Abuse's extravagance

Chapter 45 Love Is Crazy

After the day when the hospital expected to be able to visit but there was no follow-up, the torment befell Luo Jie.

He finally realized what it means to live like a year.Anxious, tormenting waiting and intense longing had worn away all his patience, and a big hole had been etched in his heart.

In the past, no matter what happened, he could hold his breath, control his emotions to hide them, and face the outside world in the best state.

But since Roy's accident, he has gradually become unsmiling, and his soul seems to be trapped and guarded by the side he saw in the intensive care unit.

I can no longer feel emotions other than darkness, chewing on the bitterness and dullness in my heart day after day.

He never knew that being helpless is so helpless and terrible, and he also didn't know that regret would kill all the brain cells of a person, and a heart seemed to be hanging by anxiety, crumbling, and might collapse at any time.

One morning when Luo Jie's aggressive mask was left behind during that long night, he accidentally received a call from Qingfeng, informing him that he could visit Roy.

As if wandering in a nightmare and seeing a glimmer of light, he of course wished he could run to the hospital immediately and stand waiting in front of the door, unwilling to waste that precious visiting time.

However, he knew that the priority of visitation was with his parents, which was a matter of course, and he had no reason to persuade them to let him in first.

In the past, he was always upright, frank and fearless to announce his relationship with Roy, but after this incident, he suddenly became very "bad".Because he firmly believed that Roy would wake up, he was very afraid that after Roy woke up and learned of his self-assertion, he would be unable to bear the pressure of reality and find fault again.

Resisting the thoughts that were about to come out, he responded to Qingfeng that he would visit in the afternoon, and he clearly gave a hint that he should send Luo Tingting away at that time.After breaking up with her that day, she, who had expressed her position, would do everything possible to prevent him from being alone with Roy.

Even though he has to endure for a while longer, think about it another way: to stagger visits with his relatives, and he can tell Roy his innermost thoughts with less worry.

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"Jie, are you going out?"

Huang Jingying, who was playing jigsaw puzzles with her daughter in the living room, saw Luo Jie, who had been locked in the study since the morning, come out and walk across the living room. She immediately stood up with joy and radiance on her face.

"Yeah." Luo Jie glanced at the mother and daughter suddenly, without any fluctuation in his eyes.

Without thinking about his reaction, Huang Jingying looked at him expectantly, "Where are you going...?" Asking this question was nothing more than wanting him to take them with her, but she didn't want to Dare to directly express inner desire, only hope that he can receive the longing in her eyes.

"Where are you going, Dad? I'm going too." Luo Xiaoqing didn't have any plans, so she ran to him directly, grabbed his hand and begged.

Luo Jie paused for a moment, and set his gaze on her round eyes and innocent face.

Feeling a touch of heat continuously coming from the palm of his hand, slowly arousing his emotions, he frowned slightly, thinking whether to shake off her hand?

Even though he had a child and got married, he had no sense of being a father at all.

Although they are called family members in law and live under the same roof, he doesn't communicate with them very much and has emotional exchanges. He goes to the company early in the morning during the day and locks himself in the study until late at night.

Since Huang Jingying moved in, she has taken over all the housework, including his long-standing habit of cooking.

He liked to cook before, it was because he liked to see Roy's expression of contentment and happiness after enjoying his cooking.And now without him around to taste and score for him, the matter of cooking is boring to him.

"Xiaoqing, don't act like this!" Seeing his displeased expression, Huang Jingying immediately came to her daughter and pulled her back and forth.

Xiao Qing didn't know what she did wrong?After being read by her mother, Douda's tears rolled down from her spiritual eyes in an instant.

It’s hard to be able to live together with my father, but the number of times I talk to my father in a day can be counted with three fingers, and it’s not like the show on TV, where my father will sit with her on his lap and watch together intimately TV or storytelling.

There seemed to be a stuffy feeling in her chest, which made her feel very sad and uncomfortable.However, at a young age, she didn't know that it was called grievance.

Luo Jie looked into her reddened eyes, even if he was not the one who made her cry, he still had some pity in his heart.

He thought to himself: Usually it is easy to say words of comfort to children who fall down on the road, why is he so reluctant to speak to his daughter who is related to him by blood?

Is it because he subconsciously blamed her for causing him to separate from Roy?

still. ． ． ． ． ．He thought that if he was nice to her, he would betray Roy?

It's strange to say, knowing that Xiao Yi is by no means a narrow-minded person, and all the sacrifices he made were for the children.But he still couldn't let go of his guard and play the role of father well.

Heaving a sigh in his heart, Luo Jie looked away, leaving the responsibility of comforting her to Huang Jingying, and continued to move towards the door.

His ruthlessness made Huang Jingying's face darken.Seeing him disappear behind the door, she reached out and patted her daughter's head to coax her: "Xiao Qing, Dad has something to do, so I'll take you out to play some other day, okay?" She seemed gentle and kind, but her heart was full of resentment.

Luo Jie, do you still want to be like this? ． ． ． ． ?Treat us with such indifference.However, now that I have become your wife, I will definitely get back my rights!

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As the visiting hours approached, some worried and anxious family members of patients gathered in front of the ward, and Luo Jie was among them.

Seeing the door being opened, the eyes of the family members who were originally full of worry revealed a faint light.Luo Jie did not compete with them for the order of entering the ward. After everyone entered, he followed the nurse's instructions to turn off the mobile phone, disinfect his hands, and put on the isolation gown to enter the ward last.

As soon as he entered the ward, the pair of black eyes naturally looked up and saw the position of Roy's hospital bed, but there was a strange face in his eyes, and he showed disappointment without hiding his heart.

Seeing that the bed number on his isolation gown did not match the one in front of him, he continued to move along the bed number. After passing through five hospital beds, he finally found Roy in the bed closest to the window.

Seeing the longing figure, Luo Jie almost couldn't restrain the excitement in his heart, and wanted to rush forward to embrace him in his arms, confirming the reality in front of him with the intimate touch and body temperature.

But the nurse in charge of taking care of Roy probably recognized him as the person who broke into the ward and quarreled with his brain before, with slender phoenix eyes, stood aside and stared at him vigilantly, making him suddenly suppress the emotion released on his face .

"The patient is still very weak, please don't make loud noises or do anything that endangers the patient." The nurse strictly lowered her voice and warned him.

"I know, thank you for taking such good care of him, Miss Nurse." Luo Jie smiled sincerely, showing his mature and calm self.

Basically, few women could resist his masculine charm. The nurse looked away a little shyly, and explained: "Please remember to abide by the visitation regulations." Then she left the hospital bed and walked to the workstation to wait for orders.

Seeing that there was no one guarding him, Luo Jie immediately went to the chair beside the hospital bed and sat down, his gaze fixed on Roy's face the whole time without even blinking.

The scorching gaze exhausted his lovesickness. During the week without seeing Roy, he seemed to be living in a fiery hell. His heart was tormented, his thoughts were clouded and engulfed, and he couldn't breathe or relax at all.

Before he reached this point in his life, he never thought that he would fall into such a low tide, and was tortured by the emotion of "love".

But despite the pain and suffering at the moment, he will still stick to this emotion and continue to guard Roy.

For him, Roy is a unique and indispensable existence in his life, just like water is important to fish, and the moon is as influential as the rise and fall of sea water, and only he who is loved by Roy is the complete Roy. Jie.

Whatever happens in the future?They will all advance and retreat together.

Carefully pointing at his cheeks and closed eyes, he temporarily appeases the arrogant and clamoring desire in his heart.But seeing that face was even thinner, the lips were chapped and bloodless, Luo Jie's brows were almost knotted, there was a puff of breath in his chest, and he was very depressed and suffocated.

"Xiaoyi..."

Knowing that he was in a tug-of-war with the god of death, but he couldn't do anything, he could only watch his life gradually drain away.The frustration of being helpless made him want to yell at the sky: If you feel uncomfortable, you can do it to yourself, don't abuse innocent people!

The one who was really at fault was himself. He didn't understand why the innocent Roy should bear the responsibility. ． ． ． ?

He thought: If he thought that torturing Roy was the cruelest punishment for himself, then it was not worthy of being the sustenance of people's beliefs.

However, after blaspheming the heavens like this, the shackles in Luo Jie's heart did not loosen but became even heavier.Because according to what he thought in his heart, he was the one who was at fault, and right now he still owed Roy an important apology.

"Xiaoyi, I'm sorry..." Touching the cold hand full of needles extremely unbearably, he whispered: "I'm sorry for hurting you so much during this time, making you cry, heartache, torture and pain .”

Suddenly, he slowly took Roy's hand and brought it to his thin lips for a gentle kiss.Tall and strong as a man, he made such a move, which immediately attracted the attention of other family members.

But the family members who have experienced various emotional journeys seem to be able to understand why he did this behavior, and there was no big reaction on his face. After looking at it, he continued to focus his attention on his relatives.

"I didn't want you. The ring was a misunderstanding. You see, I still wear it on my hand." In order for Roy to confirm, Luo Jie put the hand with the ring in front of his eyes.It didn't matter that he was still in a coma, completely immersed in his own world, thinking that he must hear what he said.

"Why is it so easy to be deceived by my acting skills...? You should understand that my feelings for you are as deep as you are for me, how can I let you go." The tender eyes suddenly became thick Deep sorrow, at this time he is just a helpless man who is extremely afraid of losing his love.

"Don't forget that you promised me that you will let such a fool like me love you for the rest of your life, you can't take your word for it..."

He put his fingers into Roy's slender fingers, and clasped his fingers together, which meant that the two of them would walk hand in hand for the rest of their lives.However, when he suddenly found that the ring Roy was wearing had disappeared, his heart shook, and his expression suddenly became confused.

Taking a look at his hand with the plaster cast on it, to make sure he was not mistaken, Luo Jie wondered if it was removed by the hospital and handed over to other family members?

He thought for a while that it was most likely on Luo Tingting.But if this is the case, Qingfeng should tell him. ． ． ． ．

When he was confused, another thought suddenly popped up: Could it be that Roy pulled it up by himself?

Because I didn't want to continue this relationship, I lost it along with my life. ． ． ．

There was a quick burst of dampness in his nose, bitterness was condensed between his brows, and Luo Jie's face turned into pain because of this possibility.

"Do you think I have to accept this? Xiaoyi..." Suddenly, black eyes looked at Roy's indifferent and unresponsive face, and Luo Jie showed his usual overbearingness.

"I tell you, I don't accept it!"

As soon as the voice fell, he realized that he was forcing him so selfishly again, so he quickly softened his tone: "I'm sorry! It's my fault, and I forced you so forcefully, Xiao Yi, don't hate me."

Afraid that Roy would get angry and didn't want to wake up, he rubbed his face against his palm, at first glance like a big dog coquettish to its master.

This movement attracted the attention of the passing nurse, who coughed lightly to ask him to restrain himself.

Sensitively aware of the movement coming from behind, Luo Jie changed his expression instantly, hiding the inner self that only belonged to Roy, and looked back coldly.

Knowing that it was a doctor who came to inspect him, he put down his defenses and faced it rationally.

"Doctor, how is Roy's condition?" Although he was very concerned, Luo Jie maintained a polite and polite attitude.

The doctor took a look at the medical record in his hand, and responded clearly: "At present, his lung wound and surgical wound are gradually healing, and there is no sign of infection. In addition, according to the report of brain wave tomography, the initial brain drainage The operation has successfully eliminated some of the blood clots, and the rest will be absorbed by the patient's body naturally. Overall, the condition is quite optimistic."

After receiving this good news from a medical authority, Luo Jie's recently tensed nerves were finally able to relax, and he couldn't help but look at Roy with a soft smile on his face.

But now that the dangerous period has passed, another thing that makes people anxious is this, "How long will it take for him to wake up?"

In the past few days, he has found a lot of medical information about Roy's condition on the Internet, and he understands that cerebral hemorrhage cannot be fully recovered in a short time.

After reading the cases of some people, some people woke up within a month, but some people were in a coma for several months. He hoped that Roy belonged to the former.

"Now we have passed the critical period, but the recovery period of the brain wound is relatively slow, so the time cannot be confirmed. It may take more than one or two weeks. We will use drugs as appropriate to speed up the removal of blood clots. We will evaluate it in the next two days Whether it can breathe on its own and then be extubated, it may take a while before it turns into a normal disease."

After borrowing a seat from him, the doctor came to the medical equipment on the right of Roy to check the values, and then continued without changing his face: "In the past two days, we will first evaluate whether we can breathe on our own before extubating, and we will transfer to the general medical equipment. It may take a while.”

The ambiguous answer made Luo Jie darken his eyes a little disappointed, "Is that so......"

However, he immediately regained his energy and thanked the doctor: "Although the road is still long, thank you, doctor, for your hard work in rescuing him."

"Doctors should save lives. You should thank the patients, who have a strong will to survive." The doctor smiled at him, and then walked towards the bed on the other side.

"Xiaoyi, did you hear that? The doctor is praising you." Back to the one-on-one time, Luo Jie put her face close to his ear and whispered.

Seeing the slender feather fan vibrate as if in response, his heart suddenly became excited, and surprise burst into his eyes.

He knew very well in his heart that this was absolutely unacceptable, but in the next second he softly covered his lips and kissed them with extreme love.

Breathe your own breath into his body, and make a new promise: "Since you heard my voice, my Sleeping Beauty, please wake up quickly, and when you wake up and recover, I will take you Let's get out of here and live in a strange place, okay?"

The moment his lips parted, the medical equipment that originally displayed a stable value suddenly changed drastically.

Writer's words:

Luo Jie's image is probably completely ruined when I write this article (T_T)

It's a very bad man. (To put it nicely. That's the sentence in the title)

In order to divide the paragraphs and make the article read more smoothly, it has troubled me for a long time.

If you have any reading suggestions, please provide them a lot~

Luo Jie should not be concerned about the next article......he will write here...don't spoil his image anymore.

Later on he will turn into a bad and annoying bully....

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