Chapter 188 When Can I Confess?
Chapter 188 When Can I Confess?
Hearing these words from Meng Qing, Zhao Jiani's emotions collapsed again, tears came out even more violently, and she could only spit out three words over and over again: "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm really... sorry..."
"You can conceive me with calculations, or you can give me to Meng Hao directly when I was born, and don't care about it. The goodbye will be 14 years," Meng Qing looked at Zhao Jiani calmly, The voice was clear and joyful with a trace of sadness, "But when I finally see you again after 14 years, you can no longer deceive me and use me, because I will also be desperate, so I am really sorry, I can't I will continue to forgive you."
Zhao Jiani cried and couldn't say anything anymore. This was probably the first time she experienced the feelings of a mother after being abandoned by her own child.
No, to be precise, after she abandoned her child, she was finally abandoned by the child, and at this time when she wanted to restore everything, it was already too late.
When some emotions finally start to play a role, because they have been accumulated for too long, it is likely to bring unexpected effects, and it can even overwhelm other emotions that were cared about before, making those things trivial.
Money, power, interests, including the deepening obsession over the past 14 years, seem to have become less important at this moment. Emotions such as remorse, self-blame, and heartache slowly emerged, and they gathered more and more. thicker.
It's just a pity that all of this came too late, no matter how violent and violent it was, it was impossible to change the reality in any way.
"At first I was thinking about meeting you, but now that you look like this, let's forget about it." Seeing Zhao Jiani crying uncontrollably, Meng Qing shook her head regretfully.
Zhao Jiani hurriedly choked up her sobs and said, "I'm fine, please...please meet me."
"After we meet, can you stop crying and not being sad anymore?" Meng Qing looked directly at Zhao Jiani, with a little sadness in her eyes, "You don't need to answer my question, because I know the answer very well, so Some things are really unnecessary, and perhaps some obsessions should be let go, don’t you think so?”
Zhao Jiani shook her head choked with sobs, but she was crying too much now, she seemed to have a lot to say, but there was only a blank in her head for a while, and she didn't know where to start.
And Meng Qing didn't give her another chance to speak: "Although there will be no more intersections and contacts in the future, I still hope that you can live a good life, so goodbye."
This is not the first time Meng Qing said goodbye to Zhao Jiani, but it was the one that disturbed Zhao Jiani's mood the most. Even after Meng Qing hung up the communication, she still cried uncontrollably for a long time before she managed to calm down Come.
But after this sadness, what choice Zhao Jiani will make is unknown.
After hanging up the communication, Meng Qing hummed an ancient rhyme and picked up the milk that Kent had prepared for him. She was obviously in a good mood, which was completely inconsistent with the atmosphere in the communication just now.
Kent saw it, and asked with a helpless smile, "Are you happy now?"
"Of course, I'm stingy. Although I didn't feel hurt by Zhao Jiani's actions, she did go too far." Meng Qing raised her eyebrows while drinking milk. The pursuit of status, what I said today may not have too much influence on her, but at least it can make me feel happier."
Meng Qing accepted Zhao Jiani's communication on purpose, and also said what he said before on purpose. He is such a small belly and such a wicked person.
Apart from shaking his head helplessly, Kent really didn't know what to say. That woman's behavior was indeed excessive. Although Meng Qing's actions were indeed a bit wicked, it didn't matter.
"Didn't your father come back today? You don't seem to have asked for leave from the academy." Meng Qing asked this question instead.
Ken nodded: "Father said that Dad should be able to come today, but he should not have time to see me today."
Although he has been wandering in the interstellar ocean, Damon is still a member of the military department and is under the control of the Rose Legion. When he returns to the capital planet this time, he needs to report to the military department first.
Meng Qing nodded understandingly: "Then he has contacted you and agreed on when to meet?"
Kent shook his head, but it was probably because he had witnessed what happened to Meng Qing with his own eyes. Now he doesn't feel too disappointed about his family's affairs, but feels contented and happy.
"Since he didn't take the initiative to contact you, then you should contact him when you have time." After Meng Qing drank the milk, Shi Shiran stood up, "It's getting late, you should go to bed earlier."
It is said to rest early, but the two will definitely meet again in the dream later. The feeling of being together in the town during the day and continuing to be together at night makes Kent feel very satisfied.
He even couldn't help feeling that even if the relationship with his family can only be so alienated, it doesn't matter, because he can still form a new family with Meng Qing, a warm and warm home.
Of course, such thoughts of mine cannot be known by Meng Qing. Although Kent has identified that the person who will accompany him all his life is Meng Qing, in fact, the relationship between the two is only at the level of "best friends". This made Kent feel annoyed and a little complacent at the same time. After all, he was the only one who was closest to Meng Qing.
On the second day, Kent took the initiative to contact Damon. The two only communicated briefly and set a time to meet. As for the location, they were family members after all, and the meeting place was obviously at home.
Kent knew that Meng Qing should not be involved in this kind of thing, but because it was a meeting between family members, he wanted to see Meng Qing's presence more than on other occasions.
So even though he knew that his request was inappropriate and rude, he still said it: "I made an appointment with my father and the others to meet the day after tomorrow. Can you come with me then?"
He didn't say where they met, but Meng Qing couldn't fail to guess. He glanced at Kent's seemingly calm, but actually slightly disturbed eyes, and finally nodded with a smile: "Okay, then I need to prepare What gift?"
"No need, isn't it the two of us who prepared my family portrait together?" Kent's slightly stern face suddenly showed a satisfied smile.
Meng Qing didn't point it out: "Well, since you said so."
Although the relationship between the two seems to be just friends, in fact, to Meng Qing, Kent is also a very special existence, because although he seems calm and calm, his temper has never been soft.
Knowing what Kent thought about her, Meng Qing didn't push him away directly, which was actually a disguised recognition.
Even, sometimes Meng Qing still thinks that Kent, who loves her carefully but doesn't even have the courage to confess, is quite cute. After all, his usual appearance is so cool, it looks like it is impossible Be stumped by anything.
As for the few things that Meng Qing knew that affected Kent's emotions, except for the affairs of the military department, it was his family and him. Thinking about it this way, Meng Qing felt quite honored.
But when will this kid get up the courage to confess his love to himself?
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