dhibooks Chapter 88 He Can't Keep Him
Chapter 88 He Can't Keep Him
When Xiao Fenghuang returned to the mortal world, he found that the building was empty.The door of the hospital was closed, and even the yard of Shi Fei was empty, Xiao Fenghuang searched around, and only then learned from his mouth that Si Ming had left this place for a long time.
Just in the second year of his disappearance.
Hearing this, Xiao Fenghuang lowered his head sadly, and said to Lou Guanxue who was holding him in frustration: "The adoptive father is gone, what should we do?"
Lou Guanxue looked at the closed room and said softly, "Your adoptive father should have gone looking for you."
"But I don't know where he will find me." Xiao Fenghuang was very annoyed. He looked at the Resurrection Pill in his hand and blamed himself, "I thought I could save Xiaofan, but now I can't find them. I must have been very worried about me before looking for me, it was my fault, I shouldn't have sneaked away behind my adoptive father's back."
Little Phoenix originally thought that Lou Guanxue would not easily give such an important thing as the Resurrection Pill to him, so he wanted to go to heaven with him to steal it, but he didn't expect that when he asked him for it with the mentality of trying, he actually gave it to him. up.
If I had known this earlier, I might as well have asked him at the beginning.
He went all over the world to fetch it, and it didn't take him a meal.
It's all right now, foster father is gone, Xiaofan and Shifu are gone.
Little Phoenix was raised by Si Ming a bit delicately, and he never left Si Ming, and he was only in the sky for a month, but now that Si Ming is gone, it means that they may be separated for a long, long time, Thinking of this, Little Phoenix couldn't hold back, and shed tears silently.
He looked up at Lou Guanxue, and was held back by his hand, crying and asked, "Will you help me find a foster father together?"
"Ah."
Lou Guanxue wiped away his tears with her hand, then knelt down, looked at him, and said softly, "Don't be afraid, I will always be with you."
Children don't understand promises, but they believe in promises the most. There seems to be no lies and deceit in their world.
Moreover, the person in front of him was very gentle to Xiao Fenghuang, and he didn't look like a bad person at all.
So he nodded vigorously.
Lou Guanxue brought the little phoenix back to the sky and continued to raise it for 33 days.His inner demons have not been exorcised, they are still tormenting him all the time, Siguoya can only be relieved a little bit, and after having Little Phoenix, he has worries, and he has to go out one or two days a month to see him, Then spend three or four days to accompany him to find his adoptive father.
As time went by, the little phoenix grew bigger and bigger.
He likes to wear a red robe and play around unscrupulously for 33 days. No one can hold him down, and no one will do it.Gu Rong was still locked in Yixietian. As the copied Buddhist scriptures piled up like a mountain, his temperament became more and more gentle and calm. Even if Little Phoenix removed the barrier outside, he would not go out, and sometimes he would pull The naughty little Phoenix meditates.
"Gu Rong, I seem to see Buddha nature in you."
One time when she was meditating, Xiao Fenghuang couldn't help sighing when she saw the people around her.
Gu Rong Bafeng didn't move, and continued to close his eyes, a little helpless: "Don't talk, and practice Zen."
Since the Buddha escaped into the Heaven of Freedom, there have been very few practitioners of Buddhism in the six realms, and there are not three in the entire heaven.But both Gu Rong and Xiao Fenghuang seem to be quite talented in this, and after practicing and practicing, they realized the way by themselves.
Over time, Gu Rong seemed to have really acquired the Buddha's nature. He looked at the emptiness in the sea of souls, and suddenly said: "I heard that the state of reincarnation is the key left by the Buddha to Hua Zhanlie to return to the Heaven of Freedom."
Little Phoenix opened his eyes, looked at him, curious: "The realm of reincarnation?"
Gu Rong said: "I want to go back to Zizai Tian, maybe I really shouldn't come out."
He still firmly believes that he is Hua Zanglie, the ancient mythical beast Phoenix, especially after rolling through the mountains of scriptures, he found a long-lost sense of belonging in it.
No wonder the Buddha would leave himself in the realm of reincarnation, it seems that he guessed that he would regret it one day.
Although he didn't know why he left in the first place, he was sure that he wanted to go back now.
Little Phoenix rested his chin, exhausted: "Going to the place where the Buddha is, don't you want to meditate every day like now? Don't you think it's very boring?"
"No, I find it interesting."
After the barrier was dismantled by Little Phoenix, Gu Rong could enter and exit Yixie Tian at will.A few days later, he left for 33 days and went to Huangquan to search for the realm of reincarnation abandoned by Lou Guanxue. Little Phoenix lost his best playmate and couldn't help being a little depressed.
After practicing the sword with Xian'e for half an hour, he lost the sword and went to Siguo Cliff to find Lou Guanxue.
At the foot of the cliff, Little Phoenix saw Lou Guanxue in meditation with her eyes closed.He stood there waiting for a long time, and when he opened his eyes, he ran up and threw himself into his arms, and said aggrievedly: "Gu Rong is gone, he said he was going to Zizaitian, God, I will have no playmates from now on gone."
Lou Guanxue was startled.
He felt the breath of the little phoenix when he entered the meditation, and it ended early, thinking that he missed his adoptive father again, and was about to coax him to look for him in the mortal world, but he didn't expect to hear this.
The hands on the knees were so stiff that they couldn't move for a moment.
"Do you know why he wants to go back to Zizaitian?"
"I don't know, he just said that he shouldn't come out. God, did he come out from the Heaven of Freedom?"
Lou Guanxue's complexion was slightly pale, and her curled fingers trembled when she heard this question, she didn't know what she thought of, and she nodded with a little pain after a long while.
Little Fenghuang was puzzled, "He came out, why did he go back?"
Lou Guanxue lowered her eyes and said in a low voice, "Probably... regret it."
"Regret what?"
"Regret should not be impulsive, should not be so rebellious."
Xiao Fenghuang recalled every little thing he had with Gu Rong, and thought that he didn't seem to be very rebellious. Could it be that he was disobedient before and was kicked out by the Buddha.
Just like myself, when he is disobedient, his adoptive father will always scare him by telling him not to, and he will always be scared at this time. Could it be that Gu Rong was also frightened by the Buddha like this?
Then he got angry, took it seriously, and really ran away from home and came out of Zizai Tian?
After Gu Rong left, he didn't come back again. Little Phoenix found that the god didn't seem to want Gu Rong to leave, because he had a very sad expression when he heard about it, but the god didn't go after him.
Sitting on the swing, Little Phoenix suddenly remembered what Xian'e had said to her about the god, and couldn't help asking: "You said that the master of the god is the phoenix of the ancient beast, and he is the disciple of the Buddha, don't you?" will die, right?"
Xian'e pushed him, and said with a smile: "It's not that I won't die, but there are rumors that Phoenix is a phoenix that can be reborn from ashes."
Xiao Fenghuang suddenly remembered what Gu Rong said when he first saw him, and thought: "Could it be that Gu Rong is the master of the gods? That's why the gods imprisoned him in Yixietian, just to keep him. Let him be with you forever."
Xiao Fenghuang automatically brought the relationship between the two into him and Si Ming, which made him feel more reasonable. If he had lived for tens of thousands of years without friends and relatives, he would definitely hope that his adoptive father would be with him forever.
And the adoptive father also has his important people, he doesn't want to be with him, and wants to go back to the place where he was a child, then he must be sad and sad when he leaves.
So the current God Venerable must be very uncomfortable.
Little Fenghuang felt sorry for him and felt sorry for him, so she couldn't help but went to Siguoya to look for him again.
It has been nearly half a month since he last came.
In half a month, Xiao Fenghuang found that people in the heavens were afraid of Lou Guanxue. At first he was afraid too, but later he felt that this person seemed to care about him, and he never lost his temper in everything, so he lost his restraint in front of him.
At this time, she threw herself into Lou Guanxue's arms, put her arms around his neck, and said softly: "God, don't worry, I will work hard to live a long, long life, long enough to be with you forever, and will not let you alone Human."
Children are always so innocent, so simple that it is a little funny, and the promises made casually may not even realize how difficult it will be to realize.
But it is this innocence without hesitation that touches the heartstrings more than the hesitation of adults.
At least in Lou Guanxue's eyes, yes.
Because Hua Zanglie had never given him such a promise, that person clearly looked out of tune, and spoke sweet words, but he was stingy in giving him such a promise, he never said that he would be with him forever, Be with him for the rest of his life.
Hua Zanglie can speak sweet words, but he will not easily promise what he can't do.
Lou Guanxue knew him well, that's why he was so worried about him.
"But don't you want to go back to Zizaitian?"
Xiao Fenghuang was stunned for a moment, then came out of his arms, looked up at the sad-looking person, and said in puzzlement, "Why should I go back to Zizaitian? I'm not from there, but Gu Rong is."
"He went back, and you will go back one day."
"Shen Zun?" Little Phoenix stared at the person who suddenly hugged him, and was stunned.
"Xiaobai." Lou Guanxue hugged him in her arms, rubbed his chin lightly against his soft hair, looked at the distant horizon, and murmured: "I always regret it. When I came out, I didn't hand you over to the demons to raise you, so you won't meet the Buddha in Zhangwei Mountain later."
"Zhangwei Mountain?"
"If you don't go to Zhangwei Mountain, you won't go out of your body and meet me in the mortal world, and I won't mistake Gu Rong for you."
Little Fenghuang listened with a half-knowledge, and said in a daze, "God, I don't understand what you are saying."
Lou Guanxue hugged him, closed his eyes slowly, and didn't answer him, obviously he didn't listen to him, he didn't expect Xiao Fenghuang to understand, he was just too tired and lacked someone to talk to, every moment accumulated in his heart One thing was magnified infinitely under the influence of the inner demons, and it was almost overwhelming that he couldn't breathe, and he was in great pain.
"Gu Rong is going back to Zizaitian, he is going to find the Buddha." Lou Guanxue said suddenly, whether he was telling Little Phoenix or himself, "He is your shadow, even he wants to go back , you will have to leave sooner or later."
"In the past few lives, I always tried my best to help you restore your memory, and wanted you to return to the way you used to be. Now that I think about it, it's actually quite unnecessary. Bai Fu is you, Gu Rong is you, and now this is you too. It's always been you, so what's important if you have memory or not?"
He paused, lowered his head and kissed his brow, and said softly: "Actually, it's good to live like this all the time, isn't it?"
But he couldn't do it, he couldn't keep him.