All But Me Are Inhumans [Rebirth]

Chapter 47 I Like Light

The mind has been seen through.

Wei Huan froze by the door, frozen like a sculpture.He didn't know how to respond now, what to say, or even how to move his hands. He lowered his head while feeling uncomfortable, and found that he came wearing a slipper, which made him even more embarrassed.

But the other party just looked at him like this, it must be silly for him to be at a loss, so Wei Huan could only pretend to be relaxed and touched the back of his head, grinning, "Is it because of the telepathy that the instructor can see through my thoughts?" ?”

Yun Yongzhou shook his head, "I can just guess."

Wei Huan smiled again, "Instructor Yun is really good at predicting things, you can blindly spy on everything, and you can't hide anything from you."

He turned his face away and said lightly, "Close the door."

When Yun Yongzhou spoke, there was always a feeling of being irresistible. Wei Huan closed the door obediently. At first, he wanted to jump over, but then he thought that he had walked barefoot for so long, so he didn't care about it.

He walked lightly to the sofa and sat on another sofa, but before his butt touched him, he saw Yun Yongzhou staring straight at him.

Feeling very dissatisfied.

Is this for him to sit over?

With a dry smile, Wei Huan pressed the place where he was going to sit with his hands twice, and said pretendingly, "Ah, this sofa is so hard." After speaking, he immediately moved to the side of Yun Yongzhou, and sat down on his buttocks with a distance of ten centimeters. Come down, and lean on the whole person comfortably, "This sofa is still softer."

Only then did Yun Yongzhou look back, Wei Huan heaved a sigh of relief, thinking that this guy's temper is still so weird.

The two of them leaned on the sofa without a word. Wei Huan was still a little bit sleepy when he was ascended there, but now that he is here, Wei Huan is suddenly not sleepy at all, not only not sleepy, but his heart is still pounding.

He felt that he was afraid of Yun Yongzhou, but it wasn't fearful, let alone the kind of reverence that he really treats the teacher.I can't tell, anyway, every time he meets Yun Yongzhou, he feels that he is no longer himself.

Summer night is very quiet.

Yun Yongzhou's body exuded a smell of sunshine and clouds.

As soon as such an idea popped up in his mind, Wei Huan found it inconceivable.

When he first learned to fly, he was a fearless child who always liked to fly very high and into the clouds.The clouds in the clear sky are warmed and loosened by the sun, but they are still water mist, which is cool when it touches the skin, melts away, and is finally taken away by the warm sun.

That wonderful mixture of warmth and coolness is exactly the same as that of Yun Yongzhou.

"What are you thinking about?" Yun Yongzhou said suddenly, interrupting Wei Huan's reverie suspended in the sky.

"No, I'm just curious, how do you know I'm not asleep?" Wei Huan said with a smile, "Instructor Yang must have wanted to drive me away and tell the instructor you for peace."

Yun Yongzhou did not refute, but just quietly looked at the light on the ceiling.

Wei Huan is used to him not answering.

"I did something today." Wei Huan said, worried about Yun Yongzhou's censure, "I definitely didn't cause you any trouble..."

"I don't think you've caused me any trouble."

Wasn't he troublesome enough before?

"Hmm..." He began to inevitably want to use his former self to test Yun Yongzhou, but he held back.

"Are you tired?" Yun Yongzhou said suddenly.

Wei Huan pretended not to care, stretched out his hand to catch a spot of light falling in front of his eyes, and asked with a smile, "Why do you ask such a question? Do I seem to be working hard?"

Yun Yongzhou didn't speak, like a tacit consent.

Wei Huan's smile finally froze, and he let go of the light spot, "I just feel like I'm walking in a thick fog, and I can't see anything clearly. Sometimes I think, I just sit on the ground and do nothing. At worst, it’s not impossible to get out of this fog for the rest of my life, and to live in a daze.”

"But it doesn't seem to work." Wei Huan hugged his knees, "If I really live like that, I might not be me anymore."

"I'm more afraid of losing myself than struggling and getting frustrated in the fog."

"Then go."

Yun Yongzhou opened his mouth suddenly, causing Wei Huan to turn his face and look at him.

"Go get yourself back."

My heart suddenly calmed down.Wei Huan lowered his eyes and smiled.

"When you need help," Yun Yongzhou said, "you can tell me."

When did this arrogant guy become so straightforward.Wei Huan couldn't help laughing, "Okay. Let me think about it, what's the matter?"

He thought about what Yang Sheng said about the resurrection, and wondered if Yun Yongzhou would know anything, so he tentatively said, "By the way, instructor, there is something I want to ask you."

He thought about how he could not be so blunt. "A long time ago, human beings believed in metaphysics. They believed that after death, people would fall into the six realms of reincarnation and reincarnation. Therefore, the same soul may have past and present lives. I don't know this Have you ever heard the story?"

Yun Yongzhou seemed to know what he was implying, "So?"

"So..." Wei Huan laughed, "Actually, I'm just a little curious. Does Yao have something similar?"

"No." Yun Yongzhou answered directly and without mercy.

His answer seemed to have been prepared for a long time, and he could say it without thinking.

"The demon soul comes from all things in the world. Only the bloodline of the big monster passed down from ancient times can be maintained through reproduction. Other monsters rely on the vitality of life to refine their spirits. The only possibility for such a huge system to work is to go back and forth."

Yun Yongzhou didn't look at Wei Huan, and finished everything by himself.

"So once a demon loses its life, its soul will immediately disperse and return to the world, so that the demon world can have a steady stream of vitality, and new demon souls will appear, and demon hearts will be born, thus giving birth to new demons."

As a big monster, Wei Huan could not understand these words very clearly, but what he wanted to hear was not these.

He really felt that a miracle happened to him.

"There are no exceptions?" Wei Huan just finished speaking, feeling that he was too recalcitrant, but he didn't know how to explain his persistence.

Suddenly, Wei Huan thought of an excellent example, "But instructor, aren't you the reincarnation of the legendary first generation of Golden Crow?"

"The first generation of the Golden Crow that I know is a big monster in ancient times. At that time, Fanzhou was just a wasteland, and there were already legends about the Golden Crow before human civilization was civilized."

"It is said that the first Jinwu finally turned into the sun." Yun Yongzhou looked at Wei Huan, "Do you really think that the sun in the sky is him?"

"Or do you think the sun in the sky is me?"

His aggressiveness stunned Wei Huan for a moment, "...I don't know." He quickly came back, "No, I don't want to know if the sun is the Golden Crow, I just want to know, everyone says you are the reincarnation of the Golden Crow, Is it true, if it is true, isn't this contrary to the inability of demon souls to reincarnate?"

In exchange for his questioning, there was a moment of silence. After the silence, Yun Yongzhou chuckled and finally spoke.

"If you tell a lie too much, it will become true."

Wei Huan was a little surprised.

What does he mean by this sentence?Does it mean that he is not the reincarnation of the first Golden Crow?Or he found out he had lied.No matter what kind of possibility it is, Wei Huan finds it inconceivable.

"Do you think light looks good?"

Caught off guard, Yun Yongzhou asked such a sentence.Wei Huan looked at the galaxy between the ceiling and the sofa, did not have any doubts about his abrupt topic change, and gave the answer with certainty, "Of course it looks good." He turned his head and looked at Yun Yongzhou's side face, "Do you think Isn't it pretty?"

Under the light, the almost translucent eyelashes flickered and fell down. Yun Yongzhou's voice was deep, like a cold cloud that was about to fall. He didn't answer Wei Huan's rhetorical question, but started another story.

"I was born in a remote seaside village with the ability of fire, and I lived with my mother. Although I don't have a father, my mother loves me very much and makes me grow up happily like all children and have a happy childhood."

This is the first time Wei Huan heard Yun Yongzhou talk about himself.But this story is far from what he imagined. He always thought that Yun Yongzhou was the young master who was well-clothed and well-fed in everyone's mouth. He moved from Penglai to Kunlun Xu, and then he was admitted to Shanhai with No.1 grade, and it went smoothly. so many years.

"I wasn't born with the totem of the first generation. Probably..." When he was thinking, his eyes narrowed slightly and focused on a certain place, "...when I was four or five years old, one day , my mother found a sun totem on my chest suddenly, she panicked and told me that no one can see this thing, although I don’t understand anything, I still did it.”

"Continuing to hide it like this, nothing happened until I went to elementary school. That place is very remote, not like Penglai or Kunlun Xu, there are not so many big monsters, because it is close to the sea, most of the class are small monsters with water attributes , I am the only child with the fire attribute in the whole class." After speaking, he chuckled, "So I became the target of public criticism."

Wei Huan's heart sank.

At some point, excellence equals loneliness.

"My peculiarity prevents me from being able to fit in with others. I don't know when, they seized on the fact that I don't have a father to laugh at me. They may have heard these words a lot at home, so they didn't think about it when they said it. Then When I was locked in a dark room, they tied my hands and feet, used those pitiful and weak abilities on me, attacked me, and humiliated me."

Your mother seduced others to have you.

She was abandoned.

You mother and son are both shameless things.

"At that time, my mother would tell me almost every day, no matter what others say, don't care, just pretend you haven't heard it." Yun Yongzhou raised his eyes, his eyes were cold and stern, "But I didn't listen to her that day, I resisted .”

"Or, my consciousness resisted for me."

As he said that, he wiggled his fingers lightly, and the starlight in the sky turned into a tornado, turning into a child. Countless light blades suddenly appeared around him, each one extremely sharp.

"That was my first time, the ability to awaken light."

Yun Yongzhou was obviously smiling at him, but Wei Huan felt very sad.

"I hurt several children, ran out of that dark room, and scared many people. Because my hair became very long and platinum, and even my pupils suddenly turned golden. My face It was still stained with their blood. I didn't even dare to go home."

Wei Huan looked at his side face, couldn't help getting closer, and shortened the distance, "And then?"

"Then... my mom figured out how to make it up to them and apologized to them. After that was dealt with and my body recovered, she took me to hide in another place where no one knew us. I remember asking her .”

"Mom, am I a monster?" Yun Yongzhou's voice was still not too turbulent, flat, and without emotion.But it was like a pair of invisible hands holding Wei Huan's heart.

"She said no. But if it's not, why is everyone afraid? Even my mother is afraid of me."

"She didn't answer me, but just told me that I must never use the ability of light in the future, otherwise she will not want me."

"I'm terrified of being abandoned."

"But it's useless. Nothing in this world can be concealed forever. As long as it happens, there will be a day when it will be revealed. So we were finally discovered."

Wei Huan had already guessed who it was.He stretched out his hand, reached for a blanket beside the sofa, opened it to cover Yun Yongzhou's body, then pulled a little to cover himself, and turned sideways to face Yun Yongzhou, "Who discovered it?"

"The Prime Minister of the Yaoyu Federal Government, Yun Ting, the head of the Golden Crow Patriarch, no, he was nothing back then." Yun Yongzhou's voice became colder, "He came here in person, brought a few cronies, and asked my mother to leave. I, of course she didn't want to, used her demon power to create a barrier to hide me in. I didn't know until then that he was the one who hid for so many years. My mother tried her best to stop him, and he was annoyed, so Get on my mother."

The child condensed by the light shattered in an instant, turning into a golden liquid that slowly flowed down.

"He knew that I could see and hear, so he told me that he was the father I had never met. He wanted to take me home. As long as I was willing to come out, he let my mother go, and we went home together."

Wei Huan could almost imagine how scared he was at that time, he could almost see the frail child, hiding behind the barrier, trembling.

"You can probably imagine what happened next." Yun Yongzhou took a deep breath, "I came out, and my mother had only her last breath left. In order to threaten me, he found the witch on purpose and killed her Pulled out the demon soul of my mother, and sealed it in a place where I couldn't find it. Turned my talking and laughing mother into a half-dead body."

Yun Yongzhou suddenly fell silent.

Probably don't know how to proceed.

After a while, he spoke again, "I seem to have strayed off topic, I was going to talk about the first generation of the Golden Crow."

"In short, he brought me back to Penglai, an illegitimate son who should have been abandoned by him, and became his legitimate son. Anyway, his wife died, and no one stopped him. He used rumors and rumors to make everyone believe me It is the reincarnation of the first generation of Golden Crow. Because I am the only demon who has the light attribute again for so many years, I have become the son of heaven, and as a father, he has become more and more prestigious, and he has gradually reached the pinnacle of power. "

"My light attribute has nothing to do with the first generation of Golden Crow, it just sprouted, and since then..."

My world is completely destroyed.

In the eyes of everyone, these rays of light are pure, clean, dazzling, and beautiful, and they are symbols of the unreachable sun, but these are the products of the darkness in my heart, haunted by dirt, nausea, and nightmares Me, when I was angry and panicked, they showed up on their own, sharp and sharp.

Everyone is praising my ability, like admiring a good weapon.After listening too much, Yun Yongzhou became numb.

Gradually, he also felt that this is just a weapon suitable for killing life. Weapons have no evil and no soul.He is just his father's most deterrent weapon.

He doesn't need any sincere feelings, it's enough for them to be afraid of him.

There is only one person, he never fears himself because of his unique ability, he never even chooses the time, whenever he meets, he will approach him, pester him, and use various means to force him to accept the world other than himself.

Yun Yongzhou will always remember that they were seriously injured and trapped in the Undead City, thinking that they would never see the light of day and could never go back. Even in the most desperate moment, that guy was still full of hope, pestering him to talk, not at all like usual Separately, they enthusiastically calculated the possibility of escape.

Until Yun Yongzhou finally couldn't help it, and wanted to smash his hope.

[Where did you get your confidence?Or die here with me, you are very happy. ]

Hearing these words, he finally stopped, covered his wound with a pale face and moved his body, getting closer to Yun Yongzhou little by little.

[Little Jinwu, show me the light. ]

He didn't get a response, so he kept asking, like a baby, his voice was so weak that it was hard to speak.

[Just for a moment, show me. ]

No matter how silent Yun Yongzhou is, how cold his expression is, he will not give up until he achieves his goal.

[Can you not grant me this one wish? ]

Yun Yongzhou finally compromised, spreading his palm smeared with blood and dust, and created a faint light.

As if his long-cherished wish had been fulfilled, he leaned his head against the wall, stretched out his hand, and gently approached the light, smiling contentedly.

[Yun Yongzhou, I like your light. ]

Yun Yongzhou still remembers the emotion surging in his chest at that moment, like a hot current breaking through the glacier.

[Although it is dark here, I have my sun. ]

He looked at Yun Yongzhou with those clear blue pupils, and smiled firmly.

[So I'm not afraid. ]

This memory is so familiar that as long as you close your eyes, each frame will be replayed slowly.

His smile at that time, his eyes, the slightly raised ending sound when he spoke, and the warm body temperature from his palm to his wrist.Everything was real and repeated in his dreams, night after night.

So much so that after his death, he didn't dare to close his eyes at all.

dare not dream.

Every dream is a cruel battle with his fragile will.

Emotions tighten up a little bit.It feels like a daze, and escaped like this for seven years.

Until now, he often thought that the fact that he came back was the real dream.

Yun Yongzhou turned his face and looked into Wei Huan's eyes with those indifferent light-colored pupils.

Starlight reappeared once again.

"Now let me ask again, do you think... these lights look good?"

This time Wei Huan didn't dodge, he directly and frankly looked back at Yun Yongzhou's eyes.

From the moment he first met him ten years ago, he was puzzled.How could there be such a cold sun, Wei Huan always thought so.Until this moment all questions have been answered.

He knew better than anyone else that Yun Yongzhou didn't really think that these lights brought misfortune.

The light is himself.

In his heart, the source of misfortune is himself.

Wei Huan's eyes were shining brightly from the stars, and he was curled up in the blanket like some kind of cute little animal.The original ten centimeters distance between them was almost shortened to zero. Instead of answering his question, he asked another question in a very soft voice.

"Can I give you a hug?"

Yun Yongzhou's pupils flickered, he lowered his eyes, frowned slightly, and said in a muffled voice, "If you don't want to answer my question, you don't have to open your mouth, there is no need..."

Before he finished speaking, Wei Huan hugged him, "I knew you would say that, if I had known, I wouldn't have asked you."

For some reason, Wei Huan had the illusion that his long-cherished wish had been fulfilled at this moment.

A thin blanket covers two tightly wound hearts, they are beating alive, fighting against their own fate, and intertwined and growing with each other's fate.

"It's not that I don't want to answer." Wei Huan's chin rested on Yun Yongzhou's soft shoulder, "I just want to answer you in this way."

The close embrace made Yun Yongzhou's chest full of pain.Such a real hug also appeared in the dream.

"Your light is beautiful." Wei Huan's voice was very close, so close that he could directly fall into the silent lake in his heart, fish him out wet, and see the sun again.

"I love your light."

Sure enough, he hasn't changed at all.

Yun Yongzhou buried his head in Wei Huan's shoulder, and also buried his wry smile in it.He said this probably because of the kindness of this person and because he has the purest and deepest empathy in the world, so he unscrupulously showed him the wound and exchanged a hug.

This is obviously his most despicable behavior.

But if he cut himself apart for one person, it could only be Wei Huan.

"I don't need your pity on me."

"I don't want to sympathize with you, I just want you to hug me." Wei Huan hugged him tightly, as if he was trying very hard to catch a cloud that was gradually disappearing in the sun.Like many times before, it all felt familiar to him, as if he had said the same things and done the same things a long time ago.

It's not that he hasn't comforted others, but after meeting Yun Yongzhou, he was afraid that his comfort would be in vain. Even though Yun Yongzhou spoke so calmly, his eyes were sore uncontrollably.

This anxiety even made him feel guilty.

"I seem to owe you a thank you all the time." Wei Huan said sullenly.

"Just when I thought I lost everything, you showed up and pulled me up."

You let me know that even if I am criticized and misunderstood, even if I lose my loved ones and my own identity.

I still haven't lost an opponent like you.

It's like a sun hanging in the sky, as long as the sun doesn't disappear, he will always have a goal to catch up with.

The light spots in the sky disappeared one by one, and the night gradually returned to its original appearance.

"To be fair, I should actually tell you a secret..." Wei Huan's voice sank, and Yun Yongzhou could hear the hesitation in it.

His hand stroked the back of his head, and his voice was as gentle as summer wind.

"Let's talk about it next time, when you have no more burdens."