dhibooks Chapter 60
Chapter 60
Qi Ran turned his head away and stopped looking at Ke Yan, but the broken walls, broken tables, chairs and broken porcelain bowls that caught his eyes made him feel extremely glaring. Obviously, he can have a better life, as long as he works a little harder, he can To get rid of this predicament, why, why is he like this, regardless of his own persuasion, regardless of his own begging, still living leisurely in the world, waiting for a person who will not come back in this deserted world.
Everything in the temple made him look more and more angry. He waved his sleeves and wanted to destroy them, but suddenly withdrew his hands. This is the home that Ke Yan lived on in the world. Things were picked up one by one by Ke Yan from the streets, from other people’s hands, and from various places in the world. He has been watching him in the sky, watching him walk through all the countries and all the mountains until he settles down here After coming down, he has a residence, which is also a home in the eyes of ordinary people.
He is obviously a martial god who is unparalleled in the Three Realms, but he is reduced to picking up things that ordinary people don't want, living where ordinary people don't live, and doing things that ordinary people don't do. He really doesn't understand that Ke Yan, who was originally arrogant and indulgent, is How, how did it become like this, wasting a hundred years of cultivation just for one person, living in such a remote place for hundreds or thousands of years, he doesn't seem to mind at all, and even lives very freely.
But I know that he is thinking of a person, a person who lived because of him, but died because of him. That person has been away for 300 years, and he has been stubbornly waiting in this cold world alone. So, he firmly believed that that person would live for him, die for him, and be reborn for him. He was waiting, waiting for their reunion.
"Are you going to suffer all over again?" Qi Ran asked.
Ke Yan looked at him, then looked around, his eyes were sad, he pursed his lips, and closed his eyes tightly, how could he not remember the hardships of those years?
He who gave up his pride, he who lost his family, he who had no believers, and he who was spurned by others, he remembered them all.He who competed with dogs for food, he who was jealous of other people's family reunion, he who fell from heaven to hell, of course he remembered.How could he not remember the bitterness of those years, and he didn't dare to go through it again, so he thought, wait for that person to come back, that person is the only warmth in the world, and also his last believer, wait for him to come back Now, I don't have to suffer anymore, and I don't have to live so tired anymore.
After Ke Yan came back to his senses, he said in a low voice: "Qi Ran, why would I think about it? Those years were the most embarrassing, most miserable, and most useless years for me. When Luo died, he asked me to wake him up, but I couldn’t wake him up, so I was waiting for him, he will definitely come back, as he promised, he will live for me, work hard, and live in this world.”
Qi Ran said in a deep voice: "What if he is no longer in this world?"
Ke Yan said: "Then I will break through Wujian and go find him."
Qi Ran only felt that his throat was hoarse, and it took him a long time to make a sound: "What if we can't find him?"
"Then I'll just keep waiting."
Qi Ran didn't speak, stood up and was about to leave, but stopped when she was approaching the door, and said in a deep voice: "Stop interacting with the Lord of the Ghost World, he is not easy."
Ke Yan raised his head and said: "Why is it so simple? How is he different from us? We tried our best to cultivate to become a god, and he tried his best to cultivate to become a ghost. We are all the same people."
Qi Ran said coldly: "Ke Yan, why do you fight against me everywhere, you were not like this in the past."
Ke Yan turned his head away, and said in a low voice: "Since the second ascension, do you see that I... how much like before?"
Qi Ran shouted angrily, "Ke Yan."
Ke Yan also roared: "Qi Ran."
"Look at me now, how godlike I am? Do you know how I got here in those years? I competed with dogs for food, and I was hung on the eaves for three days and three nights. I wanted to die , I have tried countless ways to commit suicide, but I just can’t die. Qi Ran, you haven’t experienced it, you won’t understand. I’ve worked so hard to be a god. What is it for? No relatives, no feelings, no friends, what am I? Not at all, now, even Shi Qiluo, the only one who regards me as a god, is dead, he is dead, do you know what it means to die? It just disappears, is gone, and can’t be found.” Then, he suddenly fell on the ground On the ground, he buried his face in his palm and cried bitterly: "I will never hear him call me Master in my whole life."