A and M's Daily Season 2

Chapter 23 The Past

Lawyer Mi reached for the paper bag, unwrapped the rope and poured it directly onto the coffee table. Countless unsightly nude photos were scattered all over the table, including several DVD discs and audio tapes.He took a few deep breaths to stabilize his emotions, took out his glasses and put them on, sat down and began to read one by one.This time I knew I was wrong, so I didn't dare to say anything, and sat obediently on the sidelines waiting for the volcano to erupt.

Lawyer Mi flipped through the photos seriously, and before he saw a few photos, his face flushed with anger and his forehead was bulging. He angrily took a photo on the table, pointed at me and complained: "You and him used this Such a pose?! Still using these props? You didn’t let me use them, but you let him use them!”

Listen, the tone is not aggrieved.

I leaned over and rubbed his shoulder, flatteringly said, "I'll let you use it next time, use it whatever you want, whatever you want."

Mi Gongju was barely satisfied, sat back and continued to watch, turned to a DVD video, opened it for a minute, then exploded again, slapped the table and cursed: "Did you take medicine at that time? How old are you? How dare you?" Shooting this kind of film by yourself? Role-playing? Pretending to play GV memes? You guys are good at it?"

Before I could explain, he continued to grit his teeth and said, "I asked you to wear a deacon's clothes before and you didn't want to play with me as a master and servant in England. You also told me that the clothes are too revealing. Sorry, look at this shot, What kind of beauty and the beast are you playing with him, and you only wear a pair of plush underwear together? Hey, there are so many ideas and tricks, okay?"

"..."

I continued to coax him with a smile: "Next time I will shoot with you, and I will only shoot with you in the future."

He sat back and continued to watch, and turned the table again a minute later, "You actually called him Hani? You never called me Hani! Every time you call me, you are, hey, golden retriever, move your big ass...you Really...I...you..."

"Haney, Hani, you are my Hani, from now on I will call you Hani, okay? I will call you Hani"

As a result, Mi Gongju yelled even louder with his thick neck: "You dare to call me that after you call him Hani? Don't call me Hani! I want a unique nickname!"

"...Cheng Chengcheng, Uncle, Uncle, I won't call you Hani anymore..."

His vat of vinegar has been completely overturned this time, and the old accounts have to be dug out and broken up with me to be happy.Lawyer Mi is very narrow-minded. I usually watch an American drama, but if there are one or two good-looking actors in it, he will compare himself with the male actors in it from head to toe, and criticize them as useless, saying that they are all ' The brain is empty, the body is muscular, the vase from the plastic surgery', and looked at me pitifully: "You don't like the vase, right? QAQ".In fact, I really only watched that American drama because of those handsome male stars. The plot itself is bloody and boring. If it weren't for the protagonists who are in good shape, handsome and fresh, I wouldn't watch it.

Attorney Mi was watching the DVD video, angry at the same time, trembling with anger, and refused to stop.I went up to block the TV, and whispered to him: "Don't watch Uncle, I know you're angry, don't torture yourself."

He glared at me and said sternly: "I'm looking for evidence. You think I want to see my boyfriend's legs broken like that by other men? How many years have you been with me? How long have you been with him if I shoot? The two of you just shoot this kind of thing blindly!"

There was no sound in an instant, and he continued to go back and sit down and pretend to be his grandson.

The film is not short, more than 40 minutes, I couldn't watch it myself, my face was flushed with shame, I really don't know how I was able to get [-]% of this virtue back then.Lawyer Mi forced himself to read the whole thing, his knuckles cracking.After the movie ended, he turned off the TV, and said in silence for a long time: "Is there any wine at home?"

Since I was quitting alcohol, my uncle strictly forbade all alcoholic beverages in the house, so I went to the kitchen to rummage for a long time, found half a bottle of red wine left over from making steak a while ago, poured a glass and brought it over.Lawyer Mi finished it all in one mouthful silently.

The person who did the wrong thing was the most unreasonable. He continued to read the materials in the living room, and I was miserable in the kitchen making the braised pork, braised chicken drumsticks, noodles with fried sauce and sweet red bean soup that Lawyer Mi ordered.When the Dragon Lunch came, Lawyer Mi changed his usual behavior of dying while eating, and proudly raised his chin, indicating that I can just put it there, and then waved his hand to show that the master is satisfied now, Aifei, you can leave, the whole process is fart Did not put one.I was so angry that the root of my teeth itched, but I didn't dare to get angry, and I had no reason to get angry.

The master is dining in the living room, I huddled in the kitchen and ate with fear, I always poked my head over to look.In the past, Lawyer Mi was the one who often got into trouble and did wrong things. I criticized him a lot before, but I didn't expect that I would fall into trouble this time. Who knows how he will torment me.

After lunch, another hour later, he finally finished flipping through the pile of "evidence", took off his glasses, rubbed his nose, and held his chin in silence, while I waited next to him anxiously, and asked in a low voice, "How do you see it?" ?”

"There are some photos you took yourself, and he used them without your consent. We can definitely sue him for abusing his portrait rights. This case is easy to fight."

Hearing what he said, I immediately breathed a sigh of relief: "That's good, I'm scared to death..."

Lawyer Mi was not happy at all, but was even more worried: "We can sue them, but now I am afraid that they will release these photos in court. These things will definitely be used as evidence. Once they become evidence, It can be used by both parties, and it can be placed on the table casually for the jury to see."

I don't want anyone to see these things. It is already very difficult for my uncle to see them. If a stranger sees them, I might as well stab me to death.The breath of relief just now was held back: "Then what should I do? Is there any way to prevent them from seeing it? If other people see it, I will be finished."

He covered his face and sighed, "I'm thinking, if these things are not listed as evidence, the case will be nothing to prove our words, but if it is listed as evidence, this pile of things, the jury Those ten people will definitely watch it.”

Hearing what he said, I also became frightened, lost my mind for a while, and sat obediently on the side without daring to say anything.

Attorney Mi flipped through the book to check the legal terms over and over again, and looked at the photos from time to time, with a serious and serious expression.

After watching for a while, he suddenly said: "Asher, what did you think at the time, why did you take this kind of photo? This kind of thing will definitely be kept as a handle, I thought you were very smart.", in his tone Full of deep disappointment.

Before being threatened by Oscar, I was extremely panicked, but now that my uncle said this, I feel even more wronged.I don't care about showing my worst side in front of him, he can see me bald and skinny during chemotherapy, or I just woke up in the morning with a mess of hair, sleepy eyes, half of my face covered with saliva , naked to go to the toilet to pee.The only thing I don’t want him to see is what I looked like before I met him. What I’m most afraid of is not letting Uncle see those photos, but that he will change his view of me and look down on me after seeing it.Everyone in the world can think of me as inferior, but I don't want to leave this impression in the heart of Lawyer Mi.

Sitting in the chair and not talking, the more I thought about it, the more sad it became, and I couldn't breathe with chest tightness.

"I, I'll go out first"

Uncle raised his head when he heard the sound, and I had already run into the kitchen.He also followed

.

He took out the cake from the refrigerator, sat on the ground and stuffed it into his mouth with his hands, gobbling it voraciously, crying while eating.

Lawyer Mi felt distressed and knelt down to take the cake.I held onto it tightly and wouldn't let go.

He opened my fingers one by one and coaxed softly, "Don't eat it, give me the cake"

People who have never had bulimia may not know that it is a neurological disease. When you are sad, you can't control your desire to eat, and you can't stop it when it happens.In fact, I don't want to eat, but I can't control it. When I feel very sad, I can't relieve my stomach.I often can't restrain myself, and now I am, I keep stuffing cakes into my mouth, and my face is covered with paste.

Seeing that I didn't intend to stop, Uncle felt a little anxious, and exerted force on his hand to make me let go.

"Don't eat it, Asher don't eat it! Your stomach hurts!"

My eyes were red, and I kept shaking my head with the cake in my mouth.He stretched out a hand to my mouth: "Hey, spit it out"

I still shook my head, holding the cake and refusing to let go.

"Hey, spit it out... spit it into my hand, don't eat it"

"Asher, let's not eat, okay?", this sentence broke me completely, I threw down the cake and sat on the floor, covering my face and crying.He stretched his arms around me, pulled me into his arms, and apologized in a low voice: "I'm sorry, I shouldn't have said those words... I'm sorry"

"But I couldn't control myself, I was so angry... Seeing those photos, I almost went crazy. I was so jealous that I went crazy. I wished I could rush over and kill that person right away."

"I know it's not your fault, I shouldn't be angry with you, I'm sorry, don't cry, it hurts me to hear it."

He coaxed me back to the sofa and wiped the cream and tears off my face with a tissue.

I just cried so hard, and now I haven’t calmed down, I hiccupped intermittently when I spoke: "I’m sorry, uncle, I don’t want to hiccup either... I don’t want you to see that pile of things, I almost forgot, I want It’s not hiccup today, seeing it today, I can’t believe I’ve done such a crazy thing before… I don’t want you to hiccup, I don’t want you to look down on me…”

Lawyer Mi was amused by the hiccup, and he felt better. He no longer had a straight face: "I know, I believe in you", got up and poured a glass of water for me to drink.

But the more I said, the more wronged I was: "Do you think I don't regret it? How could I not regret it? I don't know why I agreed to take pictures with him at that time. He was my first boyfriend. I liked him very much. At that time, I really liked him. I like him very much, so I don’t object to anything he says, and I don’t dare to object. I’m afraid that if I refuse, he won’t like me anymore. Oscar is not a good person, he is just a jerk, he completely ruined me... After that I I regret it every day, for fear that these things will be exposed, and then I will be finished."

Holding the cup and bowing his head, he whispered, "I really don't want you to look down on me..."

"I didn't look down on you! I won't!" He explained loudly, "I was very angry when I saw those photos, but it happened, it's no use getting angry at you, it will only make you feel worse , the best way now is to face the reality and try to deal with this matter as quickly as possible.”

He also comforted me: "Everyone has a past. If it makes you more comfortable, I can also tell you about the stupid things I did before. Really, they are all very stupid. It may be more stupid than what you did .You weren't the only one who was an idiot in high school, I was an idiot too."

At that time, I really wanted to answer him: Yes, I know, you are the most stupid.Still didn't say it out loud, secretly hiding it in my heart.Uncle is very stupid, if it was someone else, he might have started arguing long ago, but he would rather be sulked in his heart and slowly calm down in his heart than scold me.

Lawyer Mi's hairy head leaned over, head to head, and shook hands and promised: "We will win, let that damn guy suffer the consequences, and regret provoking you"

As soon as he arrived at the firm the next day, Lawyer Mi ordered his assistant to send a summons to Oscar, suing him in court, and the first trial meeting was held in the court in the afternoon.Attorney You Mi came to the rescue, and the case went smoothly, and it was completely settled in less than two weeks. There was no suspense, and we won the case.Attorney Mi, who can speak eloquently, made a lot of extra requests in the final judgment. Oscar failed to blackmail, but instead paid me 1 US dollars in mental damages, and was asked not to appear in our area from now on. Within 5 meters.After leaving the court, Oscar ran over to talk to me regardless of the lawyer’s obstruction. He probably didn’t expect that I would come to this move, completely cut off his back, and completely panicked: He cried and begged: “Asher, Asher , I beg you, I can't pay compensation at all, I will be sent to jail"

"For our sake, please, I was wrong,"

"Asher, I know you still have feelings for me, I can feel it, you loved me so much before, you must still have feelings for me in your heart, don't you?"

"Asher, I regret it, you are the best, the most outstanding person I have ever been with. Others, no one can compare to you"

"The thing I regret most now is that I let you go because I didn't want to come out."

When I was in high school, I really liked Oscar, deeply in my bones.I even want to say sweet words like I love you to him to death.He was my first boyfriend, the guy who brought me into the ring.Oscar is very handsome, a bit like the combination of Johnny Depp and Beckham. His facial features are much better than his uncle. When I was a teenager, I was fascinated by him. He belongs to the focus of the campus, the quarterback of the football team, He is handsome and popular, and he is very popular in school, and he is very comfortable.At that time, I was still proud and proud of being able to fall in love with him in private, and felt that I was really amazing to be seen by someone like him.

At that time, I naively thought that Oscar and I will last forever, reviewing AP and SAT exams together, going to the same university together, never wanting to leave, forever, forever.It's a pity that I was young and ignorant, too naive, and my fantasy could only be fantasy. After the hostess of the host family found out about our affairs, Oscar ran away in a hurry, without a trace of staying, and just left.Afterwards, the news that I was gay spread like wildfire in the school, and many people took advantage of it to bully me. Oscar followed the rugby gang to toss me the hardest.My first love ended so tragically, desolate Roma.In that relationship, I was very hurt, and my heart hurt like someone took a knife and slashed my chest several times. I wanted to ask that person loudly: Why?Why do you want to cut me?

Even if asked, no one answered.Love is too painful, lover is too painful, if you don’t love others in the future, won’t it be so painful?

Since then, I have only 419 and no longer talk about relationships.

When Lawyer Mi told me that he wanted to stay with me for a long time, I didn't dare to accept it at first, because I didn't want to be abandoned a second time. The pain was so unforgettable that I remembered it for a long time.But Lawyer Mi is different from Oscar. He will not run away when things happen. When something bad happens, he will always hug me nervously and coax me in a low voice, "Don't be afraid, I'm here too." It's just a matter of being brave on the surface.

It is easy to feel scared when climbing a mountain, diving, and riding a roller coaster to a haunted house alone, but having another person by your side seems to give you infinite courage to face it bravely and no longer run away.Because you know that even if there are terrible things in front of you, there will be someone beside you who can firmly hold your hand and will never leave you.That feeling is very down-to-earth, very reassuring.

Oscar huddled in front of him and said a lot of words, nothing more than wanting us to revoke the claim for compensation. I listened, and suddenly laughed, shook my head, and took out the document that was just judged.

"Don't get so close to me. You've crossed the line. I can call the police to arrest you now."

He opened his eyes wide and looked at me in disbelief.

I took my uncle's hand and introduced to him, "This is my boyfriend, Michelle. He is a lawyer, and he is very powerful and talented. He can beat the shit out of any lawyer you hired."

When Lawyer Mi heard me praise him, his face was full of joy, and he looked at Oscar triumphantly, looking down on him because of his height.

I leaned forward and kissed him on the face: "I should thank you, if I continued to be with you at that time, maybe my life would be finished."

These words were clearly in the heart of Lawyer Mi, and he walked away with his arms around my waist in a chic way, leaving Oscar alone in a daze.

Since then, I have never seen Oscar again, and the only last time I had contact with him was when I received a $1 compensation bill from Oscar.

On the way home, Lawyer Mi was jealous again, and he was still muttering: "That kid named Oscar is so handsome, did you just fall in love with his face?"

"Isn't it? He's so handsome. In high school, a group of girls stuffed love letters and chocolates into his locker. I ate all the chocolates."

He didn't like to hear this, so he took advantage of the red light to pull down the front mirror, kept taking pictures, and said to himself: "I'm actually not bad looking, it's just that my eyes are a little smaller..."

There are many bitter people in their hearts, as long as there is a little sweetness, they can be filled.The bitterness in my heart was washed away by Lawyer Mi's candy a long time ago.