dhibooks Chapter 189 Lin Luo, Am I Not Good Enough For You?
Chapter 189 Lin Luo, Am I Not Good Enough For You?
Lin Luo, who had slept for a whole day, finally got up from the bed. He looked very haggard, with sunken eye sockets and thick dark circles around his eyes. He looked thinner and his lips were dehydrated. Already cracked.
He stood up, under the light, his shadow was stretched very long, and the boundless loneliness was slowly crushing him.
The villa was still quiet, without any sound, Lin Luo led the dog to the first floor.
After feeding the dog, he sat alone on the sofa and turned on the TV, watching the variety show inside.
Although his eyes were watching, his brain did not turn.
Sometimes I think about a lot of things, and sometimes I don't think about anything, I just sit quietly in a daze.
He wasn't even in the mood to cook for himself. Lying on the sofa in the middle of the night, he was so hungry that his stomach hurt, only to realize that he hadn't eaten for two days.
Unable to fall asleep at all, he got up and cooked himself a bowl of noodles in clear soup, eating alone.
After a bowl of noodles, his stomach was full and his throat was sore, Lin Luo smiled wryly, expressing the disappointment in his heart for some reason.
Baozi squatted beside him to watch him eat the noodles, so greedy that his saliva flowed out, Lin Luo cooked some noodles and put them in the dog bowl to watch Baozi eat.
"Baozi, do you miss Ji Shiqian?"
Baozi finished his last mouthful of noodles, watched Lin Luo wagging his tail, and yelled, as if responding to him.
Seeing that Lin Luo didn't respond, Baozi turned around and walked towards the sofa, biting the mobile phone on the coffee table, came to Lin Luo, and carefully placed the mobile phone in his mouth at his feet.
"Do you want me to call Ji Shiqian?"
Baozi yelled again.
Lin Luo smiled helplessly, picked up the phone, found Ji Shiqian's number and dialed it.
This time the call was not hung up after it rang, but no one answered after ringing for a long time, just when Lin Luo thought no one would answer, the call was picked up.
Lin Luo was stunned, not knowing what to say for a moment, and after a while he said silently, "Where are you?"
"Mr. Lin? I'm Chen Yanli. Ji Shiqian is in the hospital now. He's injured. Do you want to come over?"
Lin Luo's attention was all on Ji Shiqian's injury, and she couldn't separate her attention to think about why Chen Yanli was by Ji Shiqian's side.
"Which hospital is he in? Is it serious?"
"I'll send you the address, come on."
The two hung up the call without saying a few words. Lin Luo shook hands tightly, almost crushing the phone in his hand.
There was a sharp pain in his chest, which made it difficult for him to breathe.
It was Baozi beside him biting his trouser leg that brought him back to his senses. He stroked Baozi's head, then went upstairs to pack his luggage, took the dog leash, and dragged the suitcase with one hand and the other. The dog is out.
The wound Ji Yi hit wasn't deep or serious. More than half of the reason for his fainting was that the cold hadn't healed yet, plus he was overtired these days.
The moment Ji Shiqian opened his eyes, he saw the person he least wanted to see.
——Chen Yanli.
Why is he here?How could it appear in his ward?
When Chen Yanli saw that he was awake, he immediately poured a glass of water to help him up.
Ji Shiqian looked at the water glass on his lips, didn't drink it but asked in a hoarse voice: "Why are you here?"
"I came to this hospital to get medicine, and I happened to meet you."
How can there be such a coincidence in the world?Ji Shiqian obviously didn't believe it.
Chen Yanli shrugged and said, "Whether you believe it or not, I didn't follow you anyway."
As he spoke, he put the glass of water he was holding to his lips: "Drink some water first, and listen to how hoarse your voice has become."
Ji Shiqian didn't refuse this time, and his throat felt better after drinking two glasses of water.
Chen Yanli put down his water glass, sat on the edge of the bed and looked at him with soft eyes. The atmosphere in the quiet ward was a bit ambiguous, and Ji Shiqian was a little uncomfortable. Knowing the truth back then, he couldn't hate Chen Yanli anymore. He wanted to get along with him , but felt uncomfortable and embarrassed.
"You are still the same as before, acting impulsively. I remember that you used to love to fight for me. If someone said something to me, you would raise your fist and rush forward."
Without waiting for Ji Shiqian's response, Chen Yanli smiled lightly: "If possible, I still want to go to high school again, and then have a relationship with you again."
As Chen Yanli was talking, tears rolled down his face, he wiped the tears on his face with a nostalgic smile on his lips.
"But I sometimes think that the 17-year-old Chen Yanli is not good enough for you. He is not good enough, good enough, or strong enough. He is often bullied and has no power to fight back. Ji Shiqian, who always relies on him, is not worthy of you at all. Not on him."
The wind blowing in from outside made his face look cold, Chen Yanli opened his eyes and looked at the void of air in front of him, trying his best to firmly suppress the choked sobs in his throat.
"Give me another chance, maybe I will choose to love you silently, and when I become excellent and strong, I will tell you again, I like you, maybe it is me who is marrying you now, not Lin Luo .”
Ji Shiqian frowned, his eyes drifted away, and he also remembered those years.
He sighed deeply: "If you miss it, you will miss it, even if you start all over again."
Chen Yanli's exquisite eyebrows were raised, he lowered his head, and his voice sank: "Yeah, if you miss it, you miss it. Even if I become stronger now and have the ability to stand by your side, you still don't like me." me."
When he said this, Chen Yanli smiled with a bit of relief and sorrow, but more of it was an irrepressible affection.
"Is it because of Lin Luo that you fought this time?"
Ji Shiqian acquiesced without making a sound, Chen Yanli raised his head to look into the man's deep eyes, and smiled bitterly: "I forgot to tell you something, when you were unconscious, Lin Luo called, I answered... ..."
Ji Shiqian froze, and subconsciously touched the phone, and when he saw the phone was on the cabinet, he even ignored his hand that was inserting the needle to take it.
Chen Yanli quickly stopped him: "Lin Luo didn't misunderstand anything, I just told him that you were sick and hospitalized, and then sent him the location."
As he spoke, he picked up the phone and handed it to Ji Shiqian: "If you don't believe me, take a look."
Ji Shiqian looked at the mobile phone in his hand silently, then took it and clicked on the call record.
Lin Luo really called, and the call lasted 56 seconds, less than a minute.
He glanced at the text message again, and indeed he sent Lin Luo a location.
"If you still don't believe it, you can call him and explain."
Ji Shiqian put down the phone: "There's no need to explain, those who believe in you will naturally believe it, and those who don't believe in you will not believe it no matter how much they say."
Chen Yanli watched him stop talking, he sat aside and picked an apple from the fruit plate, and peeled it with a fruit knife.
The most difficult thing in the world to control is the human heart, let alone others, you don't even know when your own has changed.
Chen Yanli handed the peeled apple to Ji Shiqian. Ji Shiqian had no choice but to refuse. He took a bite and ate it. The apple was very crunchy and juicy.
Seeing him take it and eat it, Chen Yanli lowered his head and ate the other half.
After eating, Chen Yanli didn't leave. He sat aside and played with his mobile phone. He even asked the nurse for the wifi password. It seemed that he was not going to leave. Ji Shiqian didn't know how to send him away, thinking about him and Chen Yanli Qingqing didn't do anything, just let the other party go.
The two of them played with their mobile phones and had their own thoughts. After a while, the door that was supposed to be locked creaked and was unlocked.
Ji Shiqian thought it was the nurse changing the dressing, staring at the phone without even raising his eyes, until he heard a familiar dog barking.
Ji Shiqian looked up sharply, and what appeared in front of him was Lin Luo and the bun he was holding.
Lin Luo's forehead was covered with sweat, and he was panting with his mouth open. It seemed that he came here in a hurry.
Chen Yanli stood up holding the phone: "I'm going out first, you guys have a good chat."
Only then did Lin Luo notice that Chen Yanli, who was sitting in the room, saw him for the first time. There were only two words to describe his appearance: exquisite.
Lin Luo wasn't bad looking at first, but when she stood beside him, she suddenly lost her luster.
He instantly felt a sense of inferiority, and began to doubt himself, why did Ji Shiqian like him and marry him?
It wasn't until Chen Yanli walked out of the ward and closed the door that he came back to look at Ji Shiqian.
"Are you OK?"
Ji Shiqian's head was covered with gauze, and he looked much thinner, and his face was very haggard.
"Why are you here? Didn't you want to accompany the child?" Ji Shiqian said indifferently, making it impossible to see what he was thinking.
"An'an has been discharged from the hospital."
Ji Shiqian sneered, and the loneliness in his eyes flashed past.
"He's cured, so don't you worry that he will cry and make trouble if he doesn't see you?"
Facing his aggressiveness, Lin Luo frowned. He was really angry with him because of An An.
"Should I not see my children?"
"I know you don't want to part with An'an. In your eyes, An'an is more important than me, right? So for An'an's sake, you don't have to give up this family, and you can also break ties with your ex-husband."
Ji Shiqian smiled while talking, the anger in his eyes faded, replaced by that kind of indifference.
"Am I treating you badly, Lin Luo?"
Lin Luo was stunned, never expecting Ji Shiqian to say such a thing.
"I see what is the relationship between the child and Lu Yixuan, what do you mean I have no connection with him?"
Ji Shiqian picked up the phone and took out the photo, threw it over fiercely, and roared, "Look for yourself!"
The phone hit Lin Luo's arm, and he gritted his teeth in pain. There was a slight pain in the place where it was hit, and it was probably blue.
He looked down at the phone that had fallen on the ground, then picked it up.
Soon he saw the photo displayed on the screen.
The person in the photo is him, An An, and Lu Yixuan. The background is the aquarium. They are standing together.
He swiped the screen again, and there were basically some pictures of him and Lu Yixuan in the same frame.
"You follow me?"
"Yes!" Ji Shiqian's smile was extremely bitter, "If I don't send someone to follow you, how would I know that you are dating Lu Yixuan under the pretext of seeing your child."