my pet?"
Zong Ying's subconscious question made Gu Zhijin fall into a long silence.
There was no emotional ups and downs on his face, Zong Ying was afraid that Gu Zhijin would be frozen, so he kept him standing in the leeward position, and stood in front of him, blocking the wind with his back.
A gust of night wind sent chills down his spine, and Zong Ying realized if he had said something wrong.
Was he just... blaming Xiao Jin?
Damn!
Xiao Jin is upset again
He was originally here to stop Xiao Jin from leaving. If he made people anxious, he might as well not even say a word when he turned around, but what should he do if he just disappeared from the world? Or should he forcefully take him back now?
Thinking about it, I was very moved, but thinking about it again, it didn't work.
He dare not...
Zong Ying carefully maintained a serious expression, thinking that once he saw that Gu Zhijin was about to turn his back on him, he would just make jokes and get over the party first before talking about anything else.
"That... Xiao Jin, I didn't mean that either... I just don't want you to leave, I didn't..."
Zong Ying couldn't bear Gu Zhijin's silence, and was about to give in and apologize, but Gu Zhijin interrupted him.
"Zongying, in the past... It's not that I didn't trust you, on the contrary, I only cared about you from the beginning to the end."
When Gu Zhijin talked about the past, there was still some resistance in his words.
It's not that he has a grudge against Zong Ying, it's just that he himself can't get rid of the psychological shadow of dying once, as long as he mentions the past, he always feels the fear of darkness accompanying him like a shadow.
There used to be too many misunderstandings between them, and finally they took things to an irreversible step.
Now again, he can't repeat the same mistakes.
Trying to calm down and stabilize emotions, Gu Zhijin took the initiative to explain, "It is true that I fell into the schemes of our two mothers at that time, but instead of telling you the truth, you blamed yourself for not sticking to the bottom line. , I would rather let you take your anger out on me to reduce your guilt.
Zong Qi's threat wasn't too tricky, and his conspiracy with Lin Yushu wasn't too clever. I was blinded by you and got emotional.Afterwards, I didn’t want your father to know that your business affairs were affected because of personal problems. Considering that it would be bad for you if things broke out, that’s why I kept doing those resource exchanges on my own initiative.As for the child..."
After hesitating for a moment, Gu Zhijin plucked up the courage to admit, "I really want a child with you."
Immediately afterwards, he continued, "But I know you don't want it. Even without the objective factors that my genital cavity is dysplasia and can't conceive, you actually don't want the two of us to have children. So, if it wasn't for giving If you increase the shares, I will not go against your will if Hang Chen puts forward such an exchange condition. "
The past events were brought up one by one, and every time Gu Zhijin said a word, Zong Ying's heart was stabbed.
Originally, he thought that things have come to this day, and he has enough endurance to face the mistakes he made, but he didn't expect that Zong Ying still overestimated himself.
Based on what he did in the past, Gu Zhijin can't overstate how he treats him now. Xiao Jin is right, he is actually relying on the other party's kindness to him and acting recklessly.
But even so, Zong Ying was still unwilling to let Gu Zhijin go to country F. He had lost once and couldn't bear the second separation.
"I know you are good to me, and I have been ruining your mind. But, Xiao Jin, you just let me, don't go to country F, stay with me, I really can't stand you leaving, every minute I can't stand it for a second."
Zong Ying thought, whether he is selfish or domineering, he just wants to keep the person in front of him by his side until death.
Gu Zhijin didn't feel annoyed by Zong Ying's stubborn attitude, he knew Zong Ying too well, and the current reaction of this person could be said to be within his expectations.
"Zong Ying, before you can figure out whether the real Gu Zhijin will come back, I also need to properly handle Gu Zhiyu's problem."
"Xiao Jin, if you regard a minor who you haven't known for a long time as more important than me, I will die of anger."
Zongying was sore and bitter in his heart, and he refused to let go: "What kind of psychiatrist does Gu Zhiyu need? I can invite someone to come to Beijing, and I can spend as much as you want. I will cooperate with you to create any kind of environment for her. She If you reject me, then I won't appear in front of her, and won't irritate her, and you really don't have to go to country F."
Facing Zong Ying's almost irrevocable compromise, Gu Zhijin did not change his attitude.
"Zongying, I didn't say anything just now. The most important purpose of my going to country F is for you."
"I need to be strong as soon as possible. What happened in Guanlan Xiaozhu this time made me realize that the problems between us are not limited to the Gu family brothers and sisters. They are just the most direct and prominent one of all the problems."
"I used to be the most suitable person for you in everyone's eyes, but now I have become the most inappropriate one. The bottom line is that I am too weak now.
If I were Hang Jing, even if you didn't love me, no one would question my qualifications to be your partner.
But now I'm just Gu Zhijin, even if you love me enough, your mother will only frown at me, thinking that you can send me away with a check, and countless people like Ruan Rou will despise me, thinking that it's wrong to do anything casually The little tricks of the mainstream can make me look ugly.
What's more, those wealthy families who failed to marry with their clan will feel resentful towards you because of me, and will repay you privately.As for those who scold you on the Internet, I have heard enough, and I don't want to hear any more. "
"Zongying, the root of these problems lies with me. If I have always been like this, then there may be more secular obstacles in front of me in the future, and as long as I stand high enough and my status is enough to rival you, then these obstacles will be reduced, or even eliminated.”
"Zongying, I promised to give you time to think of a solution. Similarly, you also give me some time, okay?"
The surrounding environment was so quiet that Zongying could hear his own heartbeat, thumping, and pheromones were rushing around.
He thought, assuming he had dealt with the person in front of him right now, if the real Gu Zhijin came to settle accounts, how likely would it be for him to make the other party die.
After thinking about it for a long time, I couldn't get a result.
I looked around, forget it, this place is too dirty, at least there is a tree in the grove by the side of the road, and even the low walls here are all plaster, it is too wronged.
"Two years, at most two years. After two years, no matter what you want to do, no matter how much you accomplish, you have to come back. Don't forget, you still have mine."
Zong Ying said in a muffled voice, "In addition, I also need visitation rights."
Gu Zhijin finally couldn't help laughing, and replied, "Okay..."
Zong Ying reached out and touched the slightly curved corner of the mouth, and unconsciously rubbed his fingers on the soft lips. Watching the flesh on the lips gradually turn red, his eyes also became darker.
Finally, he couldn't hold back the churning blood, grabbed the back of the other's neck and was about to kiss him, but was stopped by raising his hand.
"Don't make trouble, Xiaoyu will find out when you go back, she is very sensitive recently."
Zong Ying's lips were pressed against Gu Zhijin's palm, feeling unwilling to be prevented from making out.
He purposely stuck out the tip of his tongue and traced the palm lines of the opponent's palm in circles to express his strong dissatisfaction.
His wrist trembled and his nose moved. Gu Zhijin smelled the green bamboo after the rain floating in the air, which seemed even colder and colder in the cold night wind. After thinking about it, he unzipped the woolen coat, and then He unbuttoned a shirt button, pulled it lightly, and exposed most of his side shoulders, and said softly, "If you want to bite, you can go here, wherever the clothes can cover, you can do whatever you want."
Tomorrow Xiaolinzi will be on stage!
In the subsequent plot, Xiao Linzi's role will increase. Of course, the box lunch is also on the way to be heated.
Thanks to Motian Yaoshu for the monthly ticket and Yunyunyun for the reminder ticket